Healing
2. Positively

Twice we did it without getting caught, making us do it again for the third time. Yoga is getting better at finding time to come to my house. Until the fourth forbidden relationship Yoga even invited me to skip school.

Yoga picked me up at my school, when it was my first break, I lied to my teacher, if I had a stomachache and permission to go home. I told my teacher that there was already a brother picking me up outside.

The teacher immediately believed for my reasons, because all this time I was among the students who diligently went to school, and rarely permission or truant. I also went home with yoga. The motor satria he carried made me have to stick like a backpack on his back. There was no distance between the two of us.

I immediately went home, of course not going anywhere, because my own house was the safest place for the two of us to date until we had an affair ****.

My father is still in the process, and my mother is still in the factory. It's only been 10, so long until my mom and dad come home. Maybe if we without further ado and immediately start watching a hot video and practicing it, we can both repeat it several times until Juna comes home from school.

Not to mention the added time when Juna went to teach. During a day together maybe we can both do the unification up to 5 times.

And it really happened, in our 4th meeting, we did it several times, until the area around my mis V was painful and painful. But I still follow Yoga to repeat the wonderful pleasure we can feel every time we unite.

I was happy when Yoga smiled happily and kissed my forehead while saying I love you after we made love. And that good time lasted not long.

Yoga still often came to the house, but because my papa was empty of passengers, papa rarely went out, and accompanied us at home until the afternoon.

Nothing we both do if my papa is at home, Yoga also acts like a teenager in general who is looking for face in front of my papa. Discussing about pet chicken, about balls, and so on, Yoga does look connected when chatting with papa. It didn't feel like we were dating for nearly 4 months.

Gradually I felt strange on my body, I began to feel tired, sometimes dizzy, sometimes nauseous, but I could still endure it. I still go to school as usual. Attend ceremonies, exercise and follow all teaching and learning activities as usual.

But I just remembered, it turns out that I have not been to the moon for three months. I feel my body weight also goes up, as well as my appetite which can now be twice the usual portion.

It just so happened that back in school there were hours of biology lessons, about reproduction. And I started to get scared when I heard an explanation from Ms. Ina, my biology teacher for signs of pregnancy. Not because of anything, but I felt all the signs of pregnancy as explained by Ms. Ina in front of the class.

I started to feel worried and scared until I got pregnant. Because I realized, every time we had contact***, never once did we use safeguards, but would a teenager like me and Yoga be able to make a baby live on my stomach?, he said?, I was very small, I was only 14 years old, and so was Yoga, who was a teenager, just like.

But it turns out that my concerns are proven, I want to make sure everything is okay decided to buy a testpack at the pharmacy, I take Yoga with me, we ride the bike, we ride the bike, deliberately buy a testpack at a pharmacy far from home.

We stopped at the park not far from the pharmacy. Even at the Yoga park, I asked to go into the public toilet. Since we had not had intercourse for long enough, I knew Yoga would want us to do it again, like there was no capoknya.

But it's a public park, and anyone can suddenly catch us if we get out of the same toilet. What would others think if they knew that. We could have reported it to our parents.

That's why I refused, Yoga waited for me in front of the toilet, although we had previously done a french kiss in front of the toilet when it was safe.

I go in and pee in the toilet, I put it in a glass of used mineral water a little. And I dip a long bar like a match into it. I saw that there were two red lines, instantly I felt very scared and in shock.

And I came out of the public toilet with my pias face, I pulled Yoga's hand in search of a quiet and safe place. I showed you the results of the check.

" I'm positive", I whispered those words near Yoga's ear, and I could see clearly what Yoga's expression was like today. He's paler than I am.

But Yoga tried to act as if he was calm and looked at me with a look of confidence.

" You take it easy, Ra. I will never leave you alone, I must be responsible for what I do. I'll tell my mother first, you're patient. Once my mother finds out, we can find a solution together".

One month....

Yoga does not come home. I'm still patiently waiting, because I know, surely he's also confused how to convey to his parents. His mother may be brave, but his father is a soldier, maybe Yoga can be beaten by his father if he knows what his son has done.

Even though we didn't come home, we were still in touch through phone and video calls. My mom and dad often ask me why Yoga doesn't work at home. They think I broke up. But I said if we were still dating, it's just that Yoga was busy and took a lot of private lessons. And my parents just believed in the reasons I made up.

Until one day Yoga finally came, he invited me to meet his mother. At first I refused, because I was afraid and also embarrassed to meet his mother Yoga was already pregnant. But Yoga assured me that mother will not be angry, because Yoga is the only boy.

I finally agreed to come to the Yoga house, just 15 minutes away on the bike, we reached the big house that stood on the side of the main street of the city. Spacious courtyard with beautifully manicured garden. The first impression to enter the house is of course the one who has is a rich man.

Yoga holding my hand invited me into the mansion. I was invited to enter the house. I saw her mother Yoga who was waiting for us both.

I said my greetings, and kissed her hand, it turned out that Midwife Herni, her mother Yoga welcomed me and received my greetings. Not as scary as I imagined before. He is very good and loves Yoga.

Ms. Herni invited me into a large room, to speak with four eyes, and told Yoga to buy me ice-strokes in front of the sub-district office not too far from their home.

There was no suspicion whatsoever, Yoga went to obey his mother's orders, and I went into the room with Ms. Herni.

Because she was a midwife, she told me to lay down on my bed and check my own stomach. I was uncomfortable with his treatment, but I could only obey his wishes.

" When was the last month?", that was the first question he asked.

I mentioned the date of the last time I came by the moon. And I saw him counting with his fingers.

" It's been 11 weeks, it can still be thrown away" he murmured.

I could clearly hear what he just said, 'still get thrown away'. What did that sentence mean?, I started to feel worried. Is he going to tell me to abort my womb?, but the fetus in my stomach is his biological grandson. I started to feel scared and worried.

" Did your mother know you were pregnant?".

I shook my head to answer Ms. Herni's question.

" Do you really love yoga?".

I nodded quickly at the next question.

" If you love her, please drink this, it won't hurt you, it will only remove the fetus that is in your stomach, mother won't forbid you from dating, and mother will definitely bless your relationship, although I don't know where you come from, but it seems Yoga already loves you very much, it's just that for now, Yoga can't be a father to the baby in your stomach, he's still a child, he's a child, he is still a teenager and he still has to go to school. You two are only in 9th grade, you will have to continue to High School and also college, the journey you two are still very long to achieve your goals".

" If the presence of the baby is known to others, the consequences will be very bad, and ruin the future of Yoga, as well as your future. You don't want that to happen, do you?. Therefore, drink this, it's an expensive pill, which I'm hard-earned to get, if you drink this, I promise I'll bless you both".

Our conversation just got there, because after that I went home, of course, Yoga, with 4 cups of ice teller, for me and for my family, also the two pills that Bu Herni gave me.