Healing
4. Caught

Ms. Herni looked in shock, and went back to counting her fingers. " It's been 16 weeks, it means the fetus in my stomach has started to move, and it's getting stronger. You'll give me a stronger pill, but you'll have to take it right away tonight, before you go to sleep, otherwise, maybe the baby in your stomach can't be knocked out".

I could see the look of worry on Ms. Herni's face. I myself also did not know that it turned out that the fetus was still in my stomach. Is his medicine not working for me?.

I came home with in between by Yoga, when it was exactly 3 o'clock I got home. My house is quiet, empty, everyone is doing their usual routine. Yoga, who had long wanted to re-establish a relationship*** with me, again seduced me into doing so.

Ever since I got pregnant, we never did it again.

" We do it again, Ra. tonight you take a pill from my mother, which means that what we do this time will be safe. You don't have to worry. Next time I'll definitely wear safety when we both do".

Yoga kept seducing me and led me back into my room. Performing gentle touches all over my body, made me again unable to resist his wishes.

Honestly I enjoy it, I love the way Yoga treats me and takes me as if flying into the air. We do it again, I count this the fifth time we do it. It's still the same in my room. This time I really enjoyed our bed. It's like I'm the master of yoga.

Yoga knows very well if I want it too, because it is carried away by the atmosphere and the melenakan touch that Yoga does, we do it again, even this time I am on top. The me who was originally timid now became very excited.

The sound******* that escaped our mouth made the struggle we did become more passionate.

Yoga smiled broadly at my attitude which became very aggressive. He hugged me so tightly after we both reached the peak of enjoyment.

At that time I immediately took a shower, as well as Yoga who took a bath in my bathroom. We try to remove traces of the scent after making love from our bodies.

Yoga parted from my house at 4pm when Juna came home from TPQ, and Papa came home from pulling a motorcycle taxi. Everything's still fine.

Until nightfall, before going to bed I took three pills given by Ms. Herni last day. I also took a bottle of water from the kitchen and brought it into my room. My bedroom door was shut so I wouldn't get caught. But it seems like my gelagat has been suspected by my mother since.

Mama suddenly went into the room and saw me holding a bottle and was about to take three pills given by Ms. Herni.

" What is Ra...., are you sick?, why take medicine?".

Mama immediately approached me, I who was panicking of course immediately grasped the three pills I was about to drink tightly.

I looked at my suspicious mother, asked me to open my hand, and showed her the medicine I was about to take.

Mama seemed to frown because she did not know what medicine I was going to take. It's just that when you saw the small bottle of the pill container, your eyes immediately glared, and snatched the three pills that Bu Herni gave from my hands. Also carry a small bottle of the pill.

There was no comment, suddenly my mother just left the house, carrying her matic motorbike.

When I got home, I found out that my mom went to the village midwife's house and asked about the pill. Mama was very shocked when she heard the explanation from the village midwife, if the pill I was about to take was a pill. The pill was not sold in just any place, only a certain person could buy the pill, and the price of the pill was 750,000.

I saw the anger in my eyes, as if there was a fire burning in his eyes, until I dared not look into them again.

" Are you pregnant Ra...?, please answer my mother's question!", the sound of mama's emphasis and quite loud make papa who was watching the ball in the middle room come into my room.

" Why Ma?, as his son spoke slowly, do not shout so".

Papa's still standing up for me, because you don't know what's going on.

I shook my head, again I lied, and did not admit that I was pregnant.

Mama suddenly pulled my rough hand and told me to get on her motorbike. Mama took me to the house of the village midwife she had been to.

" Please check the situation of Raya Bu Midwife" said Mama while pushing me forward.

The middle-aged Midwife nodded and told me to lay down on the bed.

" It's this big as her fetus. Maybe he was about 15 or 16 weeks old, if there was movement it would have been 16 weeks" said Bu Ara, a village midwife who examined me.

" 16 weeks?!", asked my mom with emphasis.

Ma'am Ara nodded back. " Call to remember when the last Kingdom came the month, maybe about four months ago" said Bu Ara.

I looked down and dared not look at my mother.

