Healing
69. Fires of the Fires

We both drove to Shaka's campground, I purposely sat at the end of the bike seat, and held on to the iron that was behind the seat so as not to come into contact with Yoga, not me a holy-ass, man, I'm just trying to be a good wife-to-be for Bian.

Although it was Yoga that took away my chastity, but that does not mean that now I am still free to touch and have physical contact with him. I'm still trying to be a good wife to Bian.

" Far too much sitting, like dating again marahan, the girl sitting on the end of the motorbike, majuan dong Ra, I'm afraid you fall if there are police sleeping or holes in the road".

Yoga tried to make me sit closer, but I didn't budge a bit from my position. Stay seated at the end of the motor and hold on the iron behind the seat.

" Already just take the motorbike and pay attention to the road, do not have much to talk and comment, or we just cancel it to the camp" said ketus.

I saw Yoga's back shaking from chuckling at my words.

" You are now really a very fierce girl Ra.., but fiercely just like me, if the other one is the same attitude as the Kingdom that I used to know. Why if I say ketus terribly, fierce and songol, like a war".

Yoga speech is true, I don't know why every time I talk to him it feels like getting angry, and being emotional. Somehow seeing his face made my blood rise straight away, and wanted to get angry. But after I thought again, not for some reason, but indeed many causes, which made me directly emotional every time I saw it. The blame to me is too much if it should be mentioned one by one.

" You seriously want to know why I sniffed with you?, I don't think I need to explain, you already understand the answer yourself" I said in a high tone.

" I'm sorry Ra. You're right, you don't need to say what's the cause, I already know, and understand why you're acting that way towards me for what".

The atmosphere on the bike finally became quiet after that, Yoga was silent and so was I. Only the sound of the motor and the gusts of the night wind became natural music that accompanied the trip tonight.

We also arrived at the camp. When the motor was turned off and we both entered the tent location, the atmosphere in the middle of the room was very crowded with students sitting around the firewood that was being prepared by students in the 8th and 9th grades.

I still wear my mask and my jacket, and Yoga still does the same thing, we are like dating people who are forbidden by our parents, but secretly we both went on dates, and this kind of disguise we did, so as not to be recognized by others.

My son Shaka stood in the midst of everyone, a few steps away from the pile of wood that would be lit into a bonfire.

After being doused in kerosene, the bonfire was lit, and my son Shaka sang on his guitar, followed by others singing the song Shaka was singing.

I was really happy because my son was up there with a happy face and sparkling eyes, a very bright gaze like a bonfire that was burning right now.

...🎶 Here happy, there happy...

...Everywhere my heart is happy...

...Ever since I became a Boy Scout...

...My heart is always happy...

...La la la la la la........

...La la la la la la........

...La la la la la la........

...La la la.....🎶...

The last song that Shaka sang along with the others with the guitar quotes that Shaka was playing.

Since then I was still beside Yoga, because I was amazed by Shaka's appearance and the appearance of his friends. I did not even realize that Yoga had not been paying attention to the appearance of the children in front, but was staring directly at me.

Mama and Papa are also out of nowhere, too many visitors who come to the field and come to see the bonfire. I've been trying to get in touch with them since, but it didn't work, because the signal in this place isn't good.

" Are you mama and papa invisible yet?", asked Yoga who has since noticed me who is trying to call the number of mama and papa.

I nodded and went back to trying to contact mom and dad, but it seemed like their numbers were both off. Finally I sent them a short message, let them know if I was in the field where the bonfire was held.

But the message is not also read, even still remains tick 1. Either because of a bad signal, or your dead mom and dad's cell phone.

Finally I put my phone back in my pants pocket, I tried to get through the crowd of people who were also watching the show around the campfire. Trying to get closer to the direction where Shaka joins the friends of his squad. I wish mama and papa were around the Shaka team.

" We're splitting up here, I'm going to meet Shaka, and please don't follow me".

I went for a walk, not paying attention to the back, just leaving Yoga in that place. Because I intentionally wanted to separate myself from him.

" Shaka!", I cried as I got close to Shaka's squad.

Shaka and some of his friends looked back towards me.

" Kak Raya is here again?, she said today at work, did you come home from work here?", asked Shaka who approached me behind.

" Yes, I came here because I want to see you perform again, brother horrified of mama, if you're going to perform".

" It turns out that this sister who often sneezed, secretly had the talent that needed to be in the thumbs up. Big brother is so proud of you Ka".

Shaka smiled. " Sister just saw like that was already proud, there are still many other surprises that will make you even more proud" said Shaka with high confidence, so similar to his father, so much like his father, if Yoga had heard Shaka's words he would have seen himself in the past.

"That's Kak?, what for Shaka?", asked Shaka pointing to the package containing 3 boxes of sweet martabak in my hand.

I nodded, "So pass by deliberately buy for you and your friends, nih", I said as I handed the plastic bag containing the sweet martabak.

" Mama and Papa where Ka?, since then the brother even dizzy himself nyari their existence, so many who visit and watch the show here, I can not see properly in the dark", honest saying.

Shaka seemed to look for the whereabouts of mama and papa, "Papa said he wanted to go home, because mama seemed to catch a cold, when he had not started the fireworks earlier, mama had vomited, vomited, maybe it's because it's cold in here, so mama's in the wind".

" Mom and papa may have gone home, brother himself here the same who?, why is brother Bian not visible?", Shaka looked to the right and left looking for Bian's whereabouts.

" Sister came here himself, deliberately wanted to look at you and join my mother and papa watching the campfire, unfortunately did not meet them", I answered a little lying, and with a disappointed facial expression.

If I were to be honest, it was your father who asked me to come here Ka, but there is no way that I would tell you honestly, because it is a secret.

If mama and papa have gone home first, it means I have to ride a motorcycle alone through a fairly quiet road and away from the village. I hope the journey home will be good, because I'm home alone.

Finally after chatting with Shaka I said goodbye to go home, afraid of mama and papa so worried that I did not come home late at night.