My Love My Pain
Fate of Sela

Arja held Airin in her arms. The hug that Airin had longed for. A hug that was lost due to the presence of a third person. Now, Airin must defend this love. Although there will be many obstacles that will come back.

Love, no one knows the way to go. We can only live it with a smile, even though crying sometimes comes.

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Airin woke up to hear a phone ringing earlier. Arja's phone, but Arja doesn't get up to pick it up. Slowly Airin took Arja's phone. Secretary Sa.

Secretary: Sorry, Sir. These nights I interrupt. Something bad happened.

Was bad? I need to wake Arja. Seeing Arja who was sleeping soundly made Airin undo his intentions.

Secretary: Sir, please answer sir.

Airin: Sorry, Arja just went to bed. I couldn't have woken her. Better, just say it tomorrow.

Secretary: Sorry, Mom. I'm so sorry to interrupt.

Airin: It's okay.

Airin closed the phone and went back to bed. What a terrible thing happened, why did his secretary call me last night. Airin will tell Arja tomorrow.

Slowly Arja's hand pulls Airin closer to her. She put her hand on my stomach. Airin was silent, unwilling to disturb his sleep. Since yesterday he has not been able to sleep well.

"Who called?"

Bummer. Airin doesn't know if Arja's awake. Airin looked at him.

"When did you wake up?"

"After you've finished calling. Who?"

"Your secretary. He said something bad happened."

Hear that. Arja wakes up and takes her phone. After successfully dialing a number. Yes, he called his secretary and listened carefully.

Arja looks very agitated. He put down his phone and took the warm coat from the hanger.

"Tonight I won't be going home. You okay, am I living alone?" ask Arja.

"What's the problem?"

Arja sighed, "There are hackers who want to mess with our company."

"But you're still sick" said Airin.

"I'm healthy."

"Be careful on the road." That's all Airin can say.

Cup, a kiss landed on Airin's lips, "I go first. Take care of yourself and your heart."

"Good."

There's no way Airin's asking to come. Airin couldn't help her. Just now he looks calmer, now he has to go back to work.

***

Airin's bag is already carrying, she's also wearing warm clothes. Outside the rain is quite heavy, whether starting when the season in this country is not certain.

"Where are you going, Non?"

Airin turned his head and saw the butler was already behind him.

"I have to go to the hospital. Please get me a driver."

"Good."

While waiting for Airin continued to ask about the condition of uncle to Sela. Because she couldn't sleep last night, Airin didn't know if Sela had called her several times since morning.

All because his mind was only on Arja. Oh yeah, Airin hasn't told Arja if Airin's going to the hospital. Airin better just send a message. Afraid that it will disturb him.

"Mrs, the car is ready."

"Thank you."

Airin carried her bag and cell phone. There is no need to use an umbrella because the car is already in front of the door.

The weather was really cold, even though Airin was wearing warm clothes. Still the cold entered his body and made him shiver slowly.

The message from Sela is a lot. He said that the uncle's condition is getting worse. Airi did not know uncle why, since Airin asked Sela only to say if the condition of uncle is getting worse.

It doesn't take long. Finally we arrived at the hospital where Uncle was treated. Airin opened the umbrella and told the driver to go home. It's a pity that he's waiting for her here.

"Where's room 502?"

Airin turned to the man who asked the receptionist. Vino, he's here too. Maybe because Sela was his work, so, he gave a little sympathy.

"You're here?" ask Vino.

"Yes. I'm going to visit my uncle."

"Sela's Dad?"

Airin nodded quickly. Didn't want to talk to Vino much and Airin put his foot down quickly. Vino is still trying to align his footsteps with Airin's steps.

"Why don't you return a message from me?" ask Vino.

Quiescent. Airin didn't want to talk about anything. The nature of Vino which now no Airin is familiar with. He knew that Airin wanted to focus on Arja, so Vino did various ways to make Airin waver.

Sretti. Vino pulled Airin's hand hard. They were facing each other, Vino's eyes were staring at Airin very sharply.

"It's none of your business. He's my husband and I love him."

"You don't love him. You just feel sorry."

No. gabe. Airin loved her sincerely, not out of pity. Arja suaminua and it is her duty to love Arja wholeheartedly without self.

"Isn't that what I said?" ask Vino again.

Ting. A message came in, from Sela. Airin so remember what the purpose of coming here. Not to discuss the heart with Vino.

Without a word Airin left Vino alone in the hospital hallway. Airin chose to take the elevator so that Vino could not catch up to him.

***

Sela sat with tears. No aunt or anyone, just Sela. Airin approached and patted Sela's shoulder gently.

"How's it?" ask Airin slowly.

As she looked, her eyes were very puffy. He must have been crying since. Airin hugged him tightly. At least with this hug Airin can calm Sela.

"Uncle why?" ask Airin then when Sela looks quite calm.

"Dad. She had a fight with Mom, because she chose another man. Dad's Heart..."

"That's enough. I'll ask the doctor myself."

"Drink this," said Vino, who poured mineral water on Sela.

Sela took the drink and said, "Thank you, sir."

"Either. This is my job as your boss."

For a moment we were silent. We're waiting for the doctor who handled uncle to come out. It feels so long and endless.

After the doctor's treatment. Airin asked to come in and see his uncle's condition. Sela was just silent, she did not twitch and sat quietly on the bench.

Airin felt very hurt looking at his uncle's current state. He lay with various tools on his body.

"Airin," called uncle softly.

Airin approached, "What's Uncle?"

"Don't hate Sela. He just wants to be happy."

Airin did not understand what his uncle meant. When Airin will ask. Uncle closed his eyes again. Seeing that, Airin chose to go out and let his uncle rest.

Sela looks very moody. Maybe because she just found out that her parents have another love. He must have been very shocked and hurt by this incident.

"Rin, can we talk together?"

Airin glanced at Vino who was sitting not far from me. Vino nodded his head.

"We're looking for somewhere else, come on."

Arriving in a pretty quiet hallway. Sela held Airin's hand, she looked into Airin's eyes with hope.

"Is there another problem?" ask Airin.

"You know, I don't have that kind of savings. I. i..."

Airin knew what Sela meant, her hand holding Sela's shoulder.

"I'll tell Arja everything. He'll help you" Airin said.

"I'm so grateful to you."

"Either. We are brothers."

"Watery."

Heard someone calling him. Airin looked over, Arja. He's already here it turns out. Airin involuntarily developed a smile on her lips

"Sela, you can go back to uncle's place. I'll see Arja first, if there's anything. Call me soon."

"Yes. Thanks again."

"Don't be shy."

Sela walked towards the direction where her father was being treated. While Airin approached Arja who was drenched due to rain.

"You don't have an umbrella? why didn't you call me?" ask Airin to Arja.

Arja's hand rubbed her hair slowly, "It's okay. I can take off my coat" Arja said with a smile.

"What if you're sick?" ask Airin.

"Just calm. My medicine is you."

They laughed a little. Arja embraces Airin and they walk towards the hospital canteen. Arja hasn't had lunch yet. So they decided to have lunch together.

Shortly after we ordered the food. A message came in, Sela. He said that the uncle's condition is getting worse.

"I have to go to uncle's room. Her condition..."

Without a word Arja immediately pulled Airin towards the uncle's nursery. Airin did not expect that Arja would care about her family.

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