Healing
28. Embarrassed

Riko, Bian, and Haidar are now chatting alone in the guest room, after RT sir and the neighbors came home. Likewise with Rita who paid first, because tomorrow still has to go to work.

I deliberately made black coffee for the three of them.

" I'm sorry it's just this, no papa right?", I asked felt bad because I could only serve black coffee.

" This alone is enough, the four of us do like to drink black coffee like this, especially if the fit again up the mountain, early in the morning while staring at the sunrise, cold air in the mountains, and so on, the warm morning sun, with a cup of black coffee, is a great pleasure".

Riko still called the four of us, even though right now they are only three, I feel as if Yoga is present here even though it is intangible.

" Oh yes, sometime you will take me up the mountain with them, later try to ask Steve would-be wife would like to come or not. Let you have her girl friend ".

Bian remembered that he would take me up the mountain, maybe it would be fun.

" It's a pity that Steve can't be here tonight, he's kind of busy every time he's invited to gather, there's a reason" Haidar murmured.

" What was the reason he said you were at his house?", asked Riko.

Haidar lit the cigarette he had just taken from his pants pocket. Just answered Riko's question with a long breath exhaling smoke billowing in the living room.

" Steve just said again not feeling well, even though his mother and future wife are medical personnel, it should not be a problem if just not feeling well", haidar protested that he felt that his best friend was just making excuses.

Maybe Yoga already knows if Bian's application is me, yesterday when in the car did Yoga see me approaching Bian and Riko, Riko, surely Yoga can guess if the future husband I mentioned is Bian.

Riko lit a cigarette like Haidar and started smoking it so delicious. " Steve may not feel well, lately he is busy taking care of the wedding preparations, of course, very draining and mind, let alone the marriage that will do is a compromise, just a compromise, it definitely eats the heart and mind, makes the body tired faster, that's my opinion. You see, every time I am required to finish a job that I do not like, it is certain that when working it feels so much heavier ".

What Riko said made sense as well. Every doing something that is not in accordance with the will of our heart will indeed feel heavier.

But why would Yoga want to marry Utari if he did not want the marriage?, yesterday he said if now he is independent and successful, can resist the wishes of his parents, he said, but why does he still obey the wishes of his father and mother that he does not want?. What the hell is going on?.

" We have just spent the coffee made by my future wife who is very delicious, we remove it. You guys stay at my house, so you can continue to talk later, it's not good to talk here too long, it's 10 p.m".

Bian's sentence makes the others grind their long cigarettes into ashtrays. And sipped the coffee I made until the waste was left.

" Thank you Ra.. it turns out that your homemade coffee does not lose the same taste in cafes, it's lucky Bian got a wife who minter brewed coffee", Haidar praised my coffee.

Though it was just ordinary black coffee I bought at the stall, but Bian's friends and family kept praising everything I made. They are very kind and appreciate the efforts of others.

" Just buy coffee in the cafe, how can it be equated with the one in the cafe, obviously much different. But thank you for the coffee I made already praised", I said as I stood to take Bian and his friends out of the living room.

Papa and Mama were on the porch of the house cleaning the glass and carpet that had been used to sit around the guests. Indeed, the event is deliberately lesehan, so that my small house can fit more people.

Bian and his two best friends say goodbye to Mama and Papa, they walk down a small alley to their car parked on the side of a big road.

" It's the night Pa, Ma, just rest, let Raya get it done".

Mama shook her head, "you just rest, tomorrow you have to go to work, if you can both take a nap at home tomorrow, while you, can not take a nap at the restaurant, so you can not take a nap, because if the afternoon guests are many more in the restaurant".

It's true what my mother said, but I still helped them clean the glass and carpet until it was done. I don't feel good if I sleep first while my mom and dad are cleaning up the house.

