My Love My Pain
Is the problem done?

Airin cried. How not, he woke up from fainting and could not move. Yes, she was still tied with a rope as the doctor told Vino.

"I told you I'm not crazy. I beg you to let me go" said Airin still with tears in his eyes.

Mama Vino came in and immediately tried to calm Airin down. He felt unbearable with what Airin experienced. It's just that, Mama Vino also did not want Airin to end his life due to hallucinations.

"Honey, mama is there for you" said mama Vino.

"You guys want what? I didn't do anything wrong. Why am I being treated like this?"

Not long after the doctor came in with an injection in his hand. He approached Airin and injected the liquid. Slowly, Airin began to close his eyes again. He fainted again.

Mama Vino stood up and looked at the doctor. There are many questions he wants to ask. It's just, he broke it.

"Here," said the doctor, giving Vino's mama the medicine, "let her know when she wakes up."

"Well," said mama Vino.

"I'm going first. There are still patients waiting for me."

Meanwhile, Vino sits with Jay at a cafe. Jay was looking at the drug he had been giving Airin. Since the doctor gave the prescription, Airin's behavior has become more and more. He often speaks for himself.

"Vin, would you rather put a hidden camera in Airin's room."

"You mean?"

"It could be that what Airin said was not a hallucination. Airin's condition is nothing wrong in my opinion" Jay said.

"Then what about the drug?" point Vino at the drug Jay's hand.

Jay chuckled, "Airin shouldn't be taking this sedative. He's fine, if he keeps taking this medicine. Maybe something fatal will happen."

Vino quiet. How can a doctor give such a prescription to a healthy person. Vino's thoughts were now on his mother, who took the doctor home and examined Airin.

***

That night, Vino sat in his room staring at his laptop screen. He wants to know if Airin's talking to himself or someone else. Yes, the curiosity must be solved immediately. Or Airin will get hurt.

Airin sat still with tears in her eyes. He felt so bad, how could they think Airin was crazy.

Not long after, a woman entered Airin's room. Vino saw that, not Ais or her mother. Nor was the waiter in the house.

The woman approached Airin who was crying. Hardly, the woman raised Airin's head until they faced each other.

"What else do you want? didn't you manage to drive me crazy," said Airin still with a frightened look.

The woman laughed, "I want you to go crazy, but there's someone else who wants you to disappear."

The Spring was round, he knew the meaning of Heila's words. Only, Airin still did not know who was behind Heila.

Slowly, Heila's hand pulled something out of her pants pocket. A brownish-red pill. Airin doesn't know what medicine it is.

"Let me be with Vino. You can eat this and leave peacefully" Heila said.

Vino couldn't take it anymore. At high speed he ran towards Airin's room. Brak, Vino opened the door to the room. Heila was shocked by Vino's sudden arrival.

Heila took a few steps back. He intended to leave, but his hand was already held by Vino. Yes, Vino managed to get Heila right then and there.

That night, many people woke up and saw Heila who was already tied up. Yes, they now know who's been freaking Airin out.

"Why are you doing this, Heila?" asked Mama Vino loudly.

Mama Vino stared at Vino, "I told you not to get in touch with this woman. Now, look what he did to Airin."

Vino did not answer, he called the police to investigate the case. He didn't want Airin to be terrorized again.

Heila suddenly laughed loudly. He looked at Airin, "It's not just me. Many people want to destroy you."

Plaque, Vino slapped Heila's face hard.

"Don't you dare threaten my woman" Vino said.

Airin looked at Heila, "Who told you to kill me?"

Heila did not answer.

Vino raised Heila's face, "Tell me who told you to."

"I won't say anything" Heila said.

Vino huffed, "Alright, let the police take care of it."

Heila developed her smile, "Police? they'll never know who and why they want to kill Airin."

Heila changed her position facing the window. Not long, dor, dor, dor. A few shots hit Heila, with Heila's smile closing her eyes.

"Damn," vino's curse.

Everyone in the room was shocked. No one dared to move, Heila fell down with a lot of blood coming out of her body. Perhaps, Heila was indeed prepared for his death.

***

After last night's incident, Vino's house felt terrible. Not even the servants were greeting each other.

The breakfast they made was also not touched by Mama Vino and the others. No one has a taste for eating. Vino looked at his mother.

"Ma, it's better for now mama to go back outside. It's bad here" Vino said.

Mama Vino looked at Airin who had been pensive.

"Mom doesn't want to see Airin getting scared."

"Then what are you going to do?" ask mama Vino.

Vino smiled, "Mama take it easy. I'll continue with Airin's therapy, I'll also choose a home away from here."

"Alright, keep telling mama."

Vino did this out of fear that there would be terror. Maybe not only Airin, his mother can also be the target of the perpetrator. What's more, until now the police have not found a bright spot for the case.

***

That afternoon Airin and Vino took a walk in a Villa that was quite far from the city. Vino deliberately brought Airin for a walk. At least, Airin can breathe fresh breath without any worry.

Several times Airin confirmed the sleeves he was wearing. It looks like Airin is not comfortable with his shirt right now. Then, Vino pulled Airin's hand closer.

"What are you doing?" ask Airin.

"I want to see a smile on your face."

Yes, some days Airin is very difficult to smile. He was afraid of the arrival of the woman who kidnapped him. Now that worry is gone. Airin could develop his smile again.

"Come, smile."

Airin lowered his face. He felt so guilty about Vino. He thought that Vino didn't believe him either. All this time Vinolah was guarding him. Without feeling it, the feeling made Airin shed his tears.

"Why crying? did I make you sad?" ask Vino.

Airin hugged Vino tightly, "Sorry, I shouldn't suspect you."

