Healing
79. Attitude Change

" It certainly should be like that, when she was the wife of the boss, she was still told to work at her own restaurant. Change status, have to change position dong. was an employee so the wife of the restaurant owner. It was told to do this and that, after marriage tomorrow can tell others to do this and that" Utari said with a passionate expression.

" I intend to make Raya the boss in the new restaurant that I will establish. You see in the restaurant now, all of his employees are friends Raya and already familiar. Surely Raya will feel hesitant to tell this and that to a friend who is familiar. Meanwhile, if in a new restaurant, with new employees, Raya will not hesitate if her position is directly the boss there".

Bian stopped his chat when the waitress at the restaurant served our ordered food. There is a tray full of dishes containing processed seafood on it, it turns out Utari ordered so many foods, from green clams of padang sauce, gulai squid, crab oyster sauce, grilled gurame, seafood fried rice, and so on, grilled cuttlefish, krispi shrimp, and seafood capcai. All food from seafood. From the aroma is indeed very good, hopefully it tastes good as said by Utari.

I was just thinking what kind of diet Utari applied, if the food ordered by her was this much. This is not a diet if in my opinion, it is fattening, because my daily food at home is only rice, vegetables, with side dishes tempe or tofu, occasionally using eggs. While in front of me now presented a variety of foods, this is similar to the dining table at home when Lebaran, mama will usually cook about 3 to 4 dishes, the menu is, there is even less food in front of me now.

" It has been presented everything, now we just eat.... have been hungry since, right?, talk later on" Utari said while taking a plate for Yoga and for himself.

I also took a plate and I filled white rice for Bian, let him choose his own side dish at will, because there are too many side dishes, making me confused about which one to take. The fear that I take is precisely what Bian does not like. Because honestly, all this time I didn't know what foods Bian liked and disliked.

Unlike Bian who already knows what food I like. At first glance I feel like a partner who is not attentive, because I do not know what foods my future husband likes. How humiliating.

" Why just in the face of Ra?, try dong everything, original delicious, but I have also taken gurame and cuttlefish toast, it turns out that it feels steady. I have to thank my friend who recommended this place" Utari said.

" You remember Sherly, the medical school boy who was my age, the girl who used to have a crush on you, who asked me to meet you at the Deluxe cafe".

Bian seemed to remember, but also while looking at me felt bad. Maybe Bian thought I would be angry or jealous because Utari talked about the girl who had a crush on him when he was a student.

Honestly I was also a bit surprised when Utari told me that lightly, not looking at me, Bian's future wife who sat in front of him. But I'm not a kid who would be jealous just from hearing something like that. I'm an adult, and everyone has a past with everyone else.

I understand if in the past, or until now, there are still other girls who like Bian, it's natural, he's handsome, talented, hardworking and highly educated. There are a lot of women out there who will love it. It doesn't matter to me, as long as Bian can still hold on to his commitment to love me, it's enough to make me trust him, if he's going to stay faithful and not be double.

But hearing Utari's words, Bian shrugged his shoulders, hinted if he did not know, and felt lazy to discuss about the girl. Of course. Bian couldn't possibly talk about the other girl in front of me. Bian looked at Utari with annoyance, Utari's way of speaking like a child who was flabbergasted without being strained, not thinking about the feelings of his interlocutors and those around him.

" Sherly who told you about this restaurant, because the one who owns this restaurant is his cousin. But the reason she recommends is not because of that, but because the cuisine here is very good" Utari said, she again mentioned the name of Sherly her college friend who has a crush on Bian, who has a crush on her, though Bian had gestured with his eyes to Utari, but it seemed that Utari was insensitive, and continued to talk about people who did not want Bian to discuss.

I looked at Bian who still felt clumsy to me, while Yoga seemed to pull a little lips, as if smiling because Utari again discussed about the girl in Bian's life in the past.

It is fitting that Utari still likes Yoga who has been indifferent to him, it turns out Utari is the type of person who is not sensitive to the cues and gestures of people around him. I guess a doctor is not only intelligent in the lessons, but in everyday life will also be sensitive, but not with Utari, her attitude today does not reflect if she is an educated girl.

" It's nice, from the aroma and looks look attractive and see the expression you all seem to feel quite good. But I think it's still good food at Bian's restaurant, or maybe because I don't like processed seafood" murmured Yoga also voiced.

" Didn't you like Steve's seafood?, or are you allergic to eating seafood?", Utari asked while looking at the rice on the Yoga plate which only reduced by one mouthful. It turns out that Yoga did not really like processed seafood, earlier he had scooped a mouthful of rice with capcai, but only one bribe, Yoga immediately put the spoon in a reversed position down, and then he did, which in table maner science means he has finished eating.

Though the rice that Utari took is still a lot on the Yoga plate, and it was not eaten. If I was not keeping the image, of course the rice I would eat, rather than the mubadzir already taken, but not eaten.

I could see Yoga shaking his head. " I can eat seafood, there are no allergies, but I do not like it because of the fishy smell, whether it has been given oranges, or fishy seasoning, for me it still smells fishy. The three of you enjoy it, if it does not run out, can ask for it in packs right?, who knows your family at home will be happy to bring souvenirs of seafood processed food".

" Wow, right too, surely people at home will be happy if brought souvenirs processed seafood. Can this be wrapped if it does not run out?", I ask, because I do not want food that has been paid and at a high price it will only be thrown into the trash.

Bian looked at me, "I can buy you all this food Ra, don't need you to bring the rest of the food we've eaten", bian said he felt bad because I was going to bring our leftover lunch. The truth is still too much if it is called waste, because not all food is tasted, only a little we eat. And there are still some dishes whose food is still intact.

" It's not so Bi. actually I just feel sorry for this food, it's a pity that it has been paid later only to be thrown in the trash. Chefs who have cooked this will also be very disappointed if they know the cuisine they cook is not eaten, even thrown away. I know and understand because I work in restaurants too, and have listened to the curses of friends who become restaurant cooks several times, if in fact they are very sad if the food they make, not eaten by the customer".

" I know you can afford to buy all the food in this restaurant. I'm just trying to save all this food, that's all" I said, trying to explain.

Yoga suddenly clapped, leaving me, Bian and Utari looking at him confused.

" Wise is the mindset of your future wife Bi. You should be grateful to get a mature wife candidate thinking of her, can be more successful and richer you marry a future wife who thinks like Raya", muttered Yoga.

" I have noticed that since meeting and leaving with the two of you several times, your future wife is not wasteful, and does not like shopping. Maybe later your shopping money will be saved in savings".

Whether praising me or insinuating me, Yoga who rarely spoke when with Utari, even after talking, he continued to talk about me. I feel bad for Utari, because since Yoga voiced, Utari who has been so chatty, just immediately silenced and responded to the speech of Yoga only with a forced smile.

Maybe Utari who until now still likes me and talks a lot to me, will change her attitude because of Yoga speech just now. Yoga is outrageous, it always gets me in trouble.

Bian who was embarrassed because I was talking about wrapping food, now changed his attitude. She now looked at me intently, occasionally nodding her head, not knowing what she was thinking after hearing Yoga's speech just now.

" I'm full, and I don't know why all of a sudden my appetite disappears. We better go home now. I was going to take you all out and play on the beach together, enjoy the courtship before we both change status after getting married tomorrow".

" But it seems like my mood suddenly turned bad, we better just go home" Utari said.

I've only seen Utari like that, so she doesn't like it when Yoga praises other women. I understand that. Maybe if I were in her position, I would feel the same way, like Bian praising the other girl in front of me, I would also feel annoyed and jealous.