Healing
84. End of Patience

" Actually you two are why the hell?, why suddenly discuss such a strange thing. It's all just like that right?, doesn't it really happen?. Suppose Steve has children, for example Raya has children, all just for example, so we do not need to argue this way".

Utari protest because the atmosphere in the car suddenly turned tense, since Bian and Yoga had argued with each other, and debated things that Utari did not know.

That's why Utari protested, in fact I also felt uncomfortable with the two brand debates. This has only happened so far. Yoga and Bian are two of the closest friends to each other, they are really like brothers. I hope nothing gets out of control. I was worried that they would reveal the truth, and Utari would be in shock to hear the shocking reality.

" Yes it's just like that, so if one day you suddenly hear something like that become a reality, you don't have to be surprised Ri" Bian said with a sniff.

Utari was still confused by Bian's words.

" Life doesn't always go the way we want it to, sometimes God wills something else, what we want, not necessarily what's best for us, and what we don't want, that's what's good for us".

" So whatever happens in the future, hopefully we can accept it with a big heart. Forgive all past mistakes. So that life can run more beautifully and the heart becomes calmer. Because the name of the past means it has happened, it cannot be changed, if only there was a time passage that could bring someone back to the past, surely everyone has a desire to go back to a time, where they made mistakes, and want to change everything for the better".

Bian and Yoga kept silent as I ventured to speak. That's all I can do to make the two of them a little calmer.

Now the atmosphere returned to silence, all silent and immersed in their respective minds. The rain only left a drizzle, soon we arrived at the boutique. It felt like the only two-hour trip was longer, because our mood was equally chaotic.

...🎶I will keep this heart for you until later...

...I let go of my soul longing too...

...You left me feeling missed so much...

...Stretching night dim...

...I am a traveller of love waiting together...

...I feel lonely in the crowd of this world...

...Although time moved away I embraced my complete love...

...Even if I don't get to you...

...Let me handle all this...

...Though sad to torment this heart...

...I obey all these messages...

...Even though I'm far from perfect...

...I am still waiting for a pair of eyes...

...Your eyes are full of love...

...The verse of my love faithfully awaits...

...Can it be like before prostrating together...

...Forgive me oh my God if this little heart...

...Not wanting to leave his memories...

...ho hu u u 🎶...

The song belongs to Krisdayanti, melodious melodious into a silent remover in the car, until the car reaches the boutique parking lot.

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" Thank you for the ride, what we did today I will never forget" I said as I got out of the car. And Bian came down first because he looked so sick of being in a car with Yoga.

" You go home first Ri, I'll talk to Bian, no need to wait for me, you go straight home now", Yoga orders in a high tone.

Yoga pulled my hand down, not getting into Bian's car. By the time Bian was already sitting on the steering wheel, he was getting angry because he saw the attitude of Yoga which Bian said was rude to me.

" Let alone I Ga, you know Bian again angry, but you even deliberately provoke his anger increasingly become, do not rich little children like this dong Ga, and see Utari is still here, and see Utari is still here, you want to make her more confused to see your attitude like this?", I tried to persuade Yoga to release me.

Bian got down and closed his car door violently, walking with anger toward me who was still trying to escape from the hands of Yoga.

" Lepasin Raya", Bian told Yoga to release me, still in a moderate tone, but Yoga did not heed Bian's words. Yoga still holds my hand.

" I said raya selebin jerk!", now Bian can no longer hold his anger, violently Bian pulled my hand that was in the hands of Yoga until it was released. Even until my hands were red, and it hurt.

" So you really want to mess up your wedding plans tomorrow!, look at your future wife still here, do you have to show this kind of lowly attitude in front of her?, he said?, just use your heart to see Utari, she is too good to marry a jerk like you!, unfortunately she is already dead love with you. So don't hurt her heart by acting like this!".

Bian opened his car door and asked me to come in and sit inside. But just as Bian was about to turn around and get into the car, the sound of Yoga kept him from entering.

