Healing
19. In Memory Of

" Let's drink the coffee, go cold" I said because since this time Bian kept looking at me without blinking, I was worried that Bian could not control himself and kiss me again like this afternoon. But maybe my mind was overboard, where dare Bian do that when both my parents were in the house.

" I'll drink, if it's not too hot. Ra... You know, since the time I got home, somehow my mind kept on going with you. I feel like I want to quickly justify you, so tomorrow I don't go to the restaurant. I'm going to my parents' house tonight, get the hell out of here".

" Maybe sooner I'll pass on my intentions to mom and dad, it'll be better. I can't wait to live under one roof with you".

I know very well what Bian feels, he is the same as me who is currently feeling overflowing, because the feelings that have been buried for a dozen years, finally brave in the expression, certainly make him very excited.

Sometimes I feel scared because Bian loves me so much, because something excessive is actually not good. What will happen if Bian finds out if Shaka's real father is someone he knows.

Why has this world become so narrow since I learned that Yoga and Bian know each other. Although Bian already knew about my true state, but could he accept if it turns out that the one who took my crown was his own friend?.

" So you will go straight to your parents' house after coming from here?, take a motorbike?", I asked while looking out of the house to the motorbike used by Bian.

The motor is the same as the Yoga motor, only different colors, belongs to Yoga was red, while the Bian motor is green. Is it possible that they are also in the same motorcycle club?, as close as the two of them are?, I still keep wondering.

Bian nodded, "Yes later to the house mom wanted to bring the motor alone so that it could break through, so mepet until, had not brought the motor, it was strange when riding it".

" It must be used again to bring a motorbike, so you can take a walk on a motorbike like other young people" said Bian while grinning.

" You know not Ra.?.?, from the first time was still in High School, every time you see High School friends bring a motorcycle, and boncas with their girlfriends, I really want to see you again, I really want to see you again, and doing the same thing as them, biker bollocks like you, down the street while you hug my back" Bian said as he glanced far away, perhaps imagining what he was saying.

" It sounds strange what I want?, surely you think my teenage years are very happy and colorful. But unfortunately it's not like that Ra. since changing schools and not seeing you again, I also limit knowing girlfriends. Most of my friends are guys. And Riko purposely invited me to join Mapala in my High School, besides most Mapala members are guys, my time is also spent on positive things, such as getting to know nature more closely".

" It's not for a walk to the mall, and the girl friends like ABG-ABG are unstable".

Just this time Bian told me his past, as well as conveying his pent-up desire to be able to bergengan motor with me. Bian was the most articulate, as if I were the only one, making me melt even more.

If only we could have gotten together a little earlier. Maybe at this time Bian and I have been living happily as a married couple.

I didn't think too far, did I?, of course not, because the goal for me and Bian to be in a relationship was to go to the marriage stage. Both of us are not young, and we know dating for too long will not be good for us who both love each other.

It may only add to many sins and sins.

" So you come to Mapala?, often up and down the mountain dong Bi?, are there any girls who come to Mapala too?", I asked pretending not to know, I just saw his picture with all the boys.

" If there are members who are girls, only rarely come if you go up the mountain. If you how Ra?, like to go up the mountain?, if you like, sometime I invite you to come up, there is a camp event".

" Alumni will usually hold mountaineering events together during the anniversary of the formation of the organization. Do you want to come?, if you want to be sure it will be very exciting Ra..., later I will know you with my friends, Riko also always come, because he is active in Mapala. So later you are not rich people, there is me and Riko you know".

I nodded in agreement, even though I had never climbed a mountain, but don't ask, my leg strength exceeds those who used to go up a mountain. Because I used to walk far enough and go up and down stairs while carrying food boxes every time the rations send delivery orders to companies that swaddle high but the elevator is often damaged.

" Right too, surely mama and papa you will be worried if his daughter is invited to go up the mountain with a man whose status is just an ordinary friend. I hope that when there is a mountain climbing event, our status has increased again. Either we're married or we're engaged. Let me reassure you and get permission from both your parents".

I just nodded and accepted it in my heart. Hope everything will be facilitated by the Almighty.

" Do you also have a hobby Ra?, all this time I noticed, you have never done more specific things" said Bian.

Of course I never did anything I liked very often, my time was up for work and rest at home. But as a normal woman I also have hobbies, although I rarely do.

" Have", I answered briefly.

" What?, cook?, you never even cook in a restaurant" muttered Bian.

" Not cooking, if cooking is definitely not my hobby, it's your expertise, maybe my cooking and your cooking is still good your cooking Bi...".

Of course, Bian is very good at cooking, his cooking is exactly with the cuisine of the restaurant chef is very good, that's why Bian opened a business in the culinary field, because he is good at cooking.

" What are your hobbies?".

I looked at Bian fixedly, "I'll tell you but don't laugh at Bi...".

Bian nodded in agreement, but with a smile from seeing me shyly say it.

" I actually like to play the piano, I don't know why, first every time Miss Retno the music teacher taught us to play the piano, I was very happy. Every time you press the piano keys and produce beautiful music, it feels like this heart is calm and peaceful".

" I couldn't afford to buy such an expensive piano, so I haven't played the piano since I finished school. You can also play only a few songs, which was taught by Bu Retno during music practice".

Bian looked at me fixedly, he kept watching me every time I spoke. It was as if his world was fixed and focused only on me.

" In my mother's house there was a piano owned by my mother, my mother used to play the piano when I was a teenager, but now I rarely hear because we do not live together" said Bian.

" I remember very well Ra, when the assessment of the practice of musical arts on the 7th grade, you played piano with Indian songs, until everyone clapped to hear your very agile finger play, what song was it?, which you were finally told to perform on stage during the graduation of 9th grade, because you are very good at playing the piano".

I nodded to justify Bian's words, indeed I used to perform on stage when I was in the 7th grade, giving offerings at the farewell of 9th grade students. Two foreign songs that I can, one instrument song titled 'Khushiyaan Aur Gham' from India which became the soundtrack of the film Man, and another instrument of the song titled 'From the Beginning Till Now from South Korea is the soundtrack to the Korean drama Winter Sonata.

I will never forget those memories, where everyone stared in amazement on stage as my fingers played the piano keys with agility.

Unfortunately the good times were short, because of my own stupidity, I ruined my supposed beautiful teenage years into a period of crying and satire from neighbors.