My Love My Pain
Letters Sela

Airin woke up because sunlight entered his room. Vino was already standing in a blue shirt in front of Airin. Smile expands.

With a sigh Airin woke up from her sleep. He approached Vino and hugged her.

"Why did you wake me?" airin asked in a typical sound of waking up.

Vino patted Airin on the back, "Did you sleep late last night?"

"Yes, I'm watching a movie."

"Ok, now you have to wake up. We'll have breakfast and go to the office."

Airin let go of her embrace. Yesterday Vino said that they would move to a new house. Why is Vino taking her to the office.

"Don't dawdle. I waited downstairs," said Vino as he exited Airin's room.

With a smile, Airin picked up a towel and rushed to take a bath. After a few days they could not sleep well. Now, Airin can feel it again.

Fresh water makes Airin feel alive again. He felt his day this time would be as calm as ever. There will be no problems that make him have to fall back in the wound.

Vino is waiting for Airin to arrive. He cooked for breakfast himself. In the hope that Airin will eat voraciously.

Tuk tuk tuk. The sound of footsteps made Vino look over. Airin came down with a small bag in her hand. The dark blue dress makes it even more charming. What else with the hair down.

Vino didn't even blink. This time, he returned to look at Airin whom he had been waiting for. Airin, her childhood love.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" ask Airin while taking a glass of juice in Vino's hand.

"You are so beautiful today" said Vino.

Airin pursed her lips, "Have I not been beautiful all this time?"

"It's not. It's just, you look like my old Airin."

"I will remain your Airin. Until anytime," said Airin.

Vino smiled. He took the glass in Airin's hand and put it on the table. With a single pull, Airin went into Vino's arms.

They were very close, even making them hear each other's heartbeat. Slowly their lips were fused together. They release the flavor that has been lost all along.

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Arrive at the office. Airin was surprised by Arja's presence there. He stood with open arms to Airin. Airin turned to Vino, looking once if Vino was not happy about this.

"Don't do anything weird. I'll talk to him" said Airin.

"But..."

"I know you're worried. I promised you, I'd choose you."

Finally Vino allowed Airin to go to Arja. Airin approached and commented a faint smile on Arja.

"What's wrong?" ask Airin.

"I just want to see you."

"For what?"

Arja smiled slightly, "Have you read the letter from Sela?"

Airin doesn't even remember where he put the letter from Sela. He finally gave a smile to Arja.

"I'm sorry, I haven't read it. What's the matter?"

"Ti.no. I'll leave now, after you read it you can give me a message," Arja said and left immediately.

Airin could only watch Arja leave. After that he regained consciousness of his position this time. Vino must have been waiting for him upstairs.

Lola came over and patted Airin's shoulder hard enough. Airin turned to Lola.

"Why are you here?" ask Lola.

"none. Let's go upstairs," take Airin.

They entered and took the elevator to quickly reach Vino's room. Airin was still trying to remember where he put the letter. Maybe, Sela said something there.

All the surprises of Vino yesterday made Airin forget everything. Arriving at Vino's room, Airin went straight to his desk and did not greet Vino. Airin opened the drawer and various files on his desk.

"What are you looking for?"

"I looked for a letter from Sela," Airin replied without turning to Vino.

Vino's back at his desk. He took a letter from his desk and returned to Airin.

"Are you looking for this?" Vino showed the letter to Airin.

Airin raised his head. Then, he immediately took the letter from Vino's hand. With a questioning look, Airin approached Vino.

"Why is this letter in your place?"

"Aren't you the one who asked me to bring it, '" bela Vino.

"really? I don't remember."

"That's it. You can read that letter now."

Airin smiled and immediately kissed Vino's left cheek. Makes Vino's cheeks flushed. After doing the unexpected. Airin sat down in his chair and began to open the letter.

*Hai Airin, please,

I know you still have a lot of questions for me. What's more, I wasn't done saying everything when we were at the mall.

Sorry, I'm really sorry. I beg you not to ask about it. I hope you understand, all this is not just about me and you. I also have life in my womb.

Right now, I was deliberately moving away from the outside world. I want to be happy with what I have. Without having to take it from anyone.

A thousand sorry I can't say. Right now, Arja and I have nothing to say but the child I'm carrying.

Live with happiness. Choose what makes you feel comfortable and protected. I'm here hoping you'll forgive all my past mistakes.

We'll meet someday. When we are old and happy together. Be the Airin you used to be, but don't like being bullied.

Sorry I can't say goodbye. I just want to say, choose what your heart chooses. Don't forget me.

Ville*.

Airin's still. What he expected was not written there. Even so, Airin was calm with what Sela chose. At least, Sela will no longer be a target of Airin's pursuers.

The worry reappears. The person who wanted to kill him is not clear. Airin has to be careful in every action. There are still people who will do evil out there.

"Airin," call Vino.

"Yes." Yeah."

Vino approached, "I have a meeting outside. Probably won't come back. Let Ice come and take you to a new home."

"You're leaving now?" ask Airin.

"Yes. What was? don't you want me to leave?"

"It's not. I just feel unsettled. You can go now."

Vino smiled. After gently stroking the head of Airin. Vin is peeping Airin. Then he left, and now Airin will be in that room until he gets home.

Before that, she kept the letter Sela gave her into her desk drawer. He didn't want to throw it away. Airin was pleased with Sela's change.

I've read the letter.

That's the message Airin sent to Arja. Five minutes later.

Yep. Have you made a choice in your life?

Airin just read the message. Then Arja sent another message.

Are you going to vote with Vino?

Not wanting to give false hope. Airin replied to the message.

Yes, I chose with Vino. All this time, he's always made me happy.

After sending that message. Airin returned to his world. He started looking at some of the files that Vino would have to sign later. In fact, Arja also did not reply to the message. Perhaps, he realized what he had done before.

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