Healing
127. Reminiscences

After experiencing all the difficulties in life, it can now be said that I am like a very lucky woman, my life has changed 180° from before.

Who was I in the past, just an ordinary woman, a taxi boy who was just a junior high school graduate, and worked as a waitress in a restaurant.

Not to mention that looking at my dark past, the person who knows my story looks at me with just one eye. No neighbor would allow his daughter to hang out with me, for fear that their daughter would become the woman who humiliated her family like me.

But look now, I live in a house so big as a palace, my husband treats me like a queen who can't do housework. Monthly money always goes into my personal account with the amount getting bigger and bigger.

Even though the money for shopping for daily necessities and the payment of various bills has been directly given to ART, I never even know how many hundreds of thousands for a month a house of this size pays for water, electricity, and electricity bills, and gas. All this time I didn't know about it. But obviously it will be very much, because of its use is also a lot.

Want to shop just leave, ask the driver to deliver and can choose groceries at will. Want to shop anything not worry about not being able to pay.

Even more amazing, if you are bored with the jewelry used can be directly tuker with the latest model, because who has a jewelry store in the area here is my husband, even already has several branches, even has several branches, just choose which one.

If asked, have I ever imagined a good life like this?. The answer is of course never once, during my life I did not dare to imagine things about living happily, let alone having a treasure. I was afraid that it would only make me feel disappointed if it didn't come true.

Better as it is now, never imagined but achieved a happy life with my little family.

All the sadness, hard life and all the shortcomings, may only remain memories. Don't feel life like it used to.

Day after day passed so quickly, my daughter Syifa is 3 years old, and my son Shaka is 3 days old. Shaka is now a 11th grade high school boy who is very similar to his father, handsome, smart, and also achievers.

I am very grateful to have attended several invitations from Shaka school as an accomplished parent. Even Yoga is now the chairman of the committee at the High School where Shaka goes to school.

My daughter's son is growing up well, of course under my direct supervision, I don't use the services of a baby sitter because every day mama still comes to my house to help take care of Syifa every day.

" Tomorrow Om Juna said he could go home, so we will heal together, all for the first time invite Syifa for recreation outside the house a little far away".

Yoga is so eager to plan a family picnic which is also a celebration of Shaka's 17th birthday. Yoga is eager to take us on vacation to a comfortable and nice place.

" Actually at first I planned to go to the zoo, your sister will definitely be happy and comfortable there, because the place is cool many trees, because the place is cool, and also many animals are also a vehicle to learn to know nature. But unfortunately your mother did not agree to go to the zoo she said crowded if the weekend, maybe Syifa is not comfortable if many other visitors, so I look for other destinations" Yoga told Shaka.

" And I remember your late grandmother's house on top, I haven't been there for a long time since your grandmother died, maybe almost 4 years I haven't been there".

" Do you agree that we go to Fila Grandma who is at the top?", asked Yoga to Shaka.

Shaka nodded quickly. Indeed, I advise Yoga to ask Shaka's opinion first before making a decision where to go for recreational purposes. However, the most comfortable place we go is the one that suits our hearts.

As beautiful as any place, but if it is not a place that we want to go, it will still feel uncomfortable. And again little Syifa will definitely love the air at the cool peak, not to mention in Fila not everyone can enter, but not everyone can enter, that means there won't be many people who make Syifa feel uncomfortable.

My little daughter Syifa grew up to be a very beautiful little girl, her face looks like a Korean because of her narrow eyes like mine. Her hair is a bit curly and now I often tie it because it is along the shoulder.

Juna has been coming home since Syifa was born, almost every month Juna went home just to see and play with his nephew. Each return Juna will bring new clothes and new toys for Syifa. Maybe in return, because I used to finance Juna until he graduated SMK, and now when he has got a job Juna does not hesitate to give gifts every homecoming for the little one.

And homecoming this time Juna even brought souvenirs also for Shaka.

" We will always scramble every time Kak Raya comes home with a martabak box".

Juna took out a martabak that was still warm, maybe he bought it while on the road earlier. Juna was new to the house right when Adzan Isa reverberated.

" Are you now bosen eating martabak ya Ka?, definitely stay cool in the online application if you want, no need to tired out and do not need to queue at the seller's place".

Shaka immediately approached and picked up a tissue to pluck the martabak with a filling of cheese, nuts and chocolate that Juna carried.

" Who said Shaka bosen, want to be up anytime will not bosen eat martabak . Moreover, it is free, the taste is guaranteed to be better" joked Shaka.

" Shaka is not bored eating martabak, so do not be discouraged Jun, do not worry if the martabak you brought is not eaten, it must be immediately exhausted with Shaka. Did you come straight here Jun?", asked Juna who also followed Shaka to pluck the hot martabak.

" Yes, sister, come straight here, not to the house of mama first, already miss the Syifa, eh even the Syifa is bobo" replied Juna in a disappointed tone.

" Yes, it wasn't noon this afternoon, so the night was early. We should now have dinner together, before Shaka is full because he cannot stop before it runs out, if he has eaten martabak", I said invite everyone to dinner together.

After dinner, Juna did not go straight home to mom, instead he invited me to talk to each other in the park beside the house.

" What are you talking about?", I asked while sitting in a long chair lined with Juna.

" I'm 22 years old now, and.... "

" And you already have a boyfriend?, continue to want marriage?, I see?", guess I cut Juna's sentence with a whimper.

But Juna shook his head, "It's not so big brother, this Big Brother, you know, you know first".

I smiled at the horse for teasing Juna on purpose, I knew that Juna had not had a boyfriend, and had never dated. I don't know what the reason is, but I don't know if she's ever dated.

Even when Mala, the girl who works for me, Juna's friend who clearly has given a signal if he likes Juna, until now they remain just friends. Juna never told anyone his feelings. And all this time he also kept very good his feelings.

Juna continued his sentence, "And. my savings are enough for my business opening capital, I want to start my own business, like Bang Rasid, I want to open a workshop here, I want to open a workshop here, so that every day can go home and meet with mama, papa, and other families, especially can meet Syifa every day, it feels very awkward if only once a month can see and play with her Syifa".

I understand what Juna meant, he as uncle Syifa was really attentive and also felt the same worries that I and Yoga felt.

" So you want to open a workshop..., motorbike or car?", ask Juna.

" The motorcycle workshop used to be brother, if the car repair shop, has not dared to, need a large capital because, spare parts are expensive".

" Want a capital loan brother?, so you can open a motorcycle and car repair shop at once in one place. Brother will also promote our workshop with brother's acquaintances, how?. Many of Shaka's parents have cars, so you can promote your workshop to them" I encourage Juna.

I'm glad Juna thinks far ahead, not continuing in the comfort zone to work in the factory to be an employee. He thought about how to be close to his family. It embodied an attitude of care and affection for the family in my opinion.

Although Juna's position has now become a quality control, just check the work of his other friends. But I'd rather Juna start learning to open his own business, so it doesn't go on being a man. Because no matter how small you try, you're the boss.