Healing
33. Wait around
The clock has shown the number 8, but the rain is still falling, I who felt that I had been at home too long Bian asked Bian to say goodbye because he was afraid that he would be angry with mom and dad if he came home too late.
" What if you go home with me?, is not the direction of the mansion in the direction of my house Bi?, yesterday you sent the address of the Kingdom seems to be late if you want to go to my house".
Bian nodded confirming that my house was late if I wanted to go to the Yoga house.
Basic Yoga is like a professional actor, from his sentence as if he has never come to my house, whereas in the past almost every day he came to the house.
" No need, I go home with Bian alone, not good even so ngrepotin", replied I who refused the invitation Yoga.
Why would he take me home together, not want me to be in the car again with Yoga, quite once, and that too because it was forced by him last afternoon.
" No need to bother Ra, Bian is my best friend, I consider him a brother, and his future wife is no one else to me".
" Just like Bian was being nice to Utari every time they met, so was I who wanted to be nice to you, no need to hesitate, right Bi?", tanya Yoga was still trying to persuade Bian to agree to her request to drive me.
" Yes it is true, but it is true said Raya, let me take her home. I'm happy with his parents to bring Raya here, so it's not good to go home alone, I'm not anterin".
I immediately smiled broadly at Bian's reason, a very gentlemanly reason and so sweet. Yoga can no longer, and just nods to justify Bian's reasoning.
" You're here first Steve, let me anter Raya go home, not far away, most back and forth ten minutes only".
But Yoga shook her head, saying she was going home too because there was other business to be done.
Bian couldn't force it, and the three of us got out of Bian's house, and Bian got into the garage to get his car out of the garage.
Yoga deliberately stood beside me who was standing on the terrace of Bian's house. " I came here on purpose because I saw the status of Bian who uploaded a photo of the two of you while holding a bowl of cloth, I just want you two to not do anything I don't like, because Bian lives alone in this house, and it looks like you haven't done anything because your hair is still dry after taking a shower. Good thing, I don't want your body that I've plastered by another man".
" So long as I don't want you to be with another man, because you're only mine, remember, you're only mine, and I'll find a way to have you all over again".
The words Yoga spoke while whispering right beside me made me hate him even more. But unfortunately I have not been able to answer his words, Bian has come out of the garage again.
" Ra, it turns out that the car tires are leaking, if you ride the bike how, you don't papa we rained?".
It turns out that Bian was so long in the garage because the front tire of the car on the left leaked, because too often use the motor when leaving and returning from the restaurant, Bian so rarely check the condition of his car
I immediately nodded saying it was okay, because it was no problem to wet the important thing with Bian. I was so sick of seeing the face of Yoga who kept saying things as she wished, without thinking first. Maybe his brain is already short.
What was he saying?, I was just his?, since when did I agree to be his?, you loser, how dare he bully me, but in front of Bian his style is pretentious.
" Or just like this Bi.., Raya was in my car until her house, you brought a motorbike in front of us, so Raya was not too wet to get to her house?, he said?, you can also run and meet Raya's parents".
Again Yoga was crunching as me and Bian were talking.
" Well, how about Ra, if you get in Steve's car, up the alley to your house, and I take my bike there, because my car tire is leaking, because my car tire is leaking, if you come to the bike later you follow wet".
I'm getting close to Bian, please,
" No papa Bi, I'm just bonceng you, wet also papa, will later be able to change clothes at home". I still still chuckle and refuse to car with Yoga.
" Yes already then, we go back now on my bike, we go first, Steve, see you again".
I know Yoga seems disappointed that it didn't work to get me to go home with him, I thought. Who told him to come to Bian's house.
Most of his words were very condescending and hurt my heart, he thought I would have an illicit relationship with Bian like I used to when I was with him. Does she think I'm a cheap woman who commits such a great sin with all men. Only when I was with him did I commit that great sin, but it was as if he was accusing me of doing it with Bian as well. You shitty guy.
Yoga kept staring at me and Bian, I could see from Bian's rearview bike, he seemed to hold back the frustration of not being able to take me home with him.
It was only 5 minutes drive and I got home. When Bian met my mom and dad I went into the room to change clothes.
" I'm sorry Bian, ma, pa, if the overnight Raynya, the rain is getting heavier and faster, and last time you want to bring the car turned out the car tire was leaking, long time not checked because it is rarely used".
Papa looked at the wall clock, "It's not really night yet, only 8 o'clock more, no papa, you guys are engaged, so papa is not too worried if Raya goes with you, the important thing is that you two can keep the trust of your father and mother, as well as your parents Bi".
Bian nodded as Papa spoke.
" Oh yes Pa, Bian was chatting with you right at Bian's house, because we both are both adults, and very old, can Bian ask permission to speed up our wedding date?, Bian thought there was nothing to wait for, and wouldn't sooner be better Pa?".
I came out of the room in long pajamas, because it was raining tonight, it felt like my body was cold because it had just rained. I heard Bian was delivering about our plan to speed up our wedding date. I looked at the expression of papa who seemed to frown.
" You didn't end up doing something that was forbidden, did you?".
Bian and I shook their heads together.
" Pa, Bian said it wasn't because we were doing anything, it was because we wanted to avoid things that weren't allowed. Can you, we get married as soon as possible?, do not need a fancy party, the most important of a wedding is not the marriage contract Pa?. We can meet at the KUA office for free".
I tried to help Bian to explain to papa, the mama sitting next to papa also looks confused, I think they have not agreed because the two of them currently really do not have the slightest savings, he said, because for yesterday's engagement, all the food and snacks I was shopping alone.
Mama is not working now, papa ngojek is also now quiet because many people have credited their own motorbike. Most ngojek results for daily meals, it's worth it if mama and papa are confused when Bian and I say want to speed up the wedding date.
" The Kingdom has five million savings to take care of the wedding needs Ma, Pa, let tomorrow take from the ATM. Isn't it good to postpone the marriage, we both are both quite old" I reassured papa and mama.
Mom and Dad looked at each other.
" Mama is up to you, but if you can wait another month or two, because your sister will only be able to go home next month when the training period is over, and officially become a contract employee".
" It must be that Juna also wants to watch her only sister get married".
I nodded, "well then, in about a month or two, no papa right Bi ?".
Bian nodded, " Actually Bian just wanted to convey to father and mother after coming home from here, because Bian waited for papa and mama's decision first about how many months Mama and Papa gave Bian to wait".
Papa nodded, though,
" The important thing is that you both have to be patient, for a while, wait for two months is not long, son Bian can often play here, can also invite Raya to go, the important thing is to keep from crossing the boundary".
Papa always worried about the same thing, but also could not marry us as soon as possible. I think my life is very funny. My family is really capital.
Two months is not long, but we meet every day, hopefully we can both continue in a state of consciousness, sometimes I am also afraid if just alone and do to the khilafan. We love each other, it's not strange that we do anything further than hold hands.
My only hope is one, there is no new problem in the future, especially if you remember Yoga that always scared me and said that I belong to him, it seems his words are serious. Should I tell Bian the truth?, but I'm worried about ruining their friendship.