My Love My Pain
It's always Maya

Airin still rejected Arja. He felt that what Arja was doing was wrong. Arja slaps herself just to defend Maya. Arja never thought about Airin's feelings.

Airin is done with his job. Then, he walked out of Vino's room. An OB from the first floor was waiting at Airin's desk. Airin approached and placed the tablet he was carrying.

"Excuse me. What's up, huh?" ask Airin directly. He looks agitated.

"Are you Airin's mother?" ask the OB carefully.

Airin nodded his head.

"Someone's looking for Mom downstairs."

"Who?"

"I don't know."

Airin took his phone. No messages or calls from anyone. Then who came to see him. Even to the office of everything.

"I'll excuse you, ma'am."

"Yes." Yeah."

Feeling unfamiliar and not wanting to meet anyone. Airin chose to sit down and began to continue his work. Just a few sentences that Airin typed. Someone came and kicked my desk hard.

"Why didn't you meet me?”

Airin turned his head, "What am I meeting you for?"

He pulled Airin's hand hard, "I'm your husband. You should know what you have to do."

Airin released Arja's hand checks on her wrist.

"Am I your wife? it's not just me who should be aware of my obligations. You too."

Arja clucking. "I'm less what? are you still angry about what happened that night?"

Airin chose silence and threw away his face. Then, Vino walked out of his room.

"What's this?" ask Vino.

"Sorry, Sir. I've made a fuss, let me take you to the meeting room."

Arja held Airin's hand before Airin approached Vino, "Why are you doing this?"

"sorry. It's my job, my duty." Airin deliberately pressed the sentence of obligation in his speech.

Arja seems to want to say something. However, Vino approached and whispered something to him.

"I'm waiting for you at home."

After saying that. Arja leaves Airin and Vino. Airin only realized that there were many pairs of eyes staring at him. Just this time, Airin felt very embarrassed.

"Why did your husband get here. It's not usually like that" Vino said.

"It's my household business, sir. Sorry for disturbing the peace of this office."

Vino did not answer. He took his foot to leave. Airin quickly offset those footsteps. Again Airin must be able to sort out between office work and personal affairs.

***

The sandwich in Airin's hand is still intact. Since then Airin just daydreamed and did not eat it at all.

Because Arja came, many thought that Airin became a Vino secretary because of this. Perhaps what they thought was right, but Airin felt that he had his own talent. Not as others think.

"Eating his bread. Even daydreaming," said Sela who suddenly patted Airin on the shoulder.

Airin only smiled at Sela, "You. What do you want to eat? let me pay, "take Airin.

"I ate this morning. This afternoon I just want to drink."

"Diets?"

"Maybe." Sela laughed, "Why did Arja come here?"

"There's something important about me."

Sela nodded. He drank the drink he brought. His eyes looked far away.

"Oh yeah. I saw Maya yesterday. But the other guy isn't Arja."

"The theme's time." Airin tried not to break Sela's words.

"i'm serious. Very nice, you."

Airin put the sandwich on the plate and thrust it on Sela.

"Eat this. Don't gossip too much."

"Where are you going?"

"You prepare the meeting room" Airin said as he passed.

After you have finished preparing the meeting room. Airin immediately met Vino in his room. He should be in the meeting room soon.

Tok to tok.

Airin. Airin thought Vino was alone. It turns out there's a guest, Mama Vino.

"Watery." Call Mama Vino.

"Jiang, aunt." Airin smiled awkwardly and drew closer to Mama Vino.

"So you're Vino's secretary. Pantesan Vino doesn't want to move to another office."

Airin could only smile at Mama Vino's words.

"Aunty how are you? haven't seen you in a long time."

"Auntie is fine. You how? have a girlfriend yet?"

"I'm married, aunt."

Mama Vino looked surprised by the answer that Airin gave. Airin smiled strangely because of Mama Vino's expression. He probably didn't expect that an Airin was married. It would be even more surprising if Mama Vino knew that Airin also had a honey in his house.

"What are you doing here?" vino asked breaking the silence.

"Sir. You have five minutes to go to the meeting room" Airin said after seeing the watch.

"alright. You can go back to work."

"Good, Sir. Excuse me." Airin nodded my head at Vino and Mama Vino and walked out of the room.

There's nothing important. Airin and Mama Vino were very close. Until Papa Vino died and they chose to move from this city. It has been almost six years since we parted and this meeting has been very surprising. A meeting that was never expected.

Tuk tuk's. Airin woke up from his daydream due to a knock on the table.

"Auntie comes home first. Next time we meet and talk" said Mama Vino.

"Good, aunt. Be careful on the road."

Mama Vino nodded then passed. Maybe, if Airin and Vino are meant to be together. They won't be in this town now. But destiny says something else.

***

Maya looks very angry at Airin. I don't know because of what. He even came and directly slapped Airin earlier.

"Sit down, May."

"No need."

Airin smiled, "Why are you angry here? do we have a problem?"

Maya's eyes bulged and looked red, "You asked me. I should have asked you. Why did you tell Arja that I smoked and drank."

"I didn't say it" Airin defended himself.

"You think I'm stupid. Only you know I did."

"Is this your trick again?”

"Dragon's talking," Maya raises her hand and will hit Airin again.

Airin's reflex closed the eyes. Fear of being back in a slap hard. Airin defended himself because it was not Airin who told Arja all that.

"Oh, it hurts so much. Why are you pushing me?"

Airin opened her eyes when she heard Maya say something strange. He sat with his hands on his stomach. He also complained of pain.

"You're okay? what's going on?"

Maya leans on Arja who has been there since when.

"Airin. She's jealous of this pregnancy."

Airin's shocked not playing. Why could he say such a strange thing. Arja looked at Airin questioningly.

"I didn't do it. Where possible..."

"Silent. If you don't like Maya. You should've told me, I'd never bring her here again."

"Arja. I really didn't do it. Trust me."

There's no response. Arja swiftly carried Maya and put her in the car. Maya still made fun of Airin with her eyes.

Airin can only breathe. Arja returns to Airin after taking Maya to the car. Arja whispered something to Airin.

"If anything happens to baby Maya. I will never forgive you."

Airin speaks a thousand languages. How could Maya do this charade. Does he really want to make Arja hate Airin and want to take Arja completely. If so, why is he still doing this. She's already Airin's husband's wife.

"Mom, is Mom okay?" ask Ilin to Airin who is still glued.

Airjn tried to keep smiling, "I'm fine. Prepare food for you and your husband. I want a break."

Airin went into the room. He chose to be alone for now. How can anyone tell Arja about Maya. Airin never said anything.

***