My Love My Pain
Stumbling block

The hospital was quite crowded that day. Vino deliberately came alone to take the results of yesterday's test. Many questions arise. Who did that or Airin himself who took the medicine in his room.

Tired because work is no longer ignored by Vino. Now, he had to take care of his wife very strictly. He didn't want anything as embarrassing as yesterday.

"You're here?" jay asks who saw Vino sitting in the waiting room, "where is Airin."

"I intentionally didn't bring it. How'd it go?"

Jay handed me a paper. Yes, that's the results of medical tests that have been done by Airin. Vino looked at the paper.

"From the beginning I felt something was wrong. He was taking certain medications that could cause a shocking reaction."

"So?"

"You better ask Airin. He ate anything."

"Thank you" Vino told Jay.

"Want to have coffee together?" tawar Jay's.

Vino shook his head and looked at his watch, "I'll see my client first. Thanks again."

"Together."

Jay is busy with his patients. Vino returned to the office. He's meeting with a client. I could just go home and see his wife.

***

Airin sat down with various foods in front of him. It's just, Airin can't eat if the ice hasn't come yet. The ice will taste the food so that Airin can eat.

The rules were made by Vino. He added some rules to the house. Surely the rules that make Airin feel in brackets in prison. How not, Airin can get out of the house if along with Vino. If not, he can't get out.

"Everything's safe, Non." Ice put down the spoon he just used.

Airin stared at all the food. Then he looked at the wall clock. It's not time for Vino to come home.

"Remove everything. I don't have an appetite."

"But, Non..."

Airin didn't care what Ice said. He chose to go into the room. In fact, Airin now only has mobile numbers from Cika and Vino. No other person's number.

"Why is Vino getting so tight on me" said Airin.

Airin's hand exposed the curtains covering the window. He looked out. Many people passed by in front of his house. They seem happy with what they do.

For a moment Airin thought it would be better to marry Arja. In the past, he was neither locked up nor restrained. Now, his fate has changed. The jealous Vino is now also protective of him.

"Watery."

Airin. Vino came and immediately hugged Airin from behind.

"You're home yet?" ask Airin. Yes, he again covered his displeasure in front of Vino.

Vino kissed Airin's forehead gently.

"I intentionally left early. I miss you."

"Me too" said Airin, hugging Vino.

After a few seconds. Airin let go of that hug. He helps Vino to take off his suit. Airin also prepared a change of clothes for Vino. A lot of things Airin did as a wife.

"I said Ice, you don't want to eat."

"I'm not feeling the taste."

"Do you want to eat out?" ask Vino.

"If you'll let."

Vino smiled, "I'll take a shower and we can go. Wait for me."

Hope Airin is back. He actually really wanted to meet Cika. He wanted to tell her a lot. If it's on a cell phone, Vino will know everything. Of course if Vino knew he'd be mad.

***

A high-class dining area was already in front of Airin. Only a sigh was heard as Airin got down from the car. He wanted to eat in an ordinary place, not a fancy restaurant.

Vino and Airin's footsteps were fixed on a table that Vino had ordered earlier. In fact, Vino also ordered the food that Airin liked.

After all the food. Someone came and stood beside the table. Judging from his clothes, that person was the manager of this place.

Airin looked at Vino.

"It has. Everything's safe."

"Then you can go."

Before leaving the manager let us eat. He also said he would keep the place safe.

"You're too worried about everything" Airin said.

"It's all for your good."

"really?" ask Airin.

"Yes. You are my wife. I have to give you what you want and what you like."

"Then. I want my freedom back."

Vino's eyes changed. He looked at Airin who still had not touched his food.

"Eat. I'll take you shopping" Vino said as he prepared his mouth food.

Airin smiled, "I have no appetite. You're the one eating."

"Rin, we just got married. Don't make a fuss."

"You said I was making a noise. I'm just asking for my freedom. You promised yourself you'd give me freedom."

"Watery."

"You're the same, Vin. I'm disappointed."

Vino continued eating. He didn't care what Airin just said. Even this time, Airin could only feel resentment in his heart.

The love she always dreamed of was always the same. The wounds he got. Neither Arja nor Vino, they both incised wounds. The way they hurt is different.

There is nothing Airin does. Until Vino finished eating. With a smile Vino approached Airin. He tried to persuade the woman.

"What do you want?" ask Vino.

"I want my freedom."

"Come, Rin. You know what my question means."

Airin's still. He picked up his bag and walked away from there. He decided to get in the car and sit there.

Not long after Vino followed Airin into the car. Slowly Vino runs his car. There was a sense of displeasure in Vino's heart. He felt Airin changed after marriage.

"Rin. I can't just let you be free. A lot of people want to hurt you out there."

Airin still did not respond.

"I also don't want you to be taken by someone else."

Back is just the silence that Vino got.

"Watery!" this time Vino called Airin out loud.

Airin looked up and smiled. "Slowly, you'll show me who you really are. If you really love me, you'll believe me."

"Airines. I'm..."

"That's enough. I don't want to talk to you until you let me go free."

Airin got out of the car and rushed into the house. Instead of going into Vino's room, Airin chose to go into his old room. Even now, the room has been transformed into a reading room.

***

A few days Airin and Vino passed. They still haven't spoken. Not even eating together. Vino has repeatedly explained. Only, Airin still did not receive.

Airin wants to be a good wife, but that doesn't mean she's locked up in the house. He also wants to spend time with friends. Not just sitting in the room.

"Airin," called Vino while holding Airin's hand.

Airin violently let go of the hand. Airin went back into his room and locked the door.

***

NB: for readers. The author asked for his criticism and advice. The author is confused as to how to continue this story.