My Love My Pain
New hope and new hope

Airin thought his body was getting better. Not today, Airin felt his body was so unwell. Even out of the blanket was lazy.

"Mom, here's the medicine and the drinking water. Don't forget to eat breakfast first" Ilin said.

Before taking the medicine. Airin ate the porridge that had been made by Ilin. Pretty good for people who are sick.

"I'm back in the kitchen again, Mom."

"Thank you, Lin."

Because of his bad body condition. Finally, Airin decided to rest at home. He sent a message to Vino. Luckily, Vino was willing to give Airin permission until he recovered.

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In warm clothes. Airin came down from his room. Ilin said if any guests came. A man in a fancy car.

"You? why are you here?"

Vino gave her smile. He even stared comically at Airin who was wearing warm clothes. Outside the air is warm enough.

"You must have canceled everything. Then why are you here?" Airin sat on the single sofa. Intentionally not to get too close to Vino.

"Want me to call the doctor?" ask Vino.

"no need. Tomorrow I can work" said Airin, refusing subtly.

Vino was only able to cluck in annoyance.

"Please drink it." Ilin placed two cups of tea onto the table. After that he went back in.

Vino is very attentive to Airin. It makes Airin feel bad. After all, Airin was aware that she was a married woman. I also want to ban Vino for free. He's a man who doesn't give up easily and is stubborn.

"Is your husband here?" ask Vino.

Airin shook her head slowly, "He is accompanying Maya. Understandably, pregnant young."

Vino is shocked to hear Maya's pregnancy, "Maya is pregnant?"

Airin nodded with certainty. It was obvious that Vino's face had changed. He was not happy and also agitated. I don't know what made him feel that way. Maybe Vino felt more sorry for Airin.

"Yes." Yeah."

"So, Arja doesn't know if you're sick?"

Airin shook his head, "I can't possibly preach it. He'll be disturbed."

"But you are his wife."

Airin can only give a smile. It was quite disturbing to hear Vino's question. Airin remembered why he was sick. Until now, Arja has not told him.

"Want lunch here?" my many.

Vino shook his head and looked at his phone. He is seen reading the message, then saying goodbye suddenly.

"I have to go. If I don't come, Cika will be angry."

"alright. Thank you for picking me up."

Slowly, Vino began to accept the relationship. It still seems obvious if he had to. Slowly, that love will surely grow between them.

"I am first. Get well, I need your help."

It seemed like Vino was overwhelmed to face the beautiful woman. Airin simply waved his hand at Vino who had already gotten into the car.

"Lunch is ready, Mom." Ilin came out to fix the cup on the table.

"Thank you, Lin."

Ilin cooks a lot. How could a woman herself like Airin possibly eat all that food. Impossible feels.

"Lins. Where's Amar?"

"He's in the back, Mom."

"Call her. We eat together. It's not good to eat alone."

"Good, Mom."

Airin wondered if her husband was here. She definitely did not feel lonely, she would also definitely feel better. Finally, Airin chose to send a message first to Arja.

💝💝💝

A night full of stars. I want to walk around here relaxed. It would be better if someone accompanied. However, Airin was alone under the moonlight. There is only a quiet among them.

"A beautiful night, right?"

Airin immediately turned to the woman who had just spoken. Women with thick make-up and less material clothes approached her. His eyes were staring hard, only his grin made him sick.

"Don't be surprised. I'm a smoker and a drinker." He looked ordinary when many men were staring at his body.

"Why do you smoke?" Airin took the cigarette and threw it away.

He looked at me not like it. "I'm trying to find this opportunity. You threw it away."

Maya sits by the side of the road. Her hair looks very disheveled. He seems to have just come from a discotheque. Then why did he come to Airin instead of coming home.

"Where do you know I'm pregnant?"

"Who else. Arja said it, she even left me for you."

Maya laughed loudly. "So, she prefers me?" point Maya at herself.

"That's because you're pregnant. So, take care of your fetus."

Without cue. Maya pulls Airin's hand to run with her. It was close to the house I lived in. This breath feels so bad.

"What do you want?" airin asked with a hasty breath.

"What if we both agree.”

"deal? about what?"

Maya patted me on the cheek slowly. Airin immediately brushed off that hand. There must be something else that makes it like this.

"Let me smoke and drink what I want. How's it?"

Airin shook his head loudly, "Are you crazy? I don't want to. I'll tell Arja."

Maya clucked, "Alright. If you don't accept this. I'll tell you your relationship with Vino. That handsome boss," Maya said.

"Me and Vino are nothing. Why do I agree."

Airin intends to leave Maya alone. If it's like this, Maya will definitely trap him. He will also lose Arja easily.

"Love of school. I'll tell Arja everything. Oh yeah, what if I told you about that car. Will Arja not be angry?"

Hearing what Maya said, Airin stopped her footsteps. Airin turned around and looked at Maya. He threw a red envelope at Airin.

"See."

I don't know where Maya got it all. Starting from the photo to many things about Airin and Vino. Also a letter of car on behalf of Airin.

"Hows it? you guys are even separated. Isn't that not the end of the relationship. In other words, you're still Vino's lover to this day."

If Airin let Maya tell Arja. I don't know what's gonna happen. Arja will definitely slap him again, even his family will also be affected.

"My request is not much. You just need to cover up all my mistakes in front of Arja. How's it?"

"alright. As long as you keep this a secret."

Maya smiles triumphantly. He took the ampeloves in Airin's hands by force.

"After all, this is evidence. I have to keep it well." Maya said with an evil smile.

Airin can only stop. He's gonna play this game. Sooner or later, Arja will know everything.

"You guys here? I've been looking for you guys since." Suddenly Arja was by our side.

Maya smiles and approaches Arja. The red envelopes he held in his hand had also been stored again.

"We?" ask Airin.

"Maya said if she would meet you,” said Arja.

Maya planned all this. Where did all the documents come from. He also knows if Airin got the car from Arja. Who gave it to him.

"You smoking?" arja asked Maya, "You smell like cigarettes."

"He doesn't smoke. We happened to be from the park. A lot of young people are smoking there, maybe we're exposed to the smoke."

Airin felt stupid. How could he even defend Maya. He shouldn't have said this.

"What Airin said. Honey, let's go home. I'm tired." Maya immediately hugs Arja right in front of Airin.

Airin could only take his eyes off. He won't, if his heart breaks again. Even yesterday's wounds have not faded. Now there is a new wound coming.

"You can go. I also need to rest. Excuse me."

"Wait," Arja clasped Airin's hand.

Airin held her breath while looking at Arja. There's no Maya there, maybe Maya's gone to the car.

Arja pulls Airin's hand hard, "I miss you so much" whispered Arja in Airin's ear.

Just a smile that expands. The wounds in his heart slowly improved. Although not completely gone.

"I'll be here if I have time. This time I have to go" said Arja.

Slowly Arja explained her embrace. He also promised to come. At least Airin still has hope for her marriage.

"I'll go first."

"Be careful on the road. I'll miss you."

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