Healing
72. Coastal Area

My body squirmed as the touch of Yoga spread everywhere. I was made to be lulled by his hand play. Is it true that he only did it with me?, suddenly the question flashed through my mind.

" Who else have you been treating like this Ga?, has it really been just me?, or have you been doing it with another woman?", I don't know why it's a sentence that slides out of my mouth.

I could clearly see the end of Yoga's raised lips, she smiled at my question. Is there something wrong with the question I said?.

" It's just you Ra, there's never another. Even if you tell me to leave Utari this time, I will".

" But if you let me marry him and you ask me not to carry out my duties as a husband when I am married to Utari, that is, not to have a husband-wife relationship, I could have done it, I would never touch Utari, as long as you were willing to be with me again".

I who had been enjoying the touch of Yoga hands immediately realized when Yoga called the name Utari. The good girl, would be very disappointed if she knew what we were doing. I looked at my body that was no longer dressed. I don't know since when Yoga managed to remove one by one his clothes.

Immediately I push the body of Yoga which is currently very close to my body, even without any more restrictions, the skin of our bodies is attached to each other. Although I enjoyed the touch, although I wanted to feel again the same pleasure that I used to feel with Yoga, but I now realize, we are repeating the same mistake. My old life has been ruined, it must not be further destroyed by repeating the same mistake.

The yoga that had seemed happy because I no longer refused it, now turned like a lion that was woken up from his sleep. Her facial expression that had been so happy since had enjoyed every touch she had done to me. He who I know has wanted us to reunite so much, I even know and feel 'him' has changed, because I can feel a loud bulge down there. Yoga is very angry and emotional. His passion, which was already passionate, and wanted to be channeled immediately, failed and could not be channeled because I ended the hot scene that we were doing before we finished it.

No... This is not true, I am no longer a little girl Kingdom that is so easy to seduce, but somehow at this time I really want to do it. As there is an inner urge that makes me so desirous of union, and both achieve pleasure and release as a sign we both reach *******.

" Why are you rejecting me again Ra?, I know your body is receiving every touch I've done since then, why do you change your mind now?, I know you want it too right Ra?, I can feel that you're enjoying the touch I've been doing since".

Yoga again overstressed my stomach which is still plain. He is now not only touching my body, but his lips are tucking, licking and occasionally biting my chest, so that I feel pleasure and pain at the same time.

" Ga enough, we can't repeat the same mistake twice, let go of me Ga!, I don't want to disappoint more people again, if we used to do it only our parents are disappointed, but if we do it again, not only our families are disappointed, but Bian, Utari, and so on, they will be very disappointed and hurt. Stop Ga, you're hurting me".

I started to feel Yoga was out of control, she must have been unable to resist her pent-up desire, all this time she had been trying to hold back and tonight, she said, there was only me and Yoga in this room, a room with many paintings of myself.

Ouuuhhhhh....

A voice of pain escaped from my mouth. I, who could no longer bear the pain of the Yoga bite in some part of my chest, still continued to try to escape and push the Yoga head that was attached to my chest.

" I beg Ga, at least have mercy on me, I don't want to betray Bian, Bian is too good for me to hurt". I kept trying to get away from yoga. And I had to bite Yoga's shoulder so he could let me go.

It turned out that my efforts were successful, Yoga felt a lot of pain and a bit of retreat because of my bite wound that made his shoulder bleed. This opportunity gave me a chance to escape. I immediately picked up my clothes and underwear that were scattered on the bed, and I ran towards the exit still without clothes. Don't forget I took the key to the door that's still on the door.

I just came out of the room, and closed the door and held it from the outside, I locked the door from the outside, so that Yoga could not come after me.

After successfully locking Yoga in the room, I also put on my clothes quickly, fortunately there was no one else in this house, and it turned out that this house was very large. And now that I was on the 2nd floor, the room I had been in was on the 2nd floor, how could I not feel anything as Yoga carried me up, up each step of the stairs.

Or maybe Yoga deliberately gave sleeping pills or something like that in the food and drinks given to me earlier?. Conjecture for conjecture now popped into my mind. I don't know what Yoga really does, the most important thing now is that I have to get out of this house. And immediately find out where the location of this house, so that you can immediately go home.

After slightly tidying up my already slightly shabby clothes, I ran down the stairs towards the bottom.

" Why is Miss running around like that?", the voice of a middle-aged woman made me look at the origin of the voice.

" Whose mother?", asked me while occasionally staring up worried Yoga managed to open the door and out chasing me.

" I am ART in this house, also who occupies this house with my husband who works as a gardener, because Mr. Steve only comes home once a few days here, because he only comes home once a few days, he often goes home to his parents".

" So this lady is the woman in the painting, who looks at her face every time Mr. Steve comes to this house. He seems to love Miss so sincerely",.

The speech of ART at the Yoga house made my heart again melt, actually what Yoga wants, he really loves me, but instead his treatment often hurt me.

" If you can know which house is in which area, Mom?, I have to go home right now, is there a vehicle that can drive me now?", I asked expectantly.

ART at the Yoga house looked at me strangely. " Where is a vehicle at this time Non, this is in the suburbs, so if you want to go at this time you have to bring your own vehicle".

Suburbs?, where is this house built?.

I ran to the window and looked around the house, but only the garden that surrounded the house, there was also a wall that was high enough, so there was no visible situation out there.

" It's in the coastal area, Mr. Steve built a house near the beach, if Miss out, miss only need to walk about 5 minutes to reach the beach, because the front of the house is a road and the house is already sand and there are only coconut trees".

I didn't expect Yoga to take me to the coastal area. How could I not feel anything while in his car, I was more convinced, Yoga gave sleeping pills in the food given to me.

I heard Yoga banging on the door of the room, calling ART who works at his house.

" Loh, Master why Non?, why yell so", ART was running in a hurry, climbing the stairs to the room where Yoga shouted because it was locked in it.

Now I have a chance to get out of this house, but where am I going?, I feel like an egg on the edge. I have no choice, get out I don't know where, what else it's midnight. But staying here is not good for me either.

Yoga got out of the room and ran down the stairs towards me. I am still confused and have not managed to make a decision, between leaving, or staying, because both are equally at risk for me.

But I don't want Yoga to hurt me. I better get out there and find a way home by myself. I immediately turned around and walked to find where the exit of this house was.

" Stay there, Ra. I won't hurt you again, I promise. You stop and listen to me. You won't be able to find anyone out there in the middle of the night".

Yoga managed to grab my hand, as she ran faster compared to the pace I was looking for the door to exit.

I flicked my hand so I wouldn't touch me anymore. Although we had just wrestled on the bed, but I didn't want Yoga to touch me anymore.

" Okay, I'm not gonna make you feel like I'm holding you here, but I'm not lying, there's nobody out there at this hour. Because the distance of the house in this area is far apart".

" I'll drive you home early tomorrow, I promise Ra, and I won't hurt you again. I won't force you to accept me again but just stay in this house tonight". Yoga is serious about his words.

I, who had no choice, chose to stay, rather than leave this house in the middle of the night and could not return home because I was lost.