My Love My Pain
Vino knows the truth.

Many reasons that make Airin reluctant to come to the reception. The main reason is, Airin does not want to see her husband's smile that expands for other women.

Airin was wearing a neat shirt. He was ready, only his heart was not ready. Everyone out there is unknown to Airin. He will feel isolated there. What's more, there are a lot of reporters. They're definitely gonna interview him for this wedding.

"You still here?" ask Sela who just came. He went to Airin's house. He knows what Airin is feeling.

"I don't want to go there."

"You said you'd do well. Isn't this your decision, Arja must be waiting for you there."

"I know, just..."

"There is no word of rejection. Let's go out, the guests are waiting."

Airin was silent. Seeing that, Sela immediately grabbed Airin's hand and pulled him out. Airin looked surprised to see what he saw. The decoration is not like yesterday, yesterday the show that even Airin did not come out.

Very nice with lots of guests. Airin doesn't even know there's a dancing place. Deg, Airin's heart hurts a lot. Arja, he's dancing warmly with his second wife.

"Wanna dance with me?"

Airin. Vino, Airin was shocked and could not say anything. During this time, Airih only showed happiness in her marriage. Just because it doesn't want Vino to hope, but this time everything will be revealed.

"Why daydream? is your husband here?"

Sela just glanced at Vino and Airin. He would see the reaction of Airin that Vino approached. Is Arja going to be angry?

"Look, she's Arja's first wife. He even came to this reception" said a reporter pointing to Airin.

Mutual reprimand those reporters. It even made Airin hear it. Unhappy, Airin chose to leave. Only, his hand was already grasped by Vino.

"What do they mean by saying it?" ask Vino.

Airin could only remain silent. She doesn't want Vino to know that Arja is her husband. The husband who married again.

"Airin was Arja's first wife. Don't you know about this yet?" sela said while patting Airin on the shoulder.

Airin did not expect if Sela told Vino everything. Surprised Vino, he said nothing. He looked at Airin's face. Apparently, the woman who looked happy had a very deep wound.

"Let me alone. Excuse me."

Airin chose to leave the place and again locked himself in his room. Airin thought, she would feel ordinary with this marriage. Apparently, his heart seemed to be slashed slowly. Why would he decide something that hurt him.

***

Everything has changed. Arja is no longer in that house. There were only unpleasant memories and tastes in his heart. With heavy steps, Airin walked out of his room.

The smell of cooking made his mind mess up. He thinks Arja's still there, like yesterday. With a quick step, Airin entered the kitchen. Not Arja, a woman who might be younger than me. He's cooking.

"Mom's up?" ask her gently and understandingly.

"You..who?" ask Airin.

The woman approached and introduced herself to Airin.

"I'm Ilin, Mom. The new maid is here," said Ilin.

"Who told you to stay here?"

"Pak Arja."

Airin's still. Arja doesn't want Airin to be lonely. So, she chose to give him a maid. At least Airin wouldn't be alone in that big house.

***

That afternoon, Airin chose to take a walk around the housing complex. He would probably feel fresher and be able to accept that harsh reality. After all, the love that Arja gave her was already divided.

Ting. A message came into his phone. It was from Mela's mother.

There's important business to talk about. Please go to the hospital where my son is being treated.

Airin typed a reply on his phone. Brakes. Airin had unknowingly hit someone.

"You okay?"

I feel familiar with that voice. Airin raised his head and met Vino's eyes.

"You okay?" ask Vino again.

"No. Sorry, because I'm too focused on my phone."

"It's okay. Where are you going?"

"What a coincidence. I'll see him too. We can go there together."

Airin seemed to be hesitant about the invitation. If he goes with her, it's very likely that Vino will ask about Arja. It's just, he doesn't know how to get there and go home. All this time, he's been with Arja.

"How's it?"

"All right."

***

From the car to the hospital. No words were spoken, either from Airin or from Vino. They also got into the elevator.

"Why do you want to be in a duakan?" ask Vino.

"That's my personal business. Better not talk about it."

"Why are you hiding it from me."

"We have no relationship whatsoever. So, I have no reason to say it."

Vino was silent. Airin had completely forgotten about it and it had left her heart scratched. I don't know why, until this moment. Vino still hopes for the married woman.

Arrive in the nursery of Mela's mother. Without further ado they began to discuss something. Airin was more silent. He only listened and occasionally answered the questions that were thrown at him.

"I'm sorry, sir," said Mrs Mela.

"It's okay. I know how you are."

"Airines. I really hope for you, please help Mr. Vino as long as I'm not around."

"Good, mom."

So, Miss Mela's not going to the office for a few months. He will focus on taking care of his son. While Airin. He will replace Mela's job until the time that has not been determined.

"You teach him first. I'll go down first" said Vino.

"Good."

After Vino's departure. Ma Mela started teaching me everything. How to deal with chatty clients and clients who prefer silence. It turns out that Ms. Mela is very skilled. Maybe, because he's been working in this field for years.

Ms. Mela handed him the tablet she used. He also told Airin about Vino's file and schedule. There was also a lot of Vino's agenda.

"What's all that, ma'am?" ask Airin.

"It has. You can go. Mr. Vino must have been waiting for you."

"Yes, mom."

I carry those things in my hands. Get to the bottom floor. I'm looking for Vino, I don't want to go home with him. There will be new rumors coming up. It's not good to feel.

"You're here?" ask Vino.

"Yes. I'll just go home by myself. I don't want any weird scandals."

"We're unidirectional. I'll drive you."

"But,..."

"Nothing but. Let's go in."

Airin got in the car too. I don't know why Airin felt his heart agitated. Several times he confirmed his sitting position.

In front of Airin's house. Airin saw the Arja mohil parked neatly. Arja must be here, thought Airin. Without a word Airin got off the car followed by Vino.

"Didn't you tell me to come in?" ask Vino.

"Sorry..."

"What are you guys doing?"

Vino and Airin directly smoothed the sound. Arja stood on the doorstep with sharp eyes directed at Airin. Seeing that Airin was silent, Arja approached and grabbed her hand.

"Don't bother my wife."

Vino just stood still and looked at Airin being pulled in by force. Vino felt both guilt and pity for Airin. If only time could be turned, he would have met Airin sooner than Arja.

***