Healing
67. Adu Acting

After driving far enough away from Bian's house, the driver of the online motorcycle taxi suddenly invited me to talk, "Again marahan with her husband, yes Mba?, why not eat breakfast, and just leave. Her husband looked so angry. I am not good Mba" said the driver ojek online.

I clenched my forehead and washed my lips. " He's not my husband, just a guest who came to my future husband's house, when the house no longer exists, it's not polite to visit when the host left?" I said protest.

" Owh is so the story. So I guessed wrong, I guess you're a couple of newlyweds, and he's Mba's husband, you're all over the top for exaggerated trivialities. The end of the gaze of Mas's eyes was very deep when looking at the Mba, like loveaaa, it was just a friend of the future husband. Not a love triangle, is it Mba?".

Wow... turns out this online motorcycle driver is quite talkative as well, I answered once, he just kept asking and talking a lot. Fortunately we had arrived in front of the restaurant, so I did not have to answer the question of the driver of the online motorcycle taxi.

I'm returning the helmet from the driver's motorcycle online. " Thank you bang, pay via the application yes", I said as I entered the restaurant. The restaurant is still very quiet, but the door is open, meaning Riko has arrived, while the others have not revealed the trunk of her nose.

" Tumben came the earliest, because Bian did not enter, you can go alone, Ra?, no need to wait for an invitation", muttered Riko who came out of his study.

" Have you eaten Ko's breakfast?, nih... mama brought two provisions for me, I did not know that Bian did not leave today, if you have not had breakfast, I did not know that Bian did not leave today, you can eat this ration Bian, rather than not eaten dear ", I said, while holding out a provision that actually wanted to Bian.

" Of course I want Ra, well.it smells good, windfall, so no need to eat breakfast. Thanks to Ra, Bian did not come, so I got the ration", Riko received food from me and sat in one of the closest seats. " Want to have breakfast together?, have you had breakfast?".

I shook my head, "I've had breakfast at home, you've had your own breakfast, but I'm sitting here" I said as I pulled up a chair to sit on.

Some other employees started to arrive, but they also chose breakfast first, because some male employees mostly did not have time to eat breakfast at home and choose breakfast at the restaurant with supplies, or buy breakfast on the side of the road.

" Did Bian Ngabarin you not leave earlier, or ngabarin last night?", I asked.

" Just this morning, why?", asked Riko at his meal.

" I went to his house because last night Bian was acting a little strange, not as usual, at first I was about to ask what happened, but it turns out Bian was not at home, and it was Yoga that was there", my light.

" What?!, so early this morning Steve was already there?, you guys...I mean, he's not as brash as you are right Ra?", Riko immediately asked, remembering what she saw in the starry evidence, when Yoga forced me to kiss and I slapped her.

" She was actually eating breakfast together. Slightly pushy as usual, he took my motorcycle contact so I'd let him into the house. But I'm not so stupid, if I go in he can act as he pleases again, I leave my bike at Bian's, and I come here on an online motorcycle. My motorbike key is still in Yoga's storage".

" Let's go home from work already behind what is not the key of the motorbike, if there is no motorbike, then I have to ask Bian to help make the key of my motorbike as Yoga".

Riko had finished eating and washing her hands, while the rice and soup place was still dirty, and brought her back to wash.

" Don't tell Bian, let you come home with me, Ra, I'm anterin to Bian's house, and I'm asking you to lock your bike with Steve", riko said after returning to the chair he was sitting in earlier while carrying a bottle of mineral water that was still intact. Unscrew the seal and drink the water for half a bottle.

" I don't actually believe in Steve, from the way he looks at you I understand very well as a fellow man, he must still love you Ra, Ra, it's different the way he looks at you and the way he looks at Utari".

" Okay, Utari is his future wife, but I'm sure in his heart there is only you, how complicated his life is, what the hell do you have, but Utari does not have?, I see that from the physical, you are balanced, as a guy, I admit you are both beautiful. And for work problems you both have worked, even for education, Utari excels far above you. So as a layman like me, the plus is on Utari".

" Sori so much Ra, if what I say hurts or offends you, I say as a neutral person, neither for you nor Utari, you are both kind girls, that's why I didn't protest at all when Bian or Steve introduced you as the woman who would be their life partner".

Riko talked a lot this morning, maybe not only he was curious, surely Haidar also had the same thoughts as Riko, why Yoga still loves me so deeply, so deeply, although clearly he already has a wife candidate who is much more qualified than me. I am not at all offended by Riko saying I am no better than Utari. Because that's the truth.

