My Love My Pain
I know without a plan

The streets are still very crowded. Time has shown at 20:00. There are also many teenagers who still pass by on every street. An atmosphere Airin had never seen before. Maybe because Airin had never been out the night before.

"Is Mr Vino inside?" airin asked the guard at Vino's house.

"There,Bu. Is there an appointment?"

Airin shook his head. Even though he had been here, Airin only knew that Vino's house was kept very tight. Maybe because he's a pretty big businessman here. Although Arja is still in power.

"I'll report first. I can wait here a minute."

See a waiting place. Airin sat there, waiting for news from Vino. Indeed Airin had given a message, but Vino did not reply to the message that Airin had given him.

The dim atmosphere in front of Vino's house makes the fur stand up. It turns out to be quite scary too if noticed further.

Not long. The security guard who met Airin has returned. He's looking for Airin to the right and to the left. He did not see Airin sitting sweetly waiting for him.

"I'm here, sir."

The security guard turned to Airin, "Mom can come in. Mr. Vino is inside."

"Thank you."

Without further ado Airin went straight in. Even at night, the garden in Vino's house is still very beautiful. With a lot of lights decorating it.

Slowly Airin opened the door of the mansion. Airin saw Vino sitting with his cell phone in his hand. Airin was unhappy that Vino did not reply to the message. The phone is in Vino's hands.

"Night."

"have you come?"

"certain."

Airin sat next to Vino. Even though we were close, Airin still left some distance between them. It's not good if there will eventually be a weird scandal about him and Vino.

"The data you requested I sent you by email."

"Why don't you say it on the phone. There's no need for me to bother coming here."

Vino smiled. He put his cell phone on.

"The waiter makes drinks for our guests" cried Vino.

"I don't need a drink. I'll just go home, it's night."

Airin looked at his watch. It's been very night turned out. Right, the distance from home to here has been almost an hour.

"Why do you want to go, Rin?"

Mama Vino came out of a room. Airin who had already been seen immediately approached him.

"Tante, next time I'll come again. It's been a very night. My husband will be looking for me."

"alright. Let Vino deliver you."

"No need for aunt."

"It's okay," Mama Vino patted Airin's shoulder softly, "Vino. Take Airin first."

"Ready, Mama."

***

In the car. There are no words between us. Airin prefers to play with mobile phones. It feels very awkward, what else Mama Vino is still the same as before. Very good with Airin.

Outside the car, drizzle began to wet the earth. Many people are running to find the right to shelter. Apparently, the atmosphere of the night is the same as day. Only darkness and light distinguish.

"Did Arja already know that you miscarried?"

Eventually one of them opened the conversation. Though that talk will bring out the pain in Airin's heart.

"He doesn't believe. Even accusing me of lying."

Airin felt very strange. He is friends with his past love. Now, it was that past love that helped her this time.

Vino chose silence. His eyes focused on the streets. The drizzle is getting faster, even Airin felt very long not to get home. Maybe because of this unpleasant atmosphere.

"Why don't you leave Arja. You can find another man."

Airin could only laugh a little. He's been trying to tell Arja the divorce. Although the results are nil and can only make his heart hurt.

"Yes, you know that I'm still hoping for you. Maybe you can consider me if you're parting ways with Arja."

"We'll see."

This conversation drove them to Arja's house. Today is different, Airin can go out at night because Arja is having business outside the city. Maya's at home because it's business. Maybe he'll report Airin to Arja later.

Airin got out of the car carefully. Fear of falling because of slippery floors exposed to water.

"I went straight home. It's been very night" Vino said from inside the car.

Airin nodded. Vino started running his car. After the car Vino really left. Airin went into the house. Tiredness has haunted him since. Airin chose to see his email tomorrow morning.

***

Airin woke up because the sunlight had started to enter his room. Lazily Airin woke up and opened the window curtains. Very calm atmosphere.

Slowly Airin took a deep breath. No noise and noise. Just the sound of a few servants greeting each other.

Watching the clock shows at 07:00. No one called Airin into the dining room. Most likely Arja has not returned home. Hungry, Airin decided to go down.

Brakes. Airin accidentally hit someone who came out of the next room. Kenzos. He put on his pajamas and walked out of the main room. Did he just stay in Maya's room?

"Ka.kau. Why are you getting out of here?" asked Kenzo stammering.

Airin looked back. It's his room, obviously Airin's out of there. Why would Kenzo ask him.

"I mean..."

"Not pretend anymore. I already know everything."

Kenzo's face looked very agitated. Before long, Maya came out with a still sleepy face. He immediately hugged Kenzo with his mesra.

"What's the matter, honey?" ask Maya without opening her eyes.

It was unexpected that Airin would see this sight in the morning. Without a plan, Airin catches Kenzo and Maya wet.

"I already know everything. Remember that" Airin told Kenzo.

Airin's smile expands. Imagine if Arja knew this. If Airin says it what Arja will believe. Airin was worried about his feelings.

After taking bread and milk. Airin went back into the room. Slowly Airin opened the laptop, of course to see the email sent by Vino yesterday.

Over there. It says Maya accidentally approached Arja two years ago. Maya deliberately in order to live a luxurious life with Kenzo later. Obviously if here, Arja is a victim. But why Arja seems to defend Maya all out. Is there anything else Airin doesn't know.

***

The taxis I ordered have arrived. Today Airin had to meet with Vino and their clients at a restaurant. There is nothing special about Airin's workday.

Airin's gaze was fixed on a family who was walking leisurely in the park. They look simple. But happy, not like his family is destroyed because of another couple.

If only I could turn back the time. Perhaps Airin will take Arja with all his heart and not let her grieve him. Now there is only regret that Airin can get.

"It's over, Mom."

Airin gave the money and after that went down. It is very luxurious at this restaurant. Kenzo's restaurant, that's what Airin knows. If Kenzo owns this restaurant, he's rich. Why is Maya still chasing Arja.

Because Airin moved into the main house. He could not meet Ilin and Amar. They have to take care of the house.

Airin's footsteps were fixed on Vino and the two men before him. They look very serious, probably talking about office issues.

"Good afternoon. Sorry to be late, the road's jammed." Airin sat down next to Vino.

Airin issued the proposal he had already made. This time, the meeting was more relaxed than the previous one.

"introduce this. Airin. He's my secretary and my friend."

Airin nodded to the two people. They give a very friendly smile. We started to discuss this business very casually. The food they ordered came.

***

"We'll excuse you. The boss will definitely be very happy to hear this news," said one of them.

"Greetings to Kenzo too."

Heard the name Kenzo. Airin turned to Vino. Why would he want to work with Kenzo's company.

After the departure of both of them. Airin sat down restlessly. If the Vino company collaborates with the Kenzo company. So Airin would meet with him more often.

"What's wrong?"

Vino's question disperse Airin's daydreams. Airin looked around, very luxurious with a classic European design. If Maya only targets treasure. This is certainly enough. Then, why did he come to Arja and take her from Airin.

"Can I go home?" ask Airin later.

"certain. I'll drive you."

Airin laughed, "No need. I've ordered a taxi. I'm first yeah."

Arja will be back today. Airin should be inside the house. Otherwise, there will be more drama if Airin gets home late.