Healing
37. First Service

The clock showed at 5pm, I asked Bian to drive me home, because I had been at his house long enough. Bian looks heavy to take me home, and is reluctant to take me to my house.

Like a chick that's going to live in its mother, like she's not willing to let me go home. Bian continued to linger spoiled in my body.

" Bi... another month, be patient yes. stay another month we will always be together everywhere, at home together, go to work together, even at work together, too, so now take me home yes Bi.. already afternoon, soon Maghrib, I have to go home", I said while trying to take off Bian who was still leaning on me.

" I've only ever felt the time of a month it became very long Ra.. why a month anyway Ra, not another week we married him".

I chuckled at the words of protest that Bian said. " You should've said that to my dad yesterday, when you said we'd marry him in a month".

" It's not even a protest with me now, after a month it's not long, we will meet every day, so it's not a matter of waiting a month".

Bian shook his head, "It is precisely because every day we meet, it makes me want us to quickly marry Ra. Feeling the pleasures of the heaven of the world with you", Bian hugged me very tightly from behind.

I was still trying to persuade Bian to let go of his embrace, it seemed like it would be difficult, and it was not easy to go home when Bian was spoiled like this.

Alright if it continues like this it will definitely not work. " Let's go to the room", take me to Bian. Bian who had been leaning on my shoulder immediately stood up straight and looked at me questioningly.

" What do you want to go to the room?", asked Bian curiously.

" Want to make you take me home now, we go to the room and get the keys to the bike, and you take me home Bi" I said to Bian.

I walked to Bian's room to get Bian's motor key, I already knew where Bian used to put various keys, from car keys, motorbikes, house door locks, and other keys. It's behind the door to his room. I also walked quickly to get the key to Bian's motorbike.

If not soon, I may not be home by Maghrib.

Bian followed my steps into the room, when I had entered his room and slightly closed the door to Bian's room to take the key. Instead Bian closed the door of his room and pulled my body into his arms.

Is that how Bian wants to touch my body?, do all men love their women because they want to enjoy the beauty of their bodies?.

" Stay here Raya, I love you so much, and I want us to go through the night together, let me call your father and ask him for permission to stay here tonight".

What happened to Bian?, why did Bian become this aggressive to me?, was it because he felt that I was his, so that he did not give up before I followed his wishes?.

" Well, if you want me, we'll be married in a month. You can see it as you please, but remember, just look at it. Not touching".

Bian immediately unbuttoned my shirt, until plastered two mounds of densely packed twin hills. Indeed, I have given birth to Shaka, but I rarely breastfeed him, because the ASI I produced at that time was still too little, and Shaka more often drank formula milk, than exclusive ASI from me.

Bian widened his eyes looking at the part of my upper body that was already partially open. Without asking me for permission, she approached and removed my bra hook, slightly squeezing my twin hills with her hands. Makes me automatically sigh because of the strange gleniness when Bian squeezes it. Especially when Bian started twisting the end of the hill, my body could instantly feel hot, and I started to squirm uncharacteristically.

I still remember the sensation that I felt, exactly the same as I felt 12 years ago, when I could not control myself and was swept away into the puddles of worldly pleasures that were only temporary.

" Are you going to try it, Ra, I promise I'll just do it this time, and I'll wait until we get married again".

As expected, Bian couldn't control himself after seeing what he shouldn't have seen. I was too naive to offer to see my body, without touching it, a ridiculous thought.

Yoga alone who was a child and only 14 years old wanted to touch me many times after seeing my body. Especially Bian who is a grown man.

Rejecting him would make our relationship worse. But I can't repeat my mistake, I will definitely be very sorry if I make another mistake like I used to.

I gave Bian my first serve of inner satisfaction with my hand, I played him like I was an old and experienced player. But it's a bit much I know about it while watching movies outside on YouTube.

I saw Bian panting and groaning violently as white liquid flowed from his heirloom. I know Bian's had an orgasm. That's what she needed since then, why she kept holding me back and not letting me go home, just because she wanted to feel the pleasure of the world with me.

But I can't, I still have to keep mine a month ahead, which is why I'm looking for a way to make Bian satisfied, and mine also survived the invasion of his inheritance.

Vibrates...

My body is so vibrating and wanting it, I'm a normal woman, and again I love Bian, I want to take a sip of pleasure with him, but not today, and not in this way.

Lucky Bian did not hit me and forced to unite with me, he received all the services I did, and the result was the same, he reached the peak of his enjoyment. Although it probably won't be the same compared to uniting with me.

I heard adzan maghrib reverberating. I decided to wash my hands that were so smelly of white liquid coming out of Bian's. I deliberately left Bian who was currently lying on his bed.

I have to go home and take a bath in my house, here maybe Bian will still try to seduce me before getting his wish. I came out without saying goodbye, because Bian was still weak in his room, maybe he was enjoying his first experience feeling the pleasure I gave him. Let it be, I walked a short distance from Bian's house and found a motorcycle taxi driver, I went home by motorcycle taxi.

At home I immediately took a bath and healthy maghrib. Mama and Papa looked astonished at me who came walking alone. I did deliberately go down a few meters from the house, so that Mama and Papa did not know I ngojek.

" Why didn't Bian stop by?", Mama asked after seeing me fold my face and put it in the closet.

" It was Maghrib time, so he didn't stop by the house, didn't have a Maghrib yet and didn't take a shower, so he went straight home. Raya's groceries are also brought to her house because tomorrow her friends gather at Bian's house".

" Good Tomorrow departs early in the morning Ma, Pa, around 6, please Papa interracial to Bian ya Pa's house".

" It seems like Bian was a soybean, and may need a break, which is why Raya forbade him to pick up Raya tomorrow morning".

Papa nodded in understanding, it seemed like papa and mama did not put the slightest suspicion on me, if papa and mama knew what I had just done to Bian. Mom and Dad must be very disappointed in me.

The important thing is that I am calm because I am only satisfying Bian, I did not open even a little bit of my subordinate pants. Who would have done it if I wasn't his future wife. I am also not a holy woman who is pious and does not commit sins. But I still think it's realistic not to make any more mistakes.

While I was chatting with my mom and dad, my phone rang, Bian called me, it seemed like he had woken up from his sleep.

" Assalamualaikum Bi..., is it Maghrib?", I asked. I walked into the room so mom and dad wouldn't hear my conversation with Bian.

Bian immediately answered his greetings and apologized to me for what happened earlier. He even said he would come home and apologize to mom and dad for what happened earlier. But I forbid it. Let this be both of our secrets. Mom and Dad don't need to be told. It would be complicated and long story, if mom and dad knew what we were doing.

I know Bian feels guilty, but at least we didn't do anything that was forbidden. I was just trying to satisfy him.

" I'm sorry, I know what you want, but I'm sorry I haven't been able to give you my whole life, just do what I can to keep you from suing me. Sorry, Bi, I'm not angry. You do not need to come here, you must still be tired, just rest for the energy for the trip tomorrow" I said.

We also chatted at length on the phone, Bian did not shy about saying that he was very grateful for the service that I did earlier. He said it was his first time feeling such fun.

I understand and understand with the feeling of bulging him at this moment. And I'm sure Bian will get hooked and ask me to do it again. Because that is what self-satisfaction is like, always wanting to feel it again and again, like an opium.

That's why I didn't do it earlier, I didn't want to get hit by opium either, wanting to repeat the incredible pleasure I hadn't had time to gulp.

Wait another month.....