My Love My Pain
Vino

"Hallo," said Airin from across the street.

Arja did not answer. He was stunned when he heard Airin's voice. This voice that had been gone one week from his life.

"Hallo, what's going on? why just shut up?" ask Airin from across there.

Arja doesn't know what to say. He unwittingly disconnects the phone and re-inserts the phone into his pocket. Arja felt herself changing at this moment.

***

Airin POVs

"Who?" ask Vino to Airin.

"Arja."

Why didn't Arja say anything. Arja called Airin herself. He just wants to play me, Airin thought. Why in the depths of Airin still hope Arja explains everything to him.

Vino held Airin's hand suddenly. Airin pulled his hand back.

"I'm sorry" Vino told Airin.

"It's okay. Aren't you hungry? I feel really hungry" said Airin trying to throw off this awkward feeling.

"Can. I know a good place to eat."

Vino turned his car to the left. Vino really knows about this city. What's possible, Vino used to go here with his mother. True too, Airin had not seen Mama Vino for a long time.

"How's aunt?" ask Airin.

"Tumben asked how Mama is doing?"

"Emm, no, just missing. Haven't seen you in a long time."

Vino just smiled and said nothing. He stared straight at the crowded street.

Up to a place. Vino stopped the car. No Airin thought if in a place like this there are still old buildings. It looks well preserved, but still cannot hide the facts. The house looks old.

Vino walked in without hesitation. While Airin, Airin still staring around the building. Only this house looks old, all the other buildings are already very modern.

"Let's go in" Vino said as he opened the door for Airin.

Airin nodded. With a doubtful heart, Airin finally stepped foot into the house. Some women wearing maid clothes walked around. They only saluted when Vino came in.

"Ma, I brought the woman you like," cried Vino as soon as they entered the room.

The room with a sofa that matches the color of the walls. Light brown. There are also flowers and other furniture. Airin could only stare in amazement in this room.

"It's not Mama who likes it, it's you."

Airin and Vino looked directly at the sound. Airin saw Mama Vino coming down with her hand holding a bouquet of flowers.

"Have you come?" mama Vino asked Airin.

"Yes, aunt. How's aunt?" ask Airin.

Mama Vino hugged Airin and gave the bouquet to Vino. With an eye gesture, Mama Vino asked Vino to put the flower on the table.

Vino just smiled and did what his mother told him. Gently, Mama Vino pulled Airin's hand until they sat on the sofa.

"Good aunt's news. How's yours?" ask mama Vino.

"I'm good, aunt."

"Vino's been wanting to bring you here for a long time. Now just materialize what he wants."

"Ma, don't say no to Airin."

Mama Vino did not comment on what Vino said. He chose to tell me what Vino was doing. Still, Mama Vino just wants to say that Vino loves Airin. In fact, Airin was already looking for another topic of conversation.

"Unfortunately, you're married" said Vino's mother with a disappointed face.

"She's just divorced, ma," Vino said.

Airin immediately turned his head and looked at Vino sharply. Why did he do this to Airin, why could he say this to his mother. Did he bring Airin here to say this.

"What did Vino say?" mama Vino asked with a question of hope.

"Actually, actually..."

Suddenly, Airin's phone rang. Airin felt that this was a help for him. At least Airin did not have to say the reason for the divorce to Mama Vino. If you say it, it will be more complicated later the business.

Airin chose to slightly move away from Mama Vino and Vino. It turns out that Cika called Airin, she asked if Airin would come to Arja's wedding or not. Given this heartache, Airin did not want to come. It's just, Airin needs to make them aware. If Airin could live without them.

"How's it?" ask Cika from across the phone.

"Yes, I'm coming. Just tell me the date and address of the wedding."

"I'm doing fine. It's a long time ago, yeah, I have a lot of business."

"All right, bye."

Airin put his phone back in his pocket. Airin took a long breath. Why Airin could decide this all of a sudden. He didn't even think about what would happen if he came. What Airin can hide this taste in front of Arja and Sela later.

"Are you done?" ask Vino.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Let's eat, Mama's made you some food."

Ting. A message goes into the Airin chat app.

I'm getting married. Are you coming?

Airin clucked irritably at the screen of his phone. Is Arja crazy? he sent this message without thinking about Airin's feelings. Airin should be able to repay him.

"Come on," said Vino again.

"All right."

At the table there is plenty of food available. Starting from the spicy to the non-spicy. Honestly, seeing all this made Airin immediately feel full.

Even some of the servants still came and brought food in their hands. Was all this prepared for me? why am I being narcissistic like this. Think Airin.

"Come, Rin. Just eat, no need to hesitate," said mama Vino.

"Good, aunt."

It's customary to exit Vino. If you can't eat while talking. Only the clanking of plates and spoons clashed. At this time, Airin even found it difficult to swallow food. How not, mama Vino kept looking at him.

***

Vino laughed as Airin said what his mother did. Even to make Airin can not eat. Somehow, the laughter made Airin also want to laugh. Airin felt calmer at this time, unlike earlier this morning.

Airin just knew, if in this city is very beautiful at night. Many lights decorate the city. Many teenagers joke with their friends.

"Do you want to stop here first?" ask Vino.

"No. I'm just looking around."

"I thought you wanted to be here first."

Airin just shook his head. Vino's back to gas his car. They are traveling at moderate speed.

Arrive at the house that Airin rented. They didn't say a word. Only a few times did they unintentionally look into the eye.

Why is Airin back like this. Airin felt very awkward with Vino. They have been friends since childhood. Why must there be this strange feeling again.

"Airines. I go home first yes" Vino told Airin.

Airin nodded, "Be careful on the road."

Tearin's eyes were still staring at Vino until he got into the car. No Airin thought, the weather was cloudy suddenly. It looks like it's going to rain today.

Airin looked back at Vino's car. Not moving from there one bit. Airin approached and knocked on the windshield.

"What's wrong?" ask Airin.

"It looks like my car broke down, but it just came from the workshop yesterday" said Vino, who is still trying to start the engine.

The rain started to fall. Here it will also be difficult if you call a workshop person. Finally Airin decided to invite Vino into the house.

"Let's have some tea first. It's gonna rain."

They finally entered the house. Airin made tea and prepared the cake that Airin had bought earlier. They watch tv in the middle room. There's no word.

The show we watched was the latest news. There is also news about Arja and Sela getting married. Everyone knows about Airin, they ask what made Airin and Arja divorced.

No Airin thought, Arja answered him very simply but made Airin hurt. He said that Airin did not want to have children from him.

"Do you still love her?" ask Vino suddenly.

"I.I..."

"It's okay, gradually you can forget about it. Like our relationship was" Vino said.

Why did Airin feel insinuated when Vino said so. It was as if Airin was a woman who fell in love easily and easily forgot her old love.

Slowly Vino's hand held Airin's. Making them look at each other, Vino's face slowly approached Airin. Closer and closer and....

***