" Thank you Ra. You finally decided to have a serious relationship with Bian. Mama believes Bian is a very good young man, both his parents are very good too. Mama will calm down if you marry her"

After cleaning the house, I immediately entered the room and tried to sleep, the clock showed at 11 pm, tired and sleepy already can not be held anymore, turning me to dreamland.

" Ra.... Ra....!, it's already 8 and a half hours, you want to go to work right?, soon Bian will pick you up!".

My mother's voice was heard from behind the door of the room that I accidentally locked last night. I opened my eyes while stretching my muscles.

What?, it's 8 and a half?, I'm bad luck, haven't had a shower let alone breakfast, it looks like I slept too well last night.

" Yes ma, Raya came out, I'm sorry Raya misadventure ma, it feels really good to sleep last night, maybe because of tiredness".

" Yes already, because you have woken up, mama came out first yes, the traveling vegetable maker has arrived at the house next door, mama wants to shop for vegetables to cook tomorrow, if you want to eat, if you want to eat, the rest of last night's cooking was already mama panning in the kitchen. Papa and Shaka had left early in the morning!", exclaimed mama whose voice was getting further away from home for shopping to the traveling vegetable maker who used to hang out in front of the neighbor's house.

I rushed to open the door and ran to the bathroom to take a shower. I forgot to bring a change of clothes to the bathroom. I had to get out of the bathroom with a towel. Because the mama I used to ask for help getting a change of clothes is also out.

Let it be, no one was home anyway, mom said papa and Shaka had left early in the morning, I came out with a towel just no matter what I thought, I also walked quickly to the room, and so shocked when he saw Bian was sitting in the living room while glaring at me who walked only using a towel that covered the body. I also had time to see Bian swallow his saliva, because I saw my body from the tip of the hair to the tip of the foot that was only wrapped in a towel.

I was no less surprised until my heart pounded so fast as to be dislodged, Bian had only ever seen me in this state, I deliberately walked quickly to open the door of the room, unfortunately because of groggy and hasty, I was so quick to go, I stumbled across the floor of the room slightly higher than the living room floor.

I fell on the floor of my room. Fortunately, the towel that covered my body tightly wrapped, so it did not come off. Bian immediately ran to help me to stand up, because my big toe was bleeding quite a lot.

" Aren't you papa Ra?", exclaimed Bian as he rushed towards me.

" Stop!, no papa Bi, I can be alone, you are there, don't have to come here!", I shouted while trying to stand alone despite the pain and embarrassment.

I closed my door, and Bian sat back in the living room seat, waiting for me to get ready for work.

What I did, I was so careless, really this morning I felt so ashamed of Bian.

Along the way to the restaurant Bian and I were both silent, no matter what Bian was thinking, I hope he didn't think that I used to use a towel from the bathroom to the bedroom. Because I just did it, it's also because I don't think anyone's home.

Bian did not know when to enter the house, maybe he had said hello, but I did not hear because the sound of water from the bathroom faucet that I lit quite loud.

" Would we speed up our wedding date Ra.., I think I'm very ready both born and inner. Sorry to see you out of the bathroom, honest as a normal guy, 'mine' woke up to perfect form".

" I don't know until when I can resist my urge not to touch you. No need for a fancy party and this is a complicated one. My family doesn't bother about that, either, Ra".

I understand by the purpose of Bian's words, must also be very torturous if 'him' is already in a perfect form but can not be channeled.

" We'll talk about it later, Bi, I also need to talk to my parents. Sorry for what happened, I didn't know you were home, I thought the house was empty, because the others were gone".

We both got off the Bian bike, probably because of the drive of his desire to achieve satisfaction. Bian immediately pulled me into his room and locked the room.

There were only the two of us in there, "I won't cross Ra's line, just hold you for a while so I'll feel calmer".

Bian immediately grabbed me very tightly. His breathing was very fast, I knew he wanted it, because he saw me in a towel.

Without further ado Bian pulled my chin and kissed my lips very greedily, while still hugging me very tightly. It made me almost out of breath.