"It's okay," said Vino, "this problem is over. Come back to being my smiley woman."

Yes, Airin slowly developed his smile. This made Vino smile too.

"Tonight I'm cooking. You just have to dress up pretty for me."

"Sure," said Airin.

They joined hands and returned to the villa they had rented. Today, Vino intends to keep Airin away from the hustle and bustle of the city. He did not want Airin to get back in trouble.

***

Arja enters with a tray containing a bowl of porridge with milk. Gently, Arja began to prepare to feed Sela.

"Do you love me?" ask Sela.

Arja stopped her hand movements. He looked at Sela.

"Do you still love Airin?" ask Sela again.

Arja put the bowl and spoon back, "Why are you asking this?"

"Arja. I don't want to be a burden if you still love Airin. Let go of me" said Sela.

"Our son?"

"He'll be a good boy. I promise," said Sela.

Arja was silent with what Sela said. This time, Sela completely stopped. Not because of his love. It's just that she doesn't want to put her baby in danger.

For a moment they kept quiet. Then, Sela gently held Arja's hand.

"Just give me a home away from the city. I'll stay there with our son, you can come anytime to see him."

Tests, a swirl of tears dripping. Not from Sela's eyes, but from Arja's. I don't know what made her cry this time. Losing Sela or being happy because she can catch up to Airin.

"Don't cry, you're ugly when you cry."

"You know, Airin's already owned by Vino. Now I only have you" said Arja.

"I don't want to be a shadow to Airin. Go after him, make him like you."

"Are you serious about what you say?" ask Arja.

Sela nodded, "Yes."

Arja hugged Sela tightly. Sela's heart was actually very wounded. It's just that she's trying to calm down, however her baby's life is worth more than a blind love.

After that conversation. Arja is looking for a house on the outskirts of town. He's looking for her himself because of Sela's request. Sela doesn't want anyone to know her disappearance, only Arja can know. It is because of the child they contain.

***

Airin looked at himself in front of the glass. Her hair was long with thin makeup on her face. In Vino's way, Airin began to forget the kidnapping incident.

Seeing the clock makes Airin instantly aware. He picked up his handbag and ran towards Vino. Vino had prepared a very beautiful dinner.

A dining table in the middle of the garden with various lamp decorations. Airin developed her smile, until she was very close to Vino.

"Thank you" said Airin.

"Together."

They sit. This time, Vino actually managed to make Airin forget everything. Including Airin's past with Arja. Vino was happy because Airin's smile had returned.

"Are you seriously going to marry me?" ask Vino.

Shamefully, Airin nodded his face.

"What if Arja keeps coming after you?"

Airin turned to Vino, "I will still choose you."

"Aren't you afraid that I might hurt you?"

This time Airin chuckled, "You can't possibly do it. All this time, I've seen it, you've always protected me."

Vino smiled at the smile. Slowly Vino slipped a ring on Airin's ring finger. Airin felt very happy and lucky. He was very hopeful, his love this time was not a wound.

Slowly their bodies approached each other. A warm embrace greeted them, a kiss landed on Airin. That night, there was no way the two of them would forget. What a beautiful night.

***

Vino and Airin are back in the office. Airin was already not upset by what the office person said. He felt that the office was his too. Because the owner is his.

"Please take care of this file" Vino said, giving Airin the file.

"Sure," said Airin.

Lola smiled and congratulated Airin on returning to the office. Many employees also give soft greetings. Not like before.

Today, Vino and Airin will return to work with the dossier as well as office affairs. All assets owned by Airin. He left it to Vino, Airin has not been able to manage it well.

Arja has returned to her usual activities. He had already let go of Sela and that made her relieved. There was only a photo of Sela now accompanying him.

A letter in Arja's hand made her silent. He was curious about the contents of the letter, only that he could not possibly open it. The letter was not for him, but for Airin of Sela.

At medium speed, Arja rushed to Vino's office. He will meet Airin there, hoping that Airin will turn to him again.

You're where? I want to meet you.

The message went into Arja's phone. From aunt Mia, these few days she's nowhere to be seen. Now he's back.

Airin threw her phone into the side chair. He doesn't want to meet Aunt Mia until anytime. The feeling is still there to this day. What else is there in light of the fire tragedy.

"That's right up there," said Arja.

He came down and took the letter. After asking some people. Akhrinya Arja to the place of Airin. Airin was sitting with Lola at the time.

"Airin," call Arja.

Airin looked over because he felt called. Arja stood with a look at Airin.

"Can we talk. Both" said Arja.

Airin looked at Lola. Lola just nodded her head. Airin placed a glass filled with tea in his hand.

"Tell me if Vino's looking for me" Airin said.

"Sure" replied Lola.

Arja and Vino choose to speak in the office cafeteria. Airin refused to meet at the cafe or outside the office.

They sit facing each other. There was no word at all, until Arja gave the letter to Airin. Airin looked at Arja questioningly.

"Sela, he sent it."

Airin took the letter. "Why are you so quiet. Usually you'll talk a lot" Airin said.

Arja did not reply, "I gave her what Sela wanted. I'm leaving" said Arja.

With no more words, Arja left Airin with the letter. There are many questions that arise in Airin's heart. Arja has really changed. Not like before.

From the direction of the stairs, Vino ran in search of Airin. He saw Airin sitting by himself. Without a second thought Vino approached and pulled Airin into his arms.

"What are you doing?" ask Airin.

"Are you okay?" ask Vino.

Airin let go of that hug. He showed me a letter in his hand.

"He's here just to give this away" Airin said.

"What is a love letter?" asked Vino with laughter.

"You are," said Airin, hitting Vino softly.

Vino embraces Airin, "Let's go home."

Airin nodded.

***