My Love My Pain
A good friend

Airin hid behind Arja's body. After the finish of the smash. Without a word Arja pulls him into a room. Their eyes meet.

Everything is like a dream. Airin had no idea why this was happening and Arja was helping him at the time.

***

Trapped in silence. Airin's still thinking about Kevin out there. Anyway, Airin wouldn't have Kevin report Arja about this.

If you see Arja, the annoyance in Airin is increasing only. He's Airin's husband but very plin plan in loving Airin. Right now he's protecting Airin, but I don't know about half an hour.

"I've asked my men to take care of everything" Arja said, patting Airin on the shoulder.

"Thank you."

"Why do you know a guy like that? is it because you want revenge on me?" arja Ejek.

Airin stood up and looked into his eyes. Unknowingly he had admitted that he was having an affair. Shit, Airin doesn't know what to do right now.

"It looks like I should get back to work. Excuse me." Airin stepped foot to go.

Arja keeps Airin from coming out of the room. He pulled Airin closer to him, even Airin could feel his breath and heartbeat.

Their eyes met, there was a sense that out of nowhere made Airin comfortable in Arja's arms. Airin knew if she had crazy love, her husband had an affair and she accepted it.

Maybe there is no way that can cure the disease like cheating from a man. I will not give up, thought Airin.

Brakes. A woman walks in with shaggy hair and sexy clothes. Airin thought he and Arja had entered the room wrongly. When she saw the woman open her hair. Airin looked at the figure he already knew. Secretary Sa.

"I'm sorry to interrupt" he said with his face lowered.

Airin realized his position this time was not worth seeing by outsiders. Airin pushed Arja from nearby. Arja smiled triumphantly, she probably thought that Airin was easily teased.

"I have to get back to the office. Thanks for the help."

Airin stepped past Sa's secretary while whispering, "You're better suited to be a comfort woman."

Airin saw Secretary Sa's hand clenched. He was unhappy with what Airin had just said. Jealousy must be in Airin's heart at the moment, but Airin tries to hold it in and stay in his will.

***

"Why are you doing this to me?" airin asked Cika who was busy with her laptop.

Cika took off her glasses and turned to look at Airin. He closed his laptop and smiled.

"I just want you to move on from Arja. No more," said Cika very casually.

"You know what I want. It's not the way I want it."

"Then what do you want?" ask Cika.

"Don't you know? why are you asking again. Did you get senile this time?"

Airin threw her body onto the sofa. It feels bad today. Cika could make him almost brought by a brash man.

"I'm sorry. We'll find another way" said Cika.

Tok to tok.

"Get in" said Cika.

Secretary Cika walked in with a file in her hand. He confirmed the position of his glasses and opened the map.

"We've successfully cancelled the agreement with Kevin Star's company."

Airin realized that Cika was doing all this for him. He's willing to cancel the partnership with Kevin's company.

Airin stepped up quickly and immediately hugged Cika. Airin thought Cika was trapping him, apparently not.

"Thank you" said Airin.

"I'm doing this because we're friends."

They decided to have lunch outside the office. Just this time Airin found someone willing to sacrifice for him. In fact, the loss is quite large for the Cika company. For Airin, Cika is willing to do it.

"Where are we going to have lunch?" ask Airin when he's in the car.

"Vino's looking for his place. We're gonna follow maps."

"All right."

Cika has helped Airin sincerely. Airin thought he should help Cika too. Airin will find a good man who will make Cika comfortable and protected. Not only to protect her physically, but also her heart.

A message goes to the Airin chat app.

Dinner at home. There's something we need to talk about.

Arja wants to tell him what. He will ask permission to marry again. Airin agreed to go home for dinner. Although actually very lazy to discuss something with Arja.

***

This lunch was quite lively because Vino and Cika continued to joke. Airin felt very unwell. Airin felt very nauseous.

"Why do you just shut up?" ask Cika.

"It's okay. I'll go to the toilet first."

Airin left Vino and Cika at the dinner table. Airin really felt very nauseous but could not vomit in the slightest. What's wrong with me, Airin thought.

Airin decides to send a message to Cika if she leaves first. Airin should take a break before things get worse.

At times like this Airin had to wait for a taxi on the side of the road. The hot weather made him feel dizzy. The nausea in his stomach was also becoming more and more.

"You're still here? Cika says you're going home because there's an interest" said Vino, who is already beside Airin. Maybe he'll come home too.

"Yes. I'm waiting for a taxi."

"Want me to take you?" tawar Vino's.

Otherside. Cika got in her car. He's gone, if only he could ask Cika for help. This time, Airin did not need to reject Vino.

Airin shook his head quickly, "You know what my husband is like. Look, a taxis are coming."

Fortunately, a tax came. Airin stopped him.

"I go first" Airin told Vino.

Vino just nodded his head. Airin tightly closed the car glass and leaned back. Why did he suddenly feel this way. Airin was fine.

***

Airin felt his body very limp. He thought that after sleeping, he would get a better body. Apparently not, Airin still feels nausea.

Eating acidic foods will probably make Airin better. Airin will look for fruit in the kitchen. Some servants were busy, they were preparing something.

"Where is the lady going?" ask the butler.

"What is this event?" ask Airin.

"We don't know. The master told us to."

Airin just nodded. What will Arja do tonight. He also told Airin to have dinner at home.

"Head of the servant" called Airin, "can you get me some sour fruit. I've been feeling really sick since."

"Okay, Madam."

Airin went back into the room. Waiting for the butler to come. He chose to read the book. At least time will go faster.

Not long after the butler came. Airin got what he wanted. Airin ate the fruits. Very delicious it feels.

"Madam, this is a package for the lady" said the butler as Airin was eating.

"From who?"

"It says Cika's name."

"Give it to me."

Aiein took the package and opened it. A beautiful dress in bright red. There is also a small letter.

I'm sorry I didn't know it was your birthday. I'm just sending this as an apology. Wear it later on your birthday. I'm sorry, Cika.

Why Airin forgot. Arja had prepared all this for him. No Airin would have thought that Arja remembered her birthday.

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