Healing
126. Worrying

In just 30 minutes Shaka and Mama had returned to the hospital with two plastic bags filled with so much food.

" Where did you get that much food from, this early in the morning?", I asked in wonder, let alone mama and Shaka leaving not too long ago.

Mama smiled widely, "Mama also just found out that there are hawkers and food for a very complete breakfast not far from here. Shaka told mama".

" When there was a stay at the school, there was a friend of mine who invited me to the market, it happened that the market was open every day and the food there was very diverse. The important thing is to prepare the stomach to hold all the food" Shaka explained while removing the food from the plastic bag.

Currently the rectangular table in the room where I was treated was full of various kinds of food.

" Try to taste all these foods Ra, just a little, if the old man said his name was papasan, the mother who had just given birth tasted various kinds of food before the umbilical cord of the baby came off", mama explained.

I remember that, because in the past when I gave birth to Shaka, my mother also bought some kind of market snacks for me to eat, but certainly not as much as today. Mama used to buy it in the market, and what she bought was really old-time market snacks.

But for the present, many snacks are present as well, maybe it's Shaka who buys, there are kebabs, splints, cimols, shawls, plugs, and other snacks that I can not call one by one.

" Because the new mother gave birth is still not allowed to be exhausted, and having a baby is obviously going to be tiring, from today mama will accompany Raya to take care of her baby" said Mama on Yoga.

Yoga seemed to disagree, "But later the mother who will be tired, Yoga can rent a baby sitter that can help Raya take care of our baby" said Yoga revealed the reason for the objection. It turns out that he is not good if he has to trouble mama.

When Shaka was born, the mother who also helped care, now we have another baby, the mother also offered to help care again.

" It's your own will, you don't mind taking care of your grandchildren anymore, you have two children and one grandchild that you have taken care of since your baby, so you are very experienced, no doubt. Moreover, this is my own grandson, so my mother wants to take care of him, do not take care of baby sitter, mama is much more experienced. And again you do not need to pay a baby sitter if the mother takes care of the baby".

" Mommy knows money doesn't matter to you, but you want to raise your own granddaughter, not raise someone else, let your grandchildren all be people who have a good personality".

Because she was so adamant about taking care of our daughter, Yoga and I ended up following her will. No doubt, my mom is very experienced. And Yoga is also grateful for the advice of mama Shaka so do not hate Yoga even though he is a child who has been left for dozens of years by his father.

" Do you not mind my mom wanting to help me take care of my daughter?", asked my dad who had been silent since then.

" It is precisely papa who gives advice to mama, and mama is also like your father" said Mama.

" Right, your mama will take you to your house every morning, and you will pick up at night, if the night is usually time to sleep, it certainly doesn't matter if you go home first right?", papa said.

I know you didn't agree to sleep in my house, and I didn't mind it.

Mama offered to take care of her granddaughter, so she wanted to stay at my house, or come home every night I didn't have a problem.

I was admitted to the hospital only one day last night, because I gave birth normally and thankfully me and my baby are in good health, the next day aetela through a whole checkup, dr. Adrian allowed me to go home.

Of course, it is still ordered to control once a month. Moreover, the little one also needs to be vaccinated, so Adrian's doctor recommends to control every month.

There is also a good thing to have a neighbor who is an obstetrician, so you can ask questions at any time if anything happens.

On Saturday morning we went home, all the residents of the house welcomed my return and my baby, but Yoga was very protective, because before we got home, Adrian's doctor reminded him not to let anyone kiss or touch our baby. Because newborn babies are still very susceptible to viruses and bacteria.

And when I was about to get out of the car, Yoga who had led me immediately called on all the ART at home not to kiss or touch our baby excessively. There are only his behavior.

So protective of her for our baby, but there's a point, if we weren't her parents, who would have been?.

" Everybody who wants to see my daughter is allowed, but you can't kiss or hold her, just look, okay?!".

" Just bring the room ma, let Dede rest calm, in the room is not noisy" said Yoga to mama who was holding our daughter.

Mama also according to him, immediately brought my daughter into the room.

In the afternoon Juna came to my house with Mala and her family, Mala family was like his own family, Mala I had considered like my own sister, they were a lot of help when I was living in the rented first.

Mala brought a gift of very cute baby clothes, and also a pillow for breastfeeding, she was so understanding that she thought of bringing all this to me.

While chatting in the room alone with Mala, she also said that all the household furniture that I lived in Juna's contract had been brought by her.

Mala followed my advice by opening her own food stall, because she often noticed when I was cooking, she became skilled quickly, and when opening her own food stall near where her father was selling martabak, most of my customers are now his regular customers.

Especially before my customers have known Mala, who often help me keep the shop. That's why it's easier for Mala to get customers.

Unfortunately Mala and her family could not visit in my house for long, they went home at night. Because they have to continue the routine of those who have to sell tomorrow, both father and son.

Juna who deliberately stayed, tonight stayed at my house, and slept with Shaka. Because Saturday and Sunday Juna are off work.

Only the next day, around 8 pm, Juna left my house to return to the rented because the next day, Monday Juna had to go back to work.

" You why Ga?, how come I've seen you like so many thoughts, what else is there a problem of work in the office?", I asked when Yoga and I were both lying in bed.

Yoga shook his head, "I remembered Juna's message earlier, he reminded me to look after our daughter very carefully. Remembering the mistakes I made with you. Juna was worried that the law of karma was still in effect".

" Do you still hold my hatred even if it's just a little Ra...?, I know the mistake I made to you was fatal".

Yoga took my hand, looking at me.

Is there still hatred in my heart for Yoga?, I don't know myself, but after I was forced to marry him, to live with him, I knew that Yoga was not evil. Yoga is actually good and very caring, it's just that he used to be helpless, and can not be independent.

With all that Yoga did to me after we lived together, I felt all the hatred and resentment that used to be ingrained in my heart, it has slowly disappeared and even turned into a sense of comfort and safety every time I am with her.

I've come back to love Yoga as I used to, all the mistakes Yoga has made in the past.

I shook my head and kissed Yoga's lips. " I have not harbored the slightest bit of hatred in my heart for you, let us pray, that our daughter will always be surrounded by good people, may the Almighty protect her from all forms of evil".

" The mistakes we made first, hopefully do not affect our daughter. Shouldn't we not worry excessively, it's not good" I said.

Yoga nodded while holding me in his arms.

" Thank you so much my bidad...".

I immediately felt at ease and at peace beside Yoga.

We closed our eyes together for a break tonight. Lucky our little daughter is very henchmen, and hobbies sleep, wake up for a while I give ASI, already henchmen, so for me take care of it is not difficult.

Unlike when Shaka was a baby, Shaka was intermittently hungry and crying for ASI, until I who was a child was very overwhelmed by her.