Maybe because of Shaka's existence, it was the only possible answer in my mind, but it was impossible for me to say that to them. This is a disgrace, and it is not necessary to expose it to others, it will only embarrass yourself.

" If I had known the answer, had I known the reason Yoga still loved me to this day, I would have tried to remove that side of myself. Unfortunately I also don't know what reason Yoga still looks to love me Ko".

Including Rita and Hani who directly asked me about what I and Riko discussed so early. The other employees thought that Riko and I were talking about Bian, because they didn't see Bian with me today, and it was precisely when they entered the restaurant that they met that I was chatting with Riko with a serious face.

It is not Bian that we are talking about, but Yoga.

" Bian did not come in, his mother needed to be taken care of, from yesterday tired of taking care of our wedding preparations, and he became sick because of fatigue. Last night I passed out, and Bian went straight there, today still have to take care of him, because if he stayed, Bian was worried that his mother was back doing this and that, all sorts of preparations for our wedding", he said", I try to explain .

" Well you are very lucky, Ra, get a rich husband, handsome, good, his mother-in-law is also very good with you, he is so enthusiastic about preparing for your marriage. It really makes us jealous Han" said Rita while wiping the table next to me.

" Thank God, if that's true, hopefully you'll get a good husband and mother-in-law like me" that's all I said.

Maybe it's time I should be happy, because all my life I've suffered so much. I was content to swallow the bitter and bitter life. And I hope in the future only the sweetness remains.

A day of work without Bian here feels strange, not as usual, it feels like something is missing, and it's not just me who feels it, the others too, it's like, friends say that if I lose my shadow, a person who intermittently appears behind me while I work. Sometimes suddenly hugging me from behind, or stealing opportunities to judge me.

Today Bian did not come, especially this Saturday, usually Bian will take me out to work first, he said weekly night. And I was very happy even though I was just invited around on the bike without a purpose, because for me the most important thing is time together with Bian, with both of us we can tell each other and exchange ideas. Isn't good communication in a relationship very important?.

Today's work feels longer than usual, thankfully there are not many delivery orders, so it is not too tiring to have to go out of the restaurant and hot on the road.

Back at work, as he promised this morning, Riko came home with me, using his motorbike, no one suspected or thought strange to us, because everyone knew Riko was Bian's best friend and cousin, Bian, everyone thought it was Bian who told Riko to take me. Though Bian did not know at all if I came home between Riko.

I also did not intend to tell it, because we want to go home to Bian, if indeed later Bian was already at his house, then I just need to find a reasonable reason why I took an online motorcycle this morning. But if Bian isn't home yet, and there's still Yoga there, at least Riko can accompany me, and help me get my bike keys to Yoga.

Arriving in front of Bian's house, I got down from Riko's motorbike, again the gate was not locked, even though it was tightly closed, but I can open it and we can get inside Bian's house so easily.

Riko parked his bike next to my motorcycle which was still in front of the garage of Bian's house.

" Your bike is still here, Ra, but the key is not on the bike, try to get in, maybe stored in the house" said Riko, while entering the unlocked Bian's house. Riko said a greeting and I could hear no answer from inside, but it was definitely not Bian's voice. As I suspected, Yoga deliberately came here again. Fortunately, I took Riko with me.

" It looks like Yoga is still here, pretending that I didn't tell you what happened this morning" I whispered softly in Riko's ear.

" Let's go, just relax I'm a great actor, you can count on me to act like an FTV player".

Riko's reply made me feel relieved. And right, I saw Yoga coming out of Bian's house.

" Well you're here Steve?, you know that I didn't mean for you to come here, if you know you're here. Raya said the bike was in Bian's house, and wanted to stop by to pick up a motorbike, so I'm going to get it, because I know Bian is not home anymore".

Riko walks into the kitchen and picks up cold water from the refrigerator, takes it to the living room and sits on the long sofa in front of the television while drinking cold water in her hands.

I saw Yoga take my motorcycle key out of his pants pocket and throw it at the table in front of the sofa.

" I was here to see that the keys were still on the bike, so I pulled them out, worried that someone was playing prank and the bike was taken away".

As always, Yoga is very good at acting and stringing words, just to cover up his cunning. I'm sure the keys to my bike have been on since morning, so good at lying. I just smiled because without asking Yoga to give the key willingly.