My Love My Pain

My Love My Pain
Dare


Crangs. Airin turned to look at the window that had broken her glass. A stone came in and made the glass scatter. Fortunately, Airin was not exposed to the glass.


Without fear, Airin approached the window and opened it. Airin was almost hit by a second throw. Airin looked outwards. A woman ran away from Airin's house.


"Who is he?"


Brakes. Vino and Ice enter Airin's room. Quickly, Vino approached and immediately hugged Airin. Feeling bad for the Ice, Airin pushed Vino away.


"You're okay?" ask Vino while turning Airin's body.


"I'm fine."


"Do you know who's doing this?" ask Vino to Airin.


Airin. He did not know, he only saw the woman running earlier. Only, Airin did not conclude that the woman was the culprit.


Vino turned to Ais who was looking out the window. Then he looked back at Airin.


"I told you, it's terrible out there."


"Come, Vin. I'm home or not. The result is the same. Someone's after me."


Vino held onto Airin's two shoulders, "Do you know anything?"


Airin did not understand the intent of Vino's question.


"Master. I see, Mr. Arja below."


"Catria?" vino asked in disbelief.


Ais nodded.


"You clean all this glass" Vino told Ice. While Airin was forced to pull by Vino to come down.


That's right what Ais said. Arja came to their house. There were no guards or secretaries. There is only Arja.


Vino was about to scream, but Airin held him back. He asks that Vino will listen to what Arja says. Who knows, they could find a bright spot in this.


"Welcome, Arja."


"I don't think you're going to welcome me" Arja said with a warm smile.


Vino approached Airin, "What do you mean you're here?" ask Vino directly.


Airin smiled, "Please sit down first."


Arja sat down, as did Airin and Vino. With a gesture of hand, Airin asked the waiter to bring drinks for Arja and Vino. At least their chatter will not be boring later.


"What are you doing here?" ask Vino again.


"I want to meet your wife."


Vino immediately stood up and asked, "What do you mean, Arja?"


"sorry. I just wanted to ask for the letter Sela gave me. Does Airin still keep it?"


Airin clearly felt if something was wrong. Vino sat down again, now Airin who returned to the reading room to pick up the letter.


"Why do you want it?" airin asked as he returned from the reading room.


Arja tried to cover up the problem.


"Did something happen to Sela?"


Arja nodded.


"What's wrong?" airin asked with concern.


Vino was not happy with what Airin was doing. Yes, Airin was sitting next to Arja closely.


"He lost contact after you gave me a reply. I was very worried about him" said Arja.


Vino laughed loudly. Airin and Arja compactly turned to him.


"Maybe he's tired of you. He wants to be with another man" Vino said.


Arja felt very angry at what Vino said. They almost got hit in that house. Eventually they sit back.


While Arja came out with a letter given by Airin. Airin was still trying to calm down the jealous fire-burning Vino.


"Vin, I beg you not to be like that" said Airin.


"But he's trying to find your sympathizer, Rin."


"He's not looking for my sympathy. She's worried about the child in Sela's womb. Sela is pregnant at the moment."


Vino threw away his face, "Then what does this have to do with you?"


"Selela knows who wants to harm me."


Bummer. Vino was very surprised by what Airin said. All this time, Airin didn't say anything about it.


"Why didn't you tell me?"


"Because if I tell you. You'll definitely get close to Sela and force her to admit everything. I don't want that. Sela had tried to get away from me just because of the fetus in her womb. Now, he may be back on target so I can find him."


"alright. I already know what you mean. Now, I ask you to follow my words. I'm gonna figure this out."


"But,..."


***


Airin doesn't know how Sela is. If Arja just loses contact with him. There must be a problem, whether Sela wants to leave Arja. Or indeed there are people who make Sela silent.


Airin's steps stopped at a funeral. Yeah, he came to his uncle's eatery. He hopes to find Sela's trail there. Even if the results are nil.


Some messages went into Airin's phone. Ice and Vino sent him a message. They are looking for Airin right now. Airin left the house without anyone knowing.


"Sorry" said Airin, who put his phone back in the bag.


He sat next to his uncle's grave. After he finished his prayer, Airin walked again. He thought about which place Sela could go.


Brucks. Airin almost fell because he was tripped by a stone. At that moment, he remembered his tant. Although the tantenya do not like the nature of Sela. It was certain that he would accept Sela if Sela was in need of her help.


Without thinking. Airin stopped a taxi. He's trying to remember where the tantnya live. I wish Sela was there.


"Please get to meida's road" Airin said.


"Good, Mom."


His phone has been ringing ever since. Embarrassed, Airin finally picked up the phone from Vino.


"Hallo, what's wrong?" ask Airin.


"Where are you? why did you leave without my permission?"


"Sorry, I want to find Sela. I promise, before dinner I'll be home."


Vino clucked, "Where are you? I'll pick you up."


"You don't have to..."


"Say where?" this time Vino's voice was a little loud.


Finally Airin gave up. He said if he'd gone to aunt's house. Vino only needs to pick him up after Airin finishes his task.


"alright. Take care of yourself" said Vino.


After that, Airin turned off his phone. He refocused on what his current goal was. If Airin keeps running away from problems. Airin will never be able to finish it.


***


Tok to tok.


A few times Airin knocked on the blue door. The result was the same, no one opened the door. Airin knocked on the door.


"You? why are you here?" tanya aunty saw Airin on the doorstep.


Airin smiled and walked in.


"You don't have to come here anymore. I have no relationship with Sela. You can look elsewhere."


This time Airin felt he had gotten a bright spot.


"Why aunt thinks I'm looking for Sela. I'm here to see aunt."


Aunty looks confused by what she just said. Then he let Airin into the house. Airin looked around the house. Then, her gaze was tethered to a set of baby clothes.


"Why is aunt hiding Sela?" ask Airin.


"I told you I had nothing to do with him anymore."


"really? then why did auntie directly say about Sela the moment I came. I know, auntie doesn't want Sela to get hurt."


Aunty could only sit uneasily in front of Airin.


"Aunties. I beg you aunt, tell me where Sela is. If he were to say that name just once, this matter would be resolved. Sela can also be with Arja."


"No. I don't want him and his son killed."


"Aunty..."


"You can go now. I have a lot of business."


Aunty immediately pulled Airin's hand and pushed him out. Airin tried to say something. It's just that, the aunt chose to close the door of her house.


Vino saw a disappointed face on Airin. With a smile, Vino picked up the bag that was in Airin's hands.


"Isn't it easy?"


"I know" said Airin.


"Smile. I will help you, Arja is also willing to help you."


Airin looked over with a look of disbelief.


"Yes. I just met Arja. He agreed to help us."


Unknowingly Airin immediately took Vino's hand because he got the good news. His heart felt calmer.


"Where are we going?" ask Airin.


"The place you like."


***