My Love My Pain
Just a lie

Overnight. They spend the night at the hotel, nothing as special as it is. But, Airin felt like she was Arja's only wife.

The sunlight slowly entered the room. Airin was ready to go to the office. If Arja had asked Airin to stop, Airin would have stopped. However, the reason is still unclear to make Airin feel the need to keep working.

Arja is still asleep with a blue blankets. Airin looked at the phone and it was time for Airin to leave. Slowly Airin approached and tried to wake Arja.

"I went to work first, yes" said Airin.

Arja got up and immediately held Airin's hand. He opened his eyes lazily.

"I told you not to work."

Airin could only breathe. Airin hasn't even taken care of everything. Ask Airin to stop.

"I've taken care of everything." Clearly Arja with a distinctive raspy sound of her sleep.

"alright. I'm just going to the office to get stuff."

"just that? nothing else?"

Airin did not understand what Arja meant. He is suspicious of Airin. Why always suspect? think Airin.

"OKs. I'll pick you up later."

Airin nodded. Of course for this conversation to be over and Airin could just walk away. Arja seems to not want to release Airin. Arja just wants to curb Airin on behalf of her husband.

***

This towering office building should Airin leave behind. Airin will be a real housewife. Just for a reason, her husband didn't want Airin to work. He wanted Airin to just stay home with all the boredom.

"Morning is daydreaming. Not good to know," said Sela who was beside Airin.

"You're right."

We went into the office together. Sela was shocked when she found out that Ms. Mela was in the office. All employees know, Ms. Mela has stopped and replaced by Airin.

"Why is Miss Mela here?" whisik Sela's.

Airin looked over and smiled at Sela.

"This is his job. I'm just looking for a little bit of a fuss."

"You lied."

"Please take it that way."

"Is this your husband's order?" ask Sela.

Airin just nodded his head. Sela pulled Airin's hand until Airin sat down on a bench. Airin stared questioningly.

"Why do you want to? he just wants you home. He'll curb you."

Airin was speechless.

"I know you love Arja, but does Arja love you too?"

"What do you mean?" tanya Airin was unhappy with Maya's words.

Sela patted Airin's shoulder. "He just wants to torture you with his fake love."

Now change Airin patted Sela's shoulder and went straight to the room Vino. There are a lot of things Airin has to talk to her about. After all, Airin and Vino were already friends.

"sorry. I have to go" said Airin and left Sela.

Vino sat with a hand playing the phone. He's clearly agitated. Ms. Mela came in with some files that Airin and Vino had to sign. Certainly about the job cuts.

"How are you?" asked Ms. Mela in between our talks.

"I'm healthy, Mom. What about Mom and family?"

"You know for yourself the condition of my son."

Airin just nodded. It must be very difficult being Miss Mela. Must work and take care of the house. Airin felt a little envious, the household of Bu Mela was very harmonious.

"Sir, please sign it" Ms. Mela handed the file.

Vino just kept quiet and looked at Airin. I don't know what look he meant. Airin just kept quiet and tried to look for another view.

"Mela, leave us both."

"Good, sir."

Miss Mela's out. Only the two of us are in that room. Vino still did not leave his sight of Airin. It makes Airin more confused.

"You can sign it right away. I have to leave immediately" said Airin.

"What do you mean Vino? you know not if I already have a husband."

Vino smiled, "I know. It's just, I feel sad to have to go back to parting with you." Vino clasped Airin's hand tightly. Our eyes met, "I love you so much, Rin. Leave your fucking husband."

Brakes. The door opened very wide. It was not Mela who was there, but Airin's husband, Arja. His eyes were staring dislikefully at what he saw. Clearly, Vino was still holding Airin's hand at the moment.

As powerful as Airin tried to release his hand. But free, the more Airin wants to let go. The stronger Vino clasped his hand.

"Vino let go." Shouted Airin.

"Come with me. I promise to make you happy, Rin."

Airin got that look back. A look that has one meaning but what to say. Until now, Airin still has a taste in Arja.

Brak. Vino's body crashed far enough. Even hit the table. After hitting Vino. Arja pulls Airin's hand.

"Ten billion is not enough for you. Until you still want my wife?" ask Arja.

Vino got up with bleeding lips. Airin knew that Vino's love was still the same as when we parted. However, Airin had not been able to accept when he was abandoned just yet. Until Airin anchored on Arja at this time.

"Rin. Have you forgotten your husband's treatment? you're in the duakan. He doesn't trust you, he wants you to stay in the house. He wants to lock you up."

Airin looked at Arja. His gaze turned agitated, what Vino and Sela might have said was true. Arja doesn't trust him and just wants to keep him locked up.

"Do you believe in this?" point Arja at Vino.

Airin did not know who was right and who was wrong. Only silence can Airin do right now.

"If you still approach my wife. I'm even willing to take you into the realm of law."

Arja pulled Airin hard. Which Airin remembered was only Vino's gaze there. He seems to want to take Airin with him. Make Airin's heart wobble slowly.

Now, after Airin is really going to get out of work. Airin just felt if Vinolah who had been there for him. Not husband.

***

Arja was taking the car very quickly. Even Airin could not move. Looking at him, he was like a bull aiming at his target. So horrible.

"What could be slower" pinta Airin.

"Shut up." Shouted Arja to Airin.

He was not Arja who yesterday brought him peace. He is not Arja who invites Airin to return to the origin of love. He's so horrible.

Get home. All Airin saw was Maya watching TV. Seeing Airin enter with Arja, Maya rushes closer to Arja.

"You're home yet?" ask Maya with her potluck.

Not a sweet word coming out of Arja's mouth. Maya is pushed to the point of falling onto the sofa. Maya looks at Airin with a look of dislike, maybe she considers Airin as the key to this problem.

"Why didn't you say in the first place that Airin had a relationship with Vino." Snapping Arja on Maya.

Maya silent. He's bowing his head. Now that Airin knew, all the reason Arja came back to him was Maya. He wants Airin to feel pain because of Arja's behavior to him.

"Why did you tell Arja? didn't you promise?" ask Airin.

"Silence you Rin. Here, only I can talk. You just shut up and look at it."

Now Airin is really fed up. What Maya and Arja did was never sincere. They just want to hurt Airin. I don't know who told Maya until Maya told Arja.

"Since you married Maya, you've changed. You're not the good guy you used to be, you can only hurt me."

Yes, Airin tried to defend himself and reveal all the emotions in his heart.

"You dare to argue now?" Arja approached and slapped Airin hard.

Airin smiled slightly, "You can only hurt me. You were even ordinary when I lost my son who was clearly your son. You chose another woman, who was pregnant with another man's child. Is that fair to me?"

Maya runs into the room. Maybe he already knew what Airin was saying. He might as well leave this house soon.

"I don't care if it's my son or not." Arja says it with her sharp eyes.

"You said it yourself would be fair to me. But the truth is, you're just like any other guy who can only make promises."

Arja approached and held Airin's hand. Slowly his eyes became softer.

"Sorry," said Arja with a sad face.

"I'm sorry? that word is useless. I hate you."

Airin let go of Arja's hand violently. Now, Airin can only shed tears in the room. Without friends and without lovers. Only the quiet accompanied him.

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