" Laughter Kingdom, if Bu Ara can know, who gave this pill the same Kingdom?, because this pill is not allowed to be purchased by ordinary people. Only certain people are allowed to buy these pills. The price of this pill was 750,000, so Bu Ara sure wasn't the Kingdom who bought this".

I still kept my head down, and looked down even further, not daring to look at the mother or midwife who was standing in front of me.

" What does Yoga do?, answered Ra...!".

I did not dare to answer, I grew more and more afraid of my mother's anger.

" Who's Yoga Mrs Vienna?", the Midwife tried to ask.

" Her boyfriend Raya is called Yoga, he's the son of Bu Midwife Herni", Mama replied still with a trembling voice holding back anger.

I said to Ms. Ara, she looked very shocked. Because I know, as a fellow midwife, Bu Ara knows her mother Yoga.

" So Yoga your girlfriend?, I came to her house anyway, fitting she circumcised about 4 years ago, O God, today's children sometimes make us so have to be more careful".

" It's only fitting that you can get this pill, so Ms Herni gave it to you?, Ms Herni already knew that you were pregnant by her son?".

I lowered my head as Ms. Ara asked again, as if she knew everything. " Please don't tell anyone, I'm the guilty one, don't let anyone know" I said in a trembling voice.

" Maya Allah Raya. Mama has failed to educate you, mama has failed to be a good mother".

I saw my mother crying hysterically and slumped on the floor. Ma'am Ara tried to calm him down.

" Let me take that pill, Midwife, I don't want to embarrass my mother, papa, and the Yoga family", I cried, pleading at my mother's feet that were drooping on the floor.

" No way, however the baby in your womb is already alive Ra.. The great sin obliterates the life of an innocent baby!".

" Moreover, the dose of pills given by Bu Herni is quite high, in addition to being able to abort the fetus in your womb, it may also have other effects on your body. I'm afraid you can do why".

Ms. Ara's words were right, since a few days ago the baby in my stomach had started to move, although it was still slow, but I could feel its movements. And about the side effects after taking the pill, I did not know about it, but if Bu Ara said the pill could make me wonder. I was also afraid to drink it.

" Then we have to how is Ms Ara?", my mama looks to ask Bu Ara for a solution.

" Just continue this pregnancy, let it be until this baby is born, if you can Kingdom do not leave the house until this baby is born. Mrs Vienna and Mr. Tono could try to come and hold her accountable to Ms. Herni's house. He is also a midwife, he should know more about the dangers of consuming the pill, because the side effects can affect Raya" said Bu Ara.

Finally the incident that night became a secret between Midwife Ara and my family.

Vienna also told everything to her husband, Tono seemed very hit by hearing that if her daughter was impregnated by the boyfriend, hope for a bright future immediately turned grim. Tono felt that he failed to be a good father, and felt that he failed because he could not keep his only daughter.

" We're going there now Ma!".

Tono seems very emotional and invites his wife to come to the house of Yoga. But it was night time, the wall clock showed at 10 p.m., it was inappropriate for someone to visit this night.

Mama Vienna also held Papa to be patient and went to the Yoga house the next day.

Early in the morning Tono was ready to come to the house of Yoga, but Vienna had to go to work, so Vienna asked to come to the house of Yoga in the evening.

***

After Maghrib, Mama and Papa go to Yoga House. Of course to discuss my pregnancy. I'm going with my mom and dad.

We met with both Yoga parents, it turns out that Yoga father, Pak Priyo did not know about this issue. I saw him very angry and immediately slapped Yoga's cheeks so hard that fresh blood flowed on his torn lips.

The scene I had been worried about had finally happened before my own eyes. I saw Ms. Herni hugging Yoga while crying and asking for forgiveness from her husband.

All the residents of the house were very shocked to see the anger of the host. What else when my mother returned the pill that Bu Herni gave me. I saw Mr. Prio staring intently at his wife.

" It's all because you're spoiling your son too much, he doesn't know himself, can't keep the family honor, until the girls' hamili, make him ashamed!".

Priyo continued to scream at his wife. Mama and Papaku were still silent, until Priyo felt calm and sat haughty in front of us.