My Love My Pain
I don't know what Airin's gonna do

They look at each other. Their eyes met, a smile rising on his face. Airin was shocked, why did he meet her here. A place where Airin feels comfortable and free.

"You here? aren't you..."

"Yes, I got here last night. What are you doing here?"

"I.i.m..."

"It's okay if you don't want to say it."

"It's not like that, it's just..."

"I know you're on vacation with Arja. I'm sorry I bother you."

"Vino," called Airin, "I'm not here with Arja. He doesn't even know I'm here."

Vino looked shocked as Airin said that. Airin knew he shouldn't have said this to Vino. It's just, Airin needs a friend to tell a story when there is no Cika as a friend by his side.

"I picked up this flower" Airin told the florist.

"I'll wrap it up." The seller took a bouquet of flowers from his hand.

While Airin saw the flowers there. Very lovely.

"Rin, can we have coffee together?" take Vino then.

Looking out, it was getting late in the afternoon. There's no way Airin can walk with Vino. It would be too late if he did, Airin would have to return to his rental home.

"How's it?"

"Vino, it doesn't seem like it can. I have to go back to where I'm staying. Pretty far away, so I could be out on the road."

Vino nodded in understanding, "What if I deliver you?"

Airin nodded. He did not want to continue rejecting his friend's invitation. Vino would have been hurt if Airin had done it.

When you are finished buying flowers. They got into Vino's car. Vino will deliver Airin to his place of rent. At least Airin does not need to look for public transportation at dusk like this.

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After almost two hours they finally arrived at the place where Airin was staying. In the car they only talk about light things. There is no discussion of Airin's relationship or serious problems.

"I'll give this to Miss Ann first. You can wait for me for a minute, right?" ask Airin.

"Of course."

Airin knocked several times on Ann's door. Not long after, Miss Ann came out. He looks friendly as always. Airin did not know why, only Airin felt close to Miss Ann before today.

"I'm sorry, Mom. I'm late to go home, but I've bought these flowers." Airin handed the bouquet to Ms. Ann.

"I'm very grateful. Will you come in first, we can have tea together" Ms. Ann said.

"Thank you for the offer, it's just that I'm with my friend. We're..."

"I know you can go now. Thanks again for the flowers."

"Together, Mom."

The eyes of Tearin and Vino meet as Airin looks towards him. Has he been looking at me since? why is he like this. Think Airin. Vino made her feel embarrassed.

Airin approached him and stood in front of him. Aiurn smiles at him. Airin can't go on like this. He must be willing to accept what Vino did for him. It's not good if Airin keeps hurting him.

"Will you stop by the house I rented?"

"Sorry, I have to go back to the hotel. Tomorrow morning there will be an important meeting."

Airin nodded with a smile. How could Airin even tease Vino today. Why diabisa did it. Stupidly Airin, Vino would have thought that Airin was a cheap woman.

"I go first" said Vino who got into the car.

"Be careful on the road."

His phone rang when Airin just walked into the house. If heard from her voice, Cika was panicking and displeased. Something's going on there. Airin also heard Arja's voice there. What's the matter?

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Arja POVs

"How's the divorce papers? have you sent it to Airin?" sela asked Arja who had been pensive since.

Arja was thinking about the debate with Cika earlier. He asked for Airin's current address and Cika did not give it. They even had a big fight to make Arja lose and get out of Cika's room.

Sela who saw the strange Arja immediately left the woman who was measuring her body. Yeah, they're fitting clothes for their wedding. The marriage is now not lightened by Arja.

"Hallooo's. Haven't you sent it yet?" sela asked in a loud voice.

Arja was shocked and realized from her daydream, "What did you ask earlier?" ask Arja.

"Have you sent the divorce papers?" ask Sela again, "Don't you have no intention of getting divorced. Look, I don't want to be second. I just want to be your only wife."

"Silent. I was thinking of a way to send it. You know not if I don't have his address right now."

"That's your weakness. Don't you have a lot of detectives and subordinates. Tell them to find out what's hard."

Arja just remembered that she has a lot of power. He could ask his men to search, why not think at all. Arja took her phone and called someone.

When he finished, Arja sat down again. This time he smiled at her. She felt she could find Airin and ask him back.

"How's it?"

"I told them to."

Sela hugged Arja's arm gently. He leaned his head on Arja's shoulder. Sela did not know, if the man beside her already had feelings for Airin. The woman he trapped.

"If you are betrayed. You know, no, I'm gonna tell Airin everything and Airin's gonna hate you."

"Yes." Yeah."

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Airin POVs

The mentari is shining. Today, Airin doesn't know what to do. Come to think of it, there's no point in him being here. It's just that, to return at this moment is still difficult.

The pain was still in his heart when he knew what Sela and Arja were doing behind him. They made Airin a helpless woman.

Now what should I do? do I have to pay back what they did. Then in what way? it's impossible if I have to marry another man. I'm still tied to Arja, thought Airin.

The sound of the car horn made Airin wake up from his daydream. Airin saw Vino coming with his smile. He approached Airin with a box in his hand.

"Aren't you supposed to have a meeting?" ask Airin.

"I just finished and came straight here." Vino gave me the package, "I bought you a cake. Come on, you haven't had breakfast, have you?"

"Yes, I haven't eaten anything. Come on in, I'll make you some tea."

They went inside the house. Airin prepared the tea he used to drink. In fact, coffee was not very well liked so Airin chose tea.

After finishing the tea. You open the cake. The cake that Airin always bought. Blueberry pie. Why Airin remembers the past.

Airin thrust a spoon at Vino, "Let's eat together."

"I'm full already."

"Come on, I can't eat a cake this big alone."

Finally Vino wants to eat the cake with Airin. Since marrying Arja, Airin has never eaten this cake. Airin only eats what Arja eats. It's funny to remember that.

Why Airin is trapped in the game Sela and Arja. Airin even felt everything like fate. But it's just a game.

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