Healing
77. The Boutique

Starting this morning, Bian no longer picked me up at home, as papa ordered last night, I left for work with Juna. Actually early in the morning I had heated my usual matic motorbike, the motorbike that broke down last night after returning from camp.

The plan was this morning I would go to the restaurant with my own motorbike, but my mom and dad forbid it. I don't know what because, but in the past every day I also went to work with my own vehicle, before Bian drove me every day. Mom said for my safety, I had to be escorted by Juna until the last day I left for the restaurant before the holidays.

I leave for two days, today and tomorrow, because Wednesday I have started taking leave. So these two days Juna will be my personal driver.

" Is Kak Raya really happy to be married to Kak Bian?, for some reason, since seeing my sister come home from work yesterday, I actually see anxiety on my sister's face".

" Mama said, Brother Bian already knows about the brother's past, and about who Shaka is, then what else does Kak Raya worry about if the most secret and worst thing has been told to Brother Bian?".

While on the motorcycle Juna deliberately asked the thing that since yesterday disturbed his mind. I'm still not sure if I'm going to tell you about Yoga or not, the problem last night was that Juna said he hated Yoga so much, and maybe Juna could finish Yoga if he found out that Yoga still comes and meets me often, even ruined my life. It would be nice to keep quiet and keep this a secret. For the peace of together.

Not that I think about the salvation of Yoga, but I think more about how the fate of Utari if Yoga why-why approaching their wedding day, but I think about how the fate of Utari, I was just trying to understand what Utari would feel if something happened to her future husband.

I'm hurt, I'm angry, I hate Yoga, but it's not as bad as it used to be. After I found out that Yoga was having a forbidden relationship with me, Yoga was not a playboy close to many women. I am the only one she loves, Yoga repeatedly tries to make me sure that she never forgets me. And Yoga tried to be responsible for all his past mistakes.

Because of my heartache, it does not mean that I want Yoga to feel the same way, I do not want Yoga to feel the pain that I feel. I'm not that bad. I still have a conscience.

" I'm not worried about anything, maybe it's just your feelings Jun, because yesterday my work in the restaurant was quite a lot and tiring, so my face looks lethargic and like a worried person".

Juna did not respond, it seems that the more he grew up, Juna became a very sensitive man with the circumstances around. His childhood life is quite difficult, indeed forming Juna into a person who is very sensitive to the surroundings.

" If indeed Kak Raya does not want to tell me, I do not matter, which is important if there is something still stuck in the heart of brother, Juna is ready to listen to Kak Raya's sigh, Kak Raya, sukur-sukur Juna can help find a solution".

Me and Juna arrived in front of the restaurant. It turned out that Bian had arrived first and was standing waiting for me beside the entrance. Why not since yesterday-yesterday Bian can leave early, so I do not need to wait long at home.

" Juna Morning, thank you for taking Raya carefully and safely here".

I just shook my head hearing Bian's words to Juna, which was too much.

" Morning is also a sister-in-law candidate, sorry not to stop by, I immediately returned, sister, want to go to school first, want to ask for the legalization of a copy of the diploma. Whether you want to meet with friends in High School. Mumping back home". Bian nodded at Juna's words.

" I'll go back first, brother".

Juna said goodbye to me and immediately drove off his motorbike leaving me who was still standing in front of the restaurant with Bian. Bian immediately embraced me to get inside the restaurant.

" Night can not sleep, so today can leave early. I can't wait to see you by my side every morning when I wake up Ra...".

I just smiled at Bian's words. I was expecting the same thing.

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Two days passed quickly, and it was time for me to take my leave. Actually still leaving for work is also not a problem, because the preparation at my house will start on Thursday. Mama and papa did not make invitations for friends, relatives and also neighbors because they were worried that someone would discuss my past if invited many people.

Therefore mama and papa only invite neighbors on Friday when the wedding party after ijab qobul in KUA office. Indeed the event was made as simple as possible, and both of Bian's parents also agreed with it.

They don't mind if my wedding party and Bian's made simple. Because there will be another party at Bian's parents' house the next day, precisely Sunday night, Bian's father and mother make an event in their house and invite many guests, from family, acquaintances, and friends, and also his friends.

" Want me to take clothes to the boutique?, he said it is not good if Kak Raya and Kak Bian go alone, usually the third is a demon" said Juna pretentious.

But it makes me chuckle, "If you come, it means you are the third dong Jun, aka being his demon".

" But no papa the hell you come, so later there will help bring her dress, quite heavy also wedding dress and kebaya, if there you will not be heavy, there is a bringain", I said as I walked open the door.

" We go to the boutique now Jun, Bian sent a message to the boutique, at least he reached the boutique" I said.

" Loh, sister Bian did not pick up sister here?, I think we go to the store with sister Bian's car because she came home to bring a dress and kebaya" said Juna.

" Truly, the new home Bian anterin brother to home, all of you bring his car clothes, but leave alone, because Bian was from the RST hotel to meet clients first, first, because of the different directions so brother tell Bian directly to the boutique, pity the muters if you pick up brother first at home".

Juna nodded in understanding. He agreed to take me to the store.

Arriving at the boutique, I went straight into it, Bian waiting for me by sitting casually inside.

" Where is Juna?", asked Bian when he saw me enter.

" Juna is still in the parking lot, again motorbike markirin, later also here, we immediately meet with employees here, so directly in packing kebaya and dress, so it does not need long here".

Bian nodded and we immediately made the payment for the kebaya rental and the dress. As we sat back and waited for the boutique employee to put the kebaya and dress into the large suitcase with great care, Juna walked into the boutique straight towards me with a hunting breath.

" Sister Raya, can we talk for a moment?", whispered Juna in my ear.

What happened to Juna?, why did he come to look so angry and emotional?, but in front of it was still fine.

" Bi.. I went out for a while, Bi", I said goodbye to Bian. Bian just nodded and looked suspiciously at Juna's strange demeanor.

" Do you know who I saw?, I saw that bastard in the parking lot with a girl".

So Juna saw Yoga here with Utari, why could they come on the same day. I have to how not to happen things that I don't want.

" Maybe you saw Jun wrong, how could he be here, their family has moved to another city. Maybe because you are obsessed with wanting to meet her, so that other people you see her face looks like her face"

" Over a dozen years you have not seen him how can you still remember his face?, surely he has changed a lot, either from his physical form, or his face", I tried to get Juna to agree that what he saw was not Yoga.

" It's best that you return Jun first, Kak Raya and Kak Bian will soon return home".

Fortunately, Juna complied with my request, and immediately went home with my motor matic. And the kebaya shirt and wedding dress are finished packed in the suitcase. I immediately took Bian to my house.