My Love My Pain
Strange nature reappears

"I love you, Airin," Vino said later.

"Don't ever call me again. I don't want this forbidden love growing. Better yet, we bury this feeling as before."

Yes, Airin did the right thing. Airin can't go back in time. Airin can't remember that fun thing.

***

His mind was still fixed on Vino. Yes, he managed to get Airin to think about it again. Airin knew this was all wrong.

The taxis that took him home felt very slow. A few times Airin checked my watch. Like no movement at all.

How Airin will explain everything to Arja. He must be mad because Airin's late for home. Airin did not want Arja to look back at other women just because of this mistake.

"Miss, miss."

"Yes sir?" airun's daydreams all escaped because of the driver's man's screams.

"It's arrived. Don't you want to come down?" ask the driver.

The Eye of Tirin. Sure enough, it's home. Why Airin was not aware, Airin hit his own head quite hard.

"Thank you sir. The return was taken."

Airin gave money and went straight down. The move was shaky, afraid that Airin would have to argue and fight again with Arja. Airin could only step down this time.

His hand touched the doorknob tremblingly. While his mind was still looking for the right reason to tell Arja. Like this, how?

"You're home?"

Bummer. Really feel shocked. She looked at Sela who was sitting with a bag beside her. There was also Arja sitting there.

Their gazes instantly turned to Airin. Airin felt really bad. With clothes like these Airin came out with another man. Now, Airin had to face her husband who was staring intently.

"Follow me," said Arja flatly.

Airin nodded and set foot following Arja. Sela just kept quiet and looked questionably at Airin. This time, Arja will definitely know everything. He'll hate Airin for sure.

Arrive in the room. Not Airin and Arja rooms, but guest rooms on the lower floor. Their eyes met, probing gazes made Airin just silently fixated. In fact, just breathing it feels really scary.

Brakes. Arja kicked down the table beside the bed. Then he threw a few pictures at Airin.

Inevitably Airin took all those photos and saw them. With a bow, Airin finally managed to take the last photo.

"Explain everything. I'll listen" said Arja. This time Arja was already sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Actually...."

This time Airin told me everything from a to z. Airin did not even dare to add or subtract the story that happened. So, Airin just found out what Kenzo meant at that time.

Arja has a lot of spies. Even for Airin, he had also been spying on Airin all this time. How could Airin possibly lie to her now.

"Have you said everything?" ask Arja.

"Yes." Yeah."

"Replace your clothes and meet Sela. He's been waiting for you."

After saying that. Arja stepped foot leaving Airin alone with various regrets. Airin did not know if Arja was angry or not, on Arja's face there was no expression at the moment.

***

"You've been waiting for me for a long time. What's up?" ask Airin to Sela.

Sela smiled and held Airin's hand. He knew Airin was in trouble. Airin just kept quiet and smiled.

"I brought you the things left behind. Oh yeah, I brought you the clock you wanted."

Airin looked at the clock box that Vino had given him. He still keeps it up to this day. The reason kept it is not because of love, he just wants to appreciate the gift alone.

Seen once if Sela glances at Arja who is focusing on staring at the screen of her phone. "no need. I have something else, then I go first huh," Sela said with a smile.

"alright. I'll take you ahead."

Airin's steps stopped up on the terrace. Airin couldn't take Sela any further.

"If there's anything. Call me yes" Sela said before she left. He also hugged Airin tightly.

"certain."

Why Airin feels so bad. You feel that something is not right here. Is it because I've done something wrong, or is it just my feelings. Think Airin.

Arja's not in the living room. Maybe he went back to the room. The waiters have also cleaned up the food marks in this living room. Airin also chose to enter the room, following Arja.

"It's good that you're back" Arja said as soon as Airin walked into the room.

"Yes. I'm here, what's up?"

Arja turned body. This time, he really did not look good. There was a terrifying radiance from his eyes. His footsteps were dragged, not as usual. Fear, that's what Airin felt.

"From today on, you can't get out of the house. I don't want my wife to be touched by another man."

"I know I was wrong. I'm so sorry for you."

"I'm sorry? is that all you can say?"

"Arja. Ma'am, didn't I say everything earlier. You're the one who let me go, too."

Arja sighed, "So you're defending yourself? I don't like my wife touching other men."

Airin also ventured to look Arja in the eyes. His eyes were red and kept staring at Airin.

"Arja. Why are you always like this. Sometimes you get mad at me so horribly. Sometimes you're so soft on me, what the hell's going on." This time Airin's tone was quite loud.

Not the answer, Arja even pulled Airin's hair violently. Airin restrains himself from falling and holds Arja's hand.

"Arja is sick Arja."

"I also feel pain."

"Why does your nature always change Arja?" airin's screams make Arja release the pull of her hand on Airin's hair.

It hurts. Slowly Airin turned to Arja. Not the red eyes and anger he saw. He had already returned to Arja before. Arja with a calm look.

"Arja. You're okay?" Airin approached Arja who was sitting limp.

"I'm sorry. Because I'm jealous I hurt you."

Airin pulled Arja's body into his arms. Airin hugged her very tightly. Airin knew Arja was hiding something from him. At the moment, Airin could only stay still and continue to be beside Arja.

"You can say it whenever you want. I will always be by your side" Airin whispered to Arja.

"So soon, you'll definitely turn your back on me for this. It's better if you don't know this."

"Yes." Yeah."

See Arja's current condition. Airin felt she should call the doctor. Arja's hand held him back, she took out a medicine bottle with some capsules inside.

"Take me some water."

"Ba.good."

Airin moved his feet quickly. During this time Airin only knew if Arja was taking drugs. What exactly is Arja hiding from me? the question came to Airin's mind.

***