Healing
120. Young Mango

Arriving home, I immediately walked to the kitchen, took a plate and also a bowl for the chili container.

" Okaya Non Raya, say to the kitchen, just call aunt, later if you know non to the kitchen aunt can be scolded", Bi Tuti came straight towards me when he saw me grab a plate from inside the closet.

" Will not be scolded bi, this is just take the plate and bowl, do bi Tuti want to eat food?, see Bi, Yoga buy it a lot, so much, it will not be finished if you eat alone".

Bi Tuti saw me take out a young mango from the container, his face immediately wrinkled, a sour expression, as if imagining a very sour young mango taste.

" This is sweet Bi, try it, not asem not yet", I said as I thrust a plate containing young mango on bi Tuti. Mang so said by the seller, if the young mango is not wry.

" Eat it later Ra... You have not had lunch, we have lunch first, then you can eat the young mango".

Yoga had changed into casual clothes and followed me to the kitchen. Very quickly she changed clothes, but only a few minutes I entered the kitchen, Yoga was nongol with a different appearance than before.

" Bi Tati please prepare our lunch, don't let Raya eat young mango before she eats rice first, I don't want her to have a stomachache".

Bi Tati immediately nodded obediently, Bi Tuti and Bi Tati prepared lunch for the both of us, no one dared to refute the commands of Yoga, somehow all ART was very obedient to Yoga .

I who already really want to eat young mangoes have to be a little patient to enjoy it. I hope the baby in my stomach doesn't drool later.

When all the lunches were served at the dinner table, I immediately ate the dishes quickly, so that I could finish eating and immediately eat the young mango I wanted. Of course I ate after taking rice and side dishes for Yoga.

" Slowly, you eat rich people chased deadline only. Must be finished quickly".

Yoga commented on my way of eating like a hungry person, but I didn't care. My goal is to quickly finish my lunch.

I finished eating rice and took a plate containing young mango that I had prepared, I began to enjoy the fresh young mango with spicy sauce, really as dream.

" Is it as good as the mango?, I became curious" said Yoga while taking the mango which was then dyed into the sauce.

Yoga immediately rounded his eyes, either because he was spiciness, or because of the delicious.

And a funny incident happened, Yoga that forbid me to eat young mango a lot, instead he himself ate more young mangoes than me. Indeed this young mango does not wry at all, it tastes sweet and fresh, the seller of rujak does not lie to us, young mango is indeed sweet.

After eating young mangoes together, Yoga took me to the room, to pray for congregation and take a nap.

But on the bed I was still sitting around playing games on my phone. Indeed, since living in this house, I downloaded many games on my phone, because it is not allowed to do any work, I so spend my time playing games.

At first I spent time surfing in cyberspace, but over time I felt bored, because the same information appears every day.

" Why not sleep?, what is the satiety?", asked Yoga who had already laid himself in bed.

I nodded, it felt great when I ate straight to bed, after all my stomach was getting bigger, his sleep had started to feel uncomfortable" I said.

The yoga that had collapsed finally followed me sitting side by side. He stroked my stomach which started to bulge because my gestational age was entering the 16th week. Tomorrow is the day of the four-monthly show for my pregnancy.

" Thank you, already willing to be the mother of my son again, I am very grateful that you finally want to accept me, even though you have to be forced first at the beginning. At least now you love me again, don't you?".

Yoga looked at me while stroking my stomach with his right hand.

" Even though you destroyed my life, you are responsible for fixing it. You're the biggest prankster in the process of changing my life so far".

" Like a roller coaster, it was you who dropped my life to the ground, and now you are also the one who raised my life above. Like you hurt, you heal".

" If I had been as empowered as I am now, I would have made sure you would never have felt the pain of Ra, unfortunately I was a child and had no power. I'm sorry Ra", Yoga hugged me from the side and leaned her head on my arm.

I could only nod at her heartfelt apology.

" No, if I may know, I was going to attend a student meeting at Shaka's school. I could see the girls there were so beautiful and elegant. Surely from the past we Junior High has also been like that, right... but why are you even interested in me?".

I finally asked the question I had kept in my mind.

" Since you look like a helper fairy, your beautiful face, with white skin and narrow eyes, I instantly fell in love with you the moment I saw you first".

The answer to Yoga did not satisfy my curiosity.

" If we hadn't been in a forbidden relationship in the past, could it be that you would still be looking for me and want me to be your wife like you are now?".

Yoga shook his head, "I won't look for you and force you to marry me, because surely you will be the one to look for me and become one of the women who admire me like most women out there", yoga said with so much confidence, I even shook my head.

Had not done anything wrong, maybe there was nothing effective in our relationship first, as naturally Junior High School children who are dating. But because of that mistake, Yoga so could not love another woman, she who is basically responsible, will continue to try to make me his wife, because she knows, she is the one who first touched me. And I was pregnant with her son.

This afternoon we chat for quite a long time, and reveal the contents of each heart that we have been saving ourselves. I no longer blame Yoga completely if he left me, he did it because he had to.

She had to fight and try to be a successful person so that she could oppose her parents and marry me like she did now.

The plan for the nap was finally canceled because we talked until the afternoon in the room.

After Maghrib mama and papa come to the house to stay here and tell bi Tuti and Bi Tati what to buy tomorrow for the celebration.

I am happy because everyone looks very enthusiastic about taking care of the four-monthly rescue event tomorrow, including Shaka and Papa who helped Pak Surya and Pak Roso make ketupat skin woven using coconut leaves.

If only Shaka knew how it used to be when he was four months in my stomach, I would just go out the house just as mommy shouldn't because my stomach started to bulge. Shaka never once got a prayer from a celebration like this, only me and my family who pray for the safety of Shaka every time we pray.

But I'm lucky because Shaka was born perfectly, nothing less, but I've taken the pill, but thankfully it has no effect at all on the fetus in my stomach. Shaka was a strong boy since he was still in my stomach.

Mama handed me the black paper bag, at first I was curious what my mother brought, but when I peeked at the contents I immediately kept it in my room.

Yes..mama brought my jewelry box, the jewelry that became mascawin at my wedding. All this time I never asked about this jewelry, nothing, I was just not comfortable wearing excessive jewelry. Moreover, the necklace that Yoga gave me was so bling-bling, because there were many gems in the necklace. If worn for everyday may seem excessive, it deserves to be worn to go to a party.

Moreover, I am now pregnant, said my obstetrician advised me not to wear excess gold jewelry.

Tonight the atmosphere of the house feels warmer because Shaka tells a lot of mama and papa about interesting things that happen at school. I feel that Shaka is closer to her grandparents than to me. But no papa, indeed since Shaka was a child was close to my mother and father.

Hopefully, tomorrow's celebration will run smoothly, this is the first time there will be an event in this house, because in the past when Yoga bought this house, did not invite neighbors to come, and this is the first time there will be an event in this house, but only distribute parcels for some houses nearby sajam. And Yoga has never hosted an event that brought in many guests. Because Yoga used to be like a single parent, although married, but I as his wife live far away.

In order to minimize unwanted things such as gossiping the neighbors, and so forth.