Babysitter For Rain
CHAPTER 58

He said the sad man should cry. To be able to vent all his sadness in the form of tears. Then, let her tears fall along with all the things that cause that sadness.

"But, why can't I cry?," Ana said in her heart.

Ana is too late in her own thoughts, so she does not realize Naomi's arrival in her room.

"Ana, have you heard the news?" asked Naomi. He tried to say it as gently as possible. Naomi is worried that Ana still can't receive the news.

"Yes, this morning. You're here to ask this?" said Ana, showing a look on her face that seemed like nothing had happened.

"I came here to see you. You're okay, right?"

"No. I'm not okay. Why do you want me, Nao?" asked Ana. This time he showed his sweetest smile.

Naomi increasingly does not understand the look of her best friend's face. Both of Ana's eyes radiated sadness, but the look on her face showed that she was fine.

"If you want to cry, why not just cry? Don't be like this. You're scaring me, Ana."

"In hindsight, between me and Marius there was actually no relationship. She asked me to be Rain's nanny. Then, it turns out that he knows papa. I also know his family. Come to think of it, he's actually just the son of a papa acquaintance."

"Ana ...," call Naomi Iirih. He had no appropriate words to respond to Ana's remark.

"They think I'm an actor, of course, who doesn't. I'm at his house for 24 hours, every day. Nothing happened there, but who would believe it? He let me do whatever I wanted while at his house. Even I myself almost thought I was the hostess."

"If I recall all the attention he ever gave me, it made me realize I was so stupid that it was that easy to fall asleep. I think I was the actor. Isn't it usual for the actor to be persuaded to use money and attention, huh? I made another mistake, Nao. If you want to be angry, just get angry with me."

"Why should I scold you?" asked Naomi, who could not stand Ana's glare.

"Because again I misrepresented someone's kindness. You used to scold me. And now I'm doing it again."

Ana continued to look at Naomi with her eyes that Naomi could not resist. But, Naomi herself tried hard to avoid looking into Ana's eyes.

"Ana ... Why don't you call Marius to ask?" asked Naomi.

"What do you want me to say? Hello, Marius. You want a fiancee? Congratulations, yes. Or, Hello, Marius. Why are you engaged to him? You forgot he was the one who scared Rain to death? Or ..." Ana stopped her sentence. He who had looked angry, now seemed to be holding himself back from crying.

"Or what, Ana?" asked the worried Naomi.

"... or ... Hi, Marius ... have you forgotten your promise .. 20 years ago?"

"But I think I'm the most ridiculous person in the world. Maybe I'm the only one who remembers a 9-year-old's promise for 20 years. Hmm .. Not 20 years I think, I just remembered a few days ago."

"Ana .. I'd rather see you cry than you do" Naomi said.

"I also don't know why I can't cry."

Ana hugged both her legs back. For him this is not his first fool, but it feels like the first time he experienced it. She wanted to cry, but her tears refused to come down.

Ana felt anger in her heart. But he was angry at himself. He was angry because he was too stupid to think he was above everything because of past stories.

"What keeps me from thinking, why Nora? Is there no one else she can marry?," growled Ana.

"That ... that .. why don't you just ask Marius, Ana?"

"Yes why did I go to Marius, Nao. That's his business. I'm just worried about Rain. What if Rain is the same as Nora?" Ana gets angrier when she remembers what Nora did to Rain.

"If Rain why-why, I doain he will not marry forever!," said Ana.

"Then, I'll come here every day asking you to marry me."

A voice Ana recognized suddenly shocked her. He could not believe his own two eyes. He almost thought he was hallucinating. How could he see Marius at this moment?

The man leisurely leaned against the wall of his room with both hands folded. With the clothes she usually wears at work, Ana still sees Marius's mesmerizing charm in her eyes, even as she finds out the man is engaged. At once Ana really hated her brain.

"A long time, anyway? I was about to take her to see you" said Naomi, visibly upset. Upon seeing Marius, his friend immediately stood up to Marius, and left Ana and Marius alone in the room.

"W-why are you doing d-here?" Ana doesn't know what to say. In his head right now that's all he's thinking. What's that guy doing in his room right now?

"You're holding you accountable."

Within seconds, Marius had already glued his lips to Ana's tiny lips. Her right hand was already on Ana's nape to hold her back so that the girl could not resist. Marius did not let Ana escape from him.

While Ana, who still could not process what was happening to her, could only lash out repeated blows from her hands to the chest of the field belonging to Marius. But then, Marius' hand caught his. Ana is increasingly caught up in the pleasure Marius gives her through her kiss. He's getting powerless.

Marius paused for a moment by leaning his forehead over Ana's forehead. He let the girl breathe. After a while, Marius kissed Ana again. This time, it was deeper than before. Even Ana was getting more and more difficult to breathe.