Healing

Healing
109. Ring on Sweet Finger


The night is getting late, it has been almost half an hour Yoga is in the bathroom. I don't know what he did that long in the bathroom. I'm a little worried, because his body is not really healthy, and his left hand is still in the bandage, maybe he has trouble urinating, or maybe he needs help inside.


But if he really needs help, shouldn't he call me, and ask for help. This is precisely him for so long inside without making a sound, making me feel worried, do not-don't Yoga faint in the bathroom.


I got up from my bed and walked to the bathroom, at the door I could hear the sound of water faucets burning, Yoga might have been a stomachache, so long in the bathroom. I'm back in my bed.


Until ten minutes later Yoga did not come out of the bathroom, I who tried to sleep finally got back out of bed and stood in front of the bathroom door. Since Yoga had been inside for too long, I knocked on the bathroom door hard.


" Ga.... you are still a long time...?", I cried from the front door of the bathroom.


But I haven't finished my sentence Yoga came out with a face full of sweat.


" Why is it so long inside?, are you sick?, look at you so sweaty, are you constipated?", I asked to stare fixed Yoga.


But Yoga ignored me and returned to laying in his bed. He didn't answer my question, even looking at me. What happened to him?, did I make a mistake?.


Ah... bodo very, why think about the attitude of Yoga just now, he did not answer, nor did I lose. The pain he felt for himself, I had kindly asked him, who knows I can help, but he remained silent, yes already.


But it turns out that all night Yoga does the same thing up to several times. Maybe he had diarrhea, because every time he went to the bathroom, he was inside long enough, and when he came out he was always sweating like a runaway.


I felt sorry for her, but she didn't say anything, didn't ask me for help, so I didn't offer help, I didn't have to be pretentious, afraid that Yoga would come to me if I offered help.


As a result tonight I did not sleep as late as last night because of Yoga that went back and forth to the bathroom.


Early in the morning when I woke up, I saw that Yoga had just been able to sleep well, maybe he was tired after going back and forth to the bathroom last night, I chose to get out of the Yoga room, to find breakfast, fortunately, Haidar arrived early with neat clothes like he was going to the office.


" Good morning...how was your night?, did Steve give you the best service?, or were you not given the chance to sleep all night?, look at you like a sleep-deprived person", Haidar still teases me.


" Where there is such a thing, last night instead Yoga was busy going back and forth to the bathroom, it seems he was constipated, really long in the bathroom, fitting out in a lot of sweating", my words told me what happened to Haidar when we passed each other in front of the room.


But Haidar laughed so hard. " How can he get it out in the bathroom, well, there's no point dong yesterday I put a stimulant into his drink, if he still keeps throwing it in the bathroom".


" Failing my plan, I guess just so he looks cool in your eyes, because it can go on even if it hurts again. Why didn't he invite you?, you guys were married, did you reject him?, or did you again have a monthly guest?, what a pity Yoga if that's so".


Haidar laughed and found out what happened last night.


What did Haidar say?, meaning last night Yoga took so long in the bathroom because he was trying to get it done himself?, this is really crazy.


But that means that Yoga all night withheld her desire to touch me, but why?, was not the first condition already void because I prefer the second condition that I proposed?, did Yoga not want to force me to serve it?, good then, I don't want to be touched by him either. It is good that Yoga can hold itself back.


" You take care of your friend, I want to find breakfast before I go home to my mother" I told Haidar.


Haidar just raised an eyebrow while going into the Yoga room. I went to the cafeteria to find breakfast for myself, because Yoga would certainly get food rations from the hospital. After breakfast I didn't go back to my yoga room, but I went home to my mom.


" It's early in the morning that you get here?, doesn't your husband protest?", asked Mama when she saw me getting off the online motorcycle.


" I'm not saying goodbye, I'm just saying I'm going to the cafeteria. Juna where is Ma?", asked while circulating my gaze".


