Healing
36. Not Time to 'Want the Mountain' yet'

Friday afternoon, Bian came to my house and asked me to go to the mall. We walked into a gear shop for the climb, Bian bought me shoes, clothes, jackets, and also a large backpack. It's all Bian's choice, and Bian's paying.

At first I felt bad but how else I can not afford to pay for it myself, can run out of my savings if I pay for all the groceries myself. After all this was also Bian's desire for me to climb with him, I just follow his wishes.

We both stopped by for lunch at one of the restaurants in the mall as well, strangely not, the restaurant owner actually invited me to eat at another restaurant. But it was already noon and Bian was already very hungry, so I just followed the place recommended by him.

While in the restaurant, while waiting for food to be served, Bian first went to the public toilet, I accidentally saw the receipt of groceries that had been put in a shopping bag. And how shocked I was, even very surprised when reading the receipt of payment for my groceries earlier. In total, it is almost 4 million. I've only been shopping this much my whole life.

There was a sense of regret for spending that kind of money in an instant, only to buy things that I didn't really need. But how else, it has been bought, and can not be returned. That 4 million is like my 2-month salary working in a restaurant.

I immediately put the grocery note back in and put the grocery bag in its original place when I saw Bian finished from the bathroom.

The waiter also delivered our lunch order. Bian immediately sat down and asked me to eat, seeing that he was already very hungry, because he ate with his heart.

After lunch, Bian and I didn't come out of the restaurant right away, Bian ordered an ice teller as a dessert. In accordance with the hot weather this afternoon, the ice teller cover dish is the most appropriate menu during this hot day.

" Tomorrow we will go to the city in the morning, so if you can pack the package later tonight, Ra.., I will pick you up at 7 am. We take the train to the airport, and meet the others at the airport".

I nodded with a sign of understanding, with Bian I would feel many new experiences, including the first time I boarded a plane. Because I've never been on a plane before. Don't get on a plane, to the airport just this time I'll do it. If I went to the station when I was a kid, it would have been a long time. But taking the train was also his first time.

Hopefully tomorrow I don't look like a big village, because honestly I've never been far away. Tomorrow is my first experience of traveling far away.

" Bi..if you may know, what I need to bring in addition to the items we just bought to take the climb tomorrow?, I do not know what to prepare", wouldn't it be better to ask first like this, than tomorrow there is something I don't bring because I don't know what to bring

Bian told me from A to Z, what should I bring tomorrow, from the big stuff, to the small ones. It is worth carrying a backpack is very large, it turns out that there are also many items that must be carried.

Finished enjoying the refreshing ice teller, Bian and I came out of the restaurant, I met Utari, she also deliberately came to the same shop that I had been with Bian, to buy climbing gear just like me.

But as before, Utari did not go with Yoga, but rather with one of her female friends. Maybe a co-worker at the hospital, because they still wear pantofel shoes, like from work.

" Are you here also out shopping for the climb tomorrow?, wah... know as soon as yesterday we made a deal, so you can go out together", Utari seemed to stare at some of the grocery bags that Bian brought.

" Yes, because the Kingdom is the first time you want to go up the mountain, so there is a lot to be prepared. It's all Raya's groceries, not mine, if I have everything for tomorrow's show".

" Oh yes Bi... Steve said, like tomorrow gathering at your house, not so meet at the airport, because we go to the airport to leave together by car. Not to take the train. He said to be able to enjoy the trip if you leave together".

Bian seemed to frown, "Why did I just find out, or Steve told me, but I don't know?", Bian took his phone. " Oh yeah, he's been texting in the group. I who had forgotten not to check HP" said Bian while grinning.

" If you gather at my house, it means I have to pick up Raya early again, it is impossible for you to leave alone from her home" said Bian.

" No papa the heck I'm from my own house, let papa who anter me to your house, let you not go back and forth, later even tired first before leaving" I said with a smile.

" Wah... sepulak nih Raya. do not know that the guy who likes to climb the mountain is physically not in doubt, let alone anter pick up your house close, not to mention, the mountain is high on the hill".

Utari suddenly approached and whispered in my ear. " So I want to tell you Ra.. before getting married to a guy who likes to go up the mountain, we as girls have to prepare strong stamina, so as to be able to balance their strength", utari whispered, near my ear, but I laughed at her words that were so full.

" Then we go back first Ri, we have been together in the mall for a long time, tired and wanting to rest" I said, because I am not the type of woman who likes to walk and shop. That's why I said tired, even if only entering one store and one restaurant. Or maybe I feel tired because I just saw the receipt of groceries, the amount of which is fantastic.

It made me feel weak and tired. I so think, how are they the girls who like to walk in the mall and almost all stores visited, and shopping for various items, must have come home from the mall tired.

Me and Bian came out of the mall, we parted with Utari who came with her friend. But instead of going home, Bian took me home from the mall.

" Rest in my house alone, Ra. who is cool and relaxed, in your house there is your mama, not good if you want to be spoiled with you, hehehehe", Bian chuckled.

" It's up to you, take me where, if now go back to your house, mending this groceries put in your house, let me not go back and forth. Tomorrow I just bring the poor to your house" I said.

Bian nodded in agreement, "that's if you think it's more efficient. So tomorrow you'll just take the other equipment to my house".

We got to Bian's house, and dropped off a lot of my groceries. After I finished putting on the middle room table, I sat down on the long sofa and leaned my head on the back of the sofa.

Bian fell asleep on the same couch, and used my feet as his head pad.

" A new month can explore and climb your twin mountain Ra....".

Bian's speech made me who was sleepy and almost closed my eyes actually immediately lost his drowsiness, changed into tense and misbehavior.

My heart was beating so fast as Bian continued to stare at my face from the position of himself lying on my thigh. Slowly Bian pulled the nape of my neck and kissed my lips gently.

Slowly but very much enjoyed, and it got deeper and Bian began to pierce his tongue. I remember my first kiss, similar to today, slow but deep and demanding.

Why do I remember my kiss with another man while I was doing the same thing with my future husband. My brain must be out of order.

I tried to refocus on what I was doing with Bian, trying to enjoy the incredible sensation coupled with the strange gleniness that spread throughout my body. Could Bian feel the same way?.

I withdrew and tried to take as many breaths as I could, because my breath was running out because Bian did not let go of his pagutan.

" May I just look at the twin mountains that are a month away from being mine?, I can climb them too" asked Bian, grinning at the horse.

I could see Bian who was already burning desire to continue his action. Since I also felt the same way, my body felt trembling with just that kiss.

" No way, I don't think you'll be able to stop if I give you permission to look at him right now, let alone climb him. I'm afraid I can't stop your exploration. And we're gonna make a mistake".

" Let's hold on for a little while, just one month, we can do it. You can hug and kiss, but not for the others. We're just alone in this house, I'm afraid the number three came and made us forget ourselves, sorry Bi...".

I could see Bian was disappointed, but then Bian changed his position, got up and sat down next to me, we faced each other, and he kissed me again, only now rougher than before. Maybe he was a little angry because I didn't follow his wish.

Bian also hugged me very tightly, "Said hugged and kissed okay, yes I did what was allowed" said Bian on the sidelines of his pagutan against me.

I just smiled amusedly at his protest behavior which actually hugged me very tightly while continuing to kiss me.