" You were the one who said that you would let go of Raya if Raya prefers men from her past. Then why don't you try asking her now, who does she choose?. Are you worried Raya will leave you?".

Exciting Yoga tried to make Bian more burned emotions. Why is it all like this?, how should I be now?. I'm getting confused.

" Suck!, no need for it, obviously Raya will choose me, where maybe he will choose a jerk like you who usually just find it good, anyway, and do not want to take responsibility after sipping his pleasure. Only your rich jerk can do that!". Bian is getting out of control and now his hands are gripping Yoga clothes.

Yoga is a little higher than Bian, but that does not mean Bian is short, they are both tall men, only a few inches difference. It's just that Yoga is a little more muscular, compared to Bian who is more slim.

I sat in the car, not intending to get out. Moreover, the two of them are both emotional, and the cause is me. If I go out, maybe they both hurt me again, this is all my hands still hurt from pulling each other.

I called Juna to get him to pick me up, maybe Bian and Yoga will continue to fight, until they hit each other, and battered. The two of them will stop insinuating each other. And it just so happened that Juna was near a boutique, he was hanging out with his high school friends at a cafe a few blocks from the boutique.

As Bian and Yoga really started to get bogged down, I got out of the car and walked away from the boutique parking lot. Let there still be Utari there, surely Utari will try to divorce them both. Right now my patience is running out to deal with the behavior of both of them.

I walked out of the boutique, and walked down the edge of the highway. I saw Juna coming with a motorbike without a coat, but still drizzling. Juna came straight to me when he saw me waving a hand.

" Bian brother where?, why ask to be picked up with me anyway brother, did not go home with Bian?", asked Juna while holding out the helmet he wore for me.

" You're the one who wears the helmet, you're the bell brother, so it's safe, you're the protector. Bian there is still some business to be done inside", I replied as necessary.

I could hear Utari screaming from the boutique parking lot, but I pretended to hear nothing.

" Buruan jalan, already want maghrib, later you are late to congregate in the mosque" I said deliberately behaving normally.

Juna was also not suspicious at all, and did not expect that behind the perimeter wall beside us, there was a great struggle, he said, brawl between Bian and Yoga who have been trying to hold back emotions.

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I got home just as the Maghrib reverberated. Either Bian and Yoga have stopped hitting each other and hurting, or still venting their emotions. I'd rather run away, who says I'm a coward, it's true I'm a coward.

It is okay for a woman to be a coward and a coward, especially if in my position that is the cause of the two men fighting. Everyone will blame me. Who else would be most right to blame if not me.

" Loh, where is the wedding dress and kebaya?, why not take Ra home?, mama from noon was curious to see what kind of kebaya and dress you will wear, instead of taking home, mama from noon was curious to see what kind of kebaya and dress you will wear, what do you do all day at the store?. Then, whose clothes are you wearing?, like beach clothes?", Mama immediately asked a series of questions.

" The clothes are still in Bian ma's car.., Bian is still in the boutique, there is still some business he has to settle. So mom doesn't need to call Bian anymore. Enough this afternoon mama called Bian. Raya want to pray maghrib first, then continue his interrogation" I said as I passed through mama taking ablution water in the back.

I saw my mom clenching her forehead.

" Did you say that?, Mama called Bian this afternoon?", asked Mama when I finished Maghrib and came out of my room.

" Yes, Bian said he was called by Mama last afternoon, told me to make a trip back" I said.

Mama immediately looked at me astonished, "mama did not call Bian at all, is it possible that papa who called Bian?, try to ask papa first later, is that he is the person, has come home from the mosque", mama immediately approached papa and asked him if papa called Bian or not last afternoon. And it turns out the answer is no.

So Bian went upstairs to the Yoga house not because he got a phone call from mom, the answer Bian gave Yoga was a lie. Then what was Bian doing upstairs in Yoga House?, could he have deliberately investigated the house and found a room with many photos of my face?.

Bian said if he heard my conversation with Yoga in the living room, it meant that he immediately found out the truth and called someone. But who's he calling?, I'm getting curious.