" Juna took Shaka to his house last night, Shaka slept in his house alone so Juna accompanied. You just try to go there if there is an urgent interest" said Mama.


" What is his house that was ma?, which was also occupied by his late mother Yoga?", asked me.


Mama shook her head, "Not that, Shaka said she lives near the Junior High School, not the Junior High School, but the new Shaka Middle School is the same as the Yoga School, you know the place?, try calling Juna at share lock".


" Raya will also go straight to the city with Juna later, so Raya is here to say goodbye".


I saw papa coming out by walking slowly to the wall, it looks like the wound on papa's leg has not healed properly.


" Did Yoga give you permission to go to the city?, even though you hate it, now you are already his wife, however you must be devoted to your husband" said Papa.


It's true that Papa said, I should have respected Yoga as my husband, but my heart can't do that now.


" The two of us had already discussed this before Pa's wedding, Yoga it doesn't matter that I go back to town, and she agrees with that".


My answer made mom and dad look at each other. As if I can't believe Yoga just let me go.


At 10 am Juna and I arrived at the station to go to Kota by train, I did not say goodbye to Yoga first to the hospital. Just a short message I sent him, telling him I was on my way to town. Yoga has not read it, surely Yoga is resting and not holding his phone. Pity also all night can not sleep due to the actions of Haidar.


When I arrived at the station, I looked at the state of the station that is still the same as one year ago, not much has changed here, it turns out that development in the area is not as fast as development in big cities.


I smiled to myself considering the drama that happened a year ago.


" Why sister?, is there anything funny?", asked Juna curiously.


" No papa, I just remember the first time we left for City, there was drama going on here, really if I remember making me want to laugh, he wept over my departure and he promised to come to our contract, but he also reneged on all his promises".


" Now I understand better, there are no really good men in this world, all of whom are good at promises without trying to keep them".


" Sister, please as a man you should not be too easy to make promises to women, or anyone if you feel unable to make it happen Jun" I told Juna.


Juna looked at me, "Not so Kak Raya, that's not what it really is. Brother Bian once came to our contract, I met him when I came home from work. Brother Bian is looking for our address, I forbid him to see you. Because I think you've been living happily with your busy brother being the owner of the food stall".


" Bian brother came about five months after the brother stayed contracted, he kept his promise came Kak, and he also saw the laughter of the brother along with the people who were the subscriptions of the brother in the stall".


" I asked Brother Bian to move on with his life and no longer interfere with my brother's life. Sorry if I just said it now".


I was a little surprised by Juna's words, all this time why he was telling the truth, after I assumed that Bian was a liar. Bian kept his promise. I had misjudged Bian, but no matter how now he and I have a partner, maybe it's better we forget each other like before.


The ride in the train was faster than usual, Juna and I continued to chat together, after an hour, because we were sleepy, we slept on our benches.


Life goes on as usual, I am grateful to be able to return to the contract with Juna. Although now my status is different from before, but no neighbors and other people know except Juna.


Even Mala who every day comes to the contract also does not know if I am married, jewelry and other dowry from Yoga I keep in the house of mama. There's nothing I've brought into town except my wedding ring. Just a reminder that I'm married.


" Are you back in the village because you got married?, how come back from the village already there?", asked Rasid while pointing to my ring finger which is now circular gold ring that is quite interesting.


Rasid was indeed the first to see me when I got from the village, because he was the closest neighbor to my contract.


" Do you have a ring that means you are married?, many who deliberately buy their own ring only as jewelry, to beautify the appearance" I said.


I do not agree but also do not avoid if I am married, actually I just do not want Rasid more and more asking if I answer correctly I am married. Because everything is too sudden, and it will feel strange marriage that happens suddenly.


" Right you say, it's just that the ring you wear, like a wedding ring, let alone you wear on the ring finger, it's true that you say, you're getting prettier wearing the ring", Rasid praised me, but I didn't respond.