Healing
29. The Path of Life Each

I pushed Bian's chest that field to slightly back down, I was really almost out of breath because Bian who did not want to take off his hug and kiss so excited.

I took a deep breath because I needed a lot of oxygen right now, the roar of both of us was already together so fast. I was well aware of this state, Bian's lustful face, I couldn't let him continue his wish. We will both lose, if we cannot resist our will.

" You're in a state of wanting 'that' Bi. It's not good if we continue what we're doing. I came out first, the others have started cleaning, I have to join them immediately. I'm sorry Bi.., I love you", I said, as I kissed Bian's lips quickly and walked out of Bian's room and closed the door again.

Let Bian find his own way to temper his desire to make love to me. I don't want to repeat the mistakes of the past.

When I pushed Bian just now I could see Bian's expression on the face holding in anger. I know he's disappointed, but I have to do it, this is all I can do so that we both don't make mistakes. For sure both of our parents would be very disappointed if their trust was broken.

" Heh Ra.. early in the morning was dumb, who would be the mother of the restaurant owner's boss, instead of seneng and sumringah, this was even early in the morning already daydreaming. Think what the hell Ra?, can't you sleep well last night?, have you thought about the first night?".

Rita who just came and grabbed the duster beside me immediately sneered, because she saw me who was dumbstruck.

" Rit, do you have a lot of savings?, I need a lot of money to take care of the wedding. I don't think Bian and I can wait long. I pinjem your savings dong Rit", I muttered.

Rita immediately laughed after hearing me who had asked permission to pay a debt in the morning.

" You this is why not most bengong Ra. prospective mother boss kok early in the morning want to owe the same ordinary employee like me. There's no history of bosses owing employees the same".

" Just say the same mas boss, must be the same mas boss will be immediately given money a wad, just believe the same as I say Ra... The boss has a lot of money, he also wants to rush to marry you. He wouldn't give you money if you asked".

What Rita said was true, but when I asked for money with Bian, he was not my husband, which could ask for money for our wedding reception. Because it should be the women who prepare the party. Because the male side has spent a lot of expenses for a lot of surrender.

Fortunately today work is quite a lot, delivery order is also there up to 8 places, so I can avoid Bian for work reasons. Rita and I have to give the task of delivering each of the 4 places in a day. Since I didn't bring my own motorbike, I borrowed a matic motorbike that was in the restaurant.

I read the list wherever I have to drive, there are 4 places I have to go, I arrange orders starting from the furthest, so that the nearest one is in the top pile and easy I take.

All the purpose of delivery is to offices that are usually lazy employees out just to eat.

After dropping off the previous 3 orders, I walked into a large multi-storey building. Normally I would just leave it at the reception, but when I got to the reception there all the officers were out of sight, so I asked the janitor, it turned out that the receptionists were taking a break and going to the cafeteria.

What kind of office there is no receptionist guarding.

" Mum, can you please deliver this food to the message?, order it on behalf of Ms Siska Gina, please request payment as well, later I wait here to receive payment from Mas".

Cleaning service immediately shook his head and rejected my request.

" I'm sorry mba, my work is still a lot, mending mba itself inter, the room on the 4th floor, later if mba out of the elevator, just straight, the room at the end of the hallway, the room, Ms. Siska was the secretary of Mr. Boss", said cleaning service while going to push the trolley containing several paper garbage bags.

It's okay that I go upstairs, anyway it's been told on the 4th floor straight, the space at the end of the hallway, so it's not confusing.

I followed the instructions of the mas-mas cleaning service, and right, after arriving at the 4th floor there was only one door at the end of the hallway. I knocked on the door of the room and I heard a woman's voice letting me in.

" I'm sorry from the ABC restaurant, delivering orders on behalf of Siska's mother".

" Yes, I'm Siska. Put the food on the table here, and here's the payment" Ms. Siska said, handing over the payment to me.

I received the money, did not forget to give the change, but Miss Siska refused.

" It's been changed for you".

I nodded and thanked. I saw that Ms. Siska was immediately back busy with her work, I turned around and was about to return to the restaurant, but there was a burly, tall male body behind me exactly, I don't know when that guy was standing behind me. I was shocked and reflexively apologized.

" Good afternoon sir, is there anything urgent, until you get out of your room to get here?".

Whoa... Yoga has been successful without following in the footsteps of his father or mother, not being a TNI, not being a medical worker, he chose his own life.

" I'm hungry and my lunch isn't delivered?".

So the food I delivered was a Yoga order, did Yoga deliberately order at Bian's restaurant, to meet me?, but I seemed to be thinking too much, because the employees at the restaurant were quite a lot, too much, not necessarily I will deliver the order. Maybe it's just a coincidence.

I purposely ducked down and passed Yoga, to come out without saying sorry. But Ms. Siska's voice restrained my steps.

" I'm sorry mba, I should have apologized for bumping into my boss, why bother leaving just like that?".

I immediately turned around and apologized to Yoga, without looking at him. As I lyricized her face, I could see Yoga's slightly interested lips, she smiled hearing me apologize to her.

" It doesn't matter, but please bring my lunch inside, my hands are tired of signing a lot of letters and files" Yoga said.

" Good sir", replied Miss Siska.

" It wasn't you, but this food deliveryman brought my lunch inside".

I looked straight at Yoga, and I could see the expression of Ms. Siska telling me to obey her boss's orders.

I took the paperbag I had placed on the secretary table and brought it into the Yoga room. The room is quite spacious, with expensive furniture contents.

" Put it on the table" said Yoga still telling me. I went straight to the table in front of the long sofa.

Yoga quickly locked the door. Making me who is still inside can not get out because Yoga deliberately put the door lock in his pants pocket.

" What exactly do you want?, you deliberately ordered food at Bian's restaurant because you knew I was going to deliver it?", I asked without further ado.

Yoga grabbed my hand and looked at the ring finger of my hand that was already wearing my engagement ring with Bian.

" It's true... The Kingdom that Bian meant was you, I didn't think it turned out that you were the girl that Bian loved so much. It's been a few days that I've deliberately ordered lunch at Bian's restaurant, but it was only today that you delivered it".

" This is a coincidence, because now we are both tied to our future partners" said Yoga while showing her engagement with Utari to me.

" Let me go back to work, I'm busy, so are you, we already have our own way of life, so don't interfere in each other's affairs anymore, since we've been out of touch for a long time, please open the door". I can still speak well with Yoga, even though Yoga has kept me in his room.

" I don't agree with you as Bian, because I should be your husband Ra... I have taken away your holiness, I am the first to do it with you, so I will be responsible for it Ra"

" Not to mention that we already have children, although I don't know where you're hiding my son, because when I went to the orphanage you said, no children were left there that year. You lied to me on purpose, didn't you, Ra?, where's our son Ra?".

Bian started to approach and gripped both of my arms tightly.

" I told you, assume he's dead, you used to agree too, right when your mother told me to drop my womb?, what's wrong with you now?. You will soon be married to Utari, make as many children with her, and never again you ask about the child you never expected her presence".

I pushed the heavy body of Yoga, and I purposely banged on the door of the Yoga room, so that Ms. Siska would hear, and give me a way out.

Ms. Siska looked suspiciously at me who came out of the Yoga room with a disheveled and irritated face. But I ignored him. I quickly walked to the elevator and left from there.

I heard Miss Siska's question when I asked her what happened. But I didn't answer. Let Yoga answer him, after all he who makes because first.

Never again will I send food to this office. If I had known it was Yoga's office, I would have exchanged my duties with Rita.