My Love My Pain
Always good

Messed up, everything's fucked up. What Airin has done is a big mistake, even if it was unintentional. At first Airin did not want to make any problems, but now Airin was caught in serious trouble.

Her tears kept breaking. Airin sat alone in the hospital hallway. Arja is undergoing a major surgery due to bleeding in her head.

"What's wrong?" ask Vino who is already Airin contact. Airin no longer knew who to contact.

"Arhaus... Arja's..."

"What's wrong with Arja?" asked Vino who was holding both Airin's shoulders.

"I. I made Arja an accident."

"What?!" tanya Vino did not believe what Airin said.

Airin just shook his head indistinctly. His mind was very messed up, this time Airin would definitely go to jail. Airin should be how it is now. Why could he do something so stupid.

Tuk tuk tuk. Someone came closer to us. Airin looked back at the sound of those footsteps. Sela came up with a long, quick pace. He must be very angry at Airin.

Plaque. Sure enough, Sela immediately slapped Airin as soon as she got near Vino and Airin. This time Airin will not dodge or make any other mistakes. Airin admitted that this was his fault.

"I'm sorry, Cell."

"You say sorry now? you did this on purpose, right? you don't want Arja and me to be together. It's because you still love Arja" Sela said at length.

"I was unintentional. I can explain what happened."

Not long after three people arrived. They are policemen, visible from their clothes and the way they walk. Sela must have reported Airin this time. Airin turned to Vino, he just nodded and tried to calm Airin down.

"He did it, sir. You can take him," Sela said in a cynical tone to Airin.

"Come, ma'am."

"Sir. I can explain everything."

"Mom can explain it at the police station."

This time Airin could only stop. Airin followed the three policemen with handcuffs. It had never been in his mind if he would be in this position. The position where Airin is a suspect.

If only Airin hadn't seen Arja. If only Airin could turn back this time. It was dark in front of Airin. Airin is over this time.

***

After the introductory. Airin is inserted into a cell. There was no one, it was cold. Maybe because this is the first time Airin came here.

"You can wait here and wait for the results" said a policeman who put Airin in the cell.

At a time like this. Airin has no one. Parents, husbands, brothers, even friends. Right, Airin still has Vino and Cika. Maybe they can help Airin.

Several times Airin tried to call Cika. The result remains the same. Maybe he is busy at the moment. Now it's only Vino I can count on.

"You can get out now" said another policeman who opened Airin's cell door.

Airin felt strange about this. He was just put in and now he can get out of this place.

"Your boyfriend is waiting. Come on quick," said the policeman again.

"Daughter?"

"Yes." Yeah."

Just outside the police station. Airin looked at Vino who was leaning next to his car. His hands are playing mobile. Without a word, Airin approached and immediately hugged her. Airin really did something crazy this time.

"thank you. If there's no you, maybe I'll go to jail."

"You're innocent by accident. Let's go home, Cika is also very worried about you."

"Thank you again" said Airin.

Vino nodded. He opened the car door for Airin. How Airin should repay all Vino's kindness. It was impossible if Airin suddenly accepted his feelings just like that. It will seem unreasonable later. Better yet, Airin just walk through all of this like running water.

***

Vino invites Airin into his apartment. He said if the apartment that Airin lived in was no water because there was a blockage.

He has prepared everything. Dinner, change of clothes for Airin. Even a room for Airin to live in.

"Vin. The apartment I was staying in was just the water was clogged," Airin said, "i can still sleep there," Airin added.

"Just follow what I say. I'm not gonna do anything with you. Take a shower, after that we can eat together."

Airin received the towel from Vino's hand. Wicked Airin, now Airin really feels guilty with Vino. Airin keeps hurting her, but she's still considerate and kind to Airin.

After finishing the shower. Airin checked his phone. Some messages came in from Cika, but there was also a message from Sela.

Go back to the hospital. My future husband has been calling your name since.

Sela may have deliberately told her future husband to make Airin aware of his position. This time Airin had to be really ruthless. They've hurt Airin without knowing what Airin's feeling. Although Arja's accident was due to Airin, but Airin did not intentionally do it.

Excuse me. We have no business. I'll only be responsible for Arja's treatment. Not more.

Is Airin too evil this time. If you remember again, how can Airin pay for Arja treatment. Airin has little savings. Airin will ask Cika. He would help her at a time like this.

So this is what you want? you paid for everything and ran away!!

"Pay everything?" Airin thought about what had happened. Airin doesn't even know how much the treatment costs. Maybe Vino will help her again.

Tok to tok. Airin put his phone into the nightstand and opened the door. Vino stood up with his smile. He is so kind, Airin said in his heart.

"Let's eat. It will be cold" said Vino.

"Yes." Yeah."

Quiescent. That's what happened at the dinner table. There's only the clang of spoons and plates. There's nothing else. Several times Airin turned to Vino. He looks calm and the same as before. He could be someone else just because of the injury.

Why he remains unchanged on Airin. Airin had hurt her, not once or twice. A few times Airin hurt her.

"Hey, why not eat? is it not delicious? can I make it again?" ask Vino streak. Vino moved from his seat and would return to make food for Airin.

"Vin. Did you pay for Arja's treatment?"

"Yes. You can be free now."

"Why are you always so good to me?"

Airin's question made Vino speechless. Only his eyes were staring at Airin with hope. Airin knew what hope was.

"Vin. I'm asking you to forgive me, you know my current position. I just got divorced. I'm..."

Vino held Airin's hand gently, "Just calm down. I will always support you."

Unknowingly tears of Tear dripped. Airin was happy and hurt by what Vino did. What Airin has done in the past. Airin can be like this. Showing true love for betrayal.

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