Healing
43. Seeing the Stars With You

So all this time Yoga still remembers my desire, I became overwhelmed to hear the Bian story about Yoga that still remembers what I wanted first.

It's been a long time since I said that, but Yoga still keeps remembering it, even said Haidar and Riko, Yoga is always like this every time you take the climb, separate yourself and look at the stars, even often take pictures of the stars scattered to show his first love when he met one day.

We have met, even met many times, but until now Yoga has never shown me pictures of the stars. Or because I was trying to avoid her every time we met, so she didn't have a chance to show me any of that.

" Enough Kingdom.You must not be dissolved by the silly story in your past. Behind you is Bian, the most appropriate man who will be your husband any minute. You must not think of other men, let alone men who have hurt you, men who are the cause of the destruction of your life" I said in my heart.

I can't be a woman who's not opinionated, and is easily influenced like this. I must keep remembering how sorrow, humiliation and humiliation that I got due to his actions first.

There should be no love left in this heart. Because all that silly love is buried with bad memories that no longer need to be remembered.

" Why even in silence?, are you two still cold despite hugging like that?". Haidar added firewood that Yoga brought. It turned out that Yoga had returned with firewood to add to the campfire.

" No, I'm not cold" I replied quickly.

" Have you taken pictures of the stars again Steve?, let me see the results, good what not?", Bian asked for Yoga phone, and immediately handed over by Yoga.

Yoga takes so many photos of stars in the sky. Everything is so beautiful and amazing. Bian continues to slide photos in his mobile gallery Yoga. And.. look, right my guess, this afternoon at dusk Yoga took some pictures of me who was having a selfie with Utari.

" Look at this friend of ours, as if indifferent to Utari, but secretly you took a picture of her. Basic sok jaim", said Bian deliberately teasing Yoga, but Yoga hurriedly took his HP back from Bian's hands.

" Have begun to fall in love with you Utari?, should have been... is it beautiful Utari, she is also very good, until in martial arts follow up the mountain, in order to be with her beloved husband, in order to be with her future husband, she is also very good, less anything else try, if you do not want to be with Utari, I change you for ijab qobul tomorrow also does not matter", joked Haidar.

But directly get a toyoran in his head by Riko. " Don't talk about strange things on the mountain, many invisible creatures who listen, later if you say how?"

" Sori sori, I'm just kidding, don't take it so dong Ko... Steve didn't protest, you protested so". Haidar scratched his head that was not itchy.

" If so I don't have a problem, but the answer is not the same as you?", muttered Yoga.

" Yes right, Utari will not want to be the same Haidar who likes flirtatious if he sees a little clear girl. Utari likes the same type of guy who is cold, quiet, and calm like Steve, a model of rombeng cans who talk a lot like Haidar who is interested in Utari", Riko increasingly mocking Haidar.

" Ye... carelessly you, the rich Utari does not want to, yes nyari the other models, like no other girls, just, besides the population of men and women in this world is 1 in 7, as men, we do not have to worry about not being able to get a partner, because according to calculations, one guy can get 7 girls, we do not have to worry, heheh". Haidar chuckled to himself, maybe he was imagining being surrounded by 7 beautiful angels.

" It does not need most ngayal, one has not been able to, want nyari 7" said Riko.

Bian just laughed hearing his two best friends joking and mocking each other. That's how they get together, engrossed in a world full of jokes and laughter. Forgetting work and tiredness from the exhausting routine of life.

" You two should be hunting candidates, not too old, fearing the rust hunt is 'your own' if not sharpened" said Bian. I heard him just pat Bian on the thigh, because he started talking to the big thing.

" That's it... Bian was so talking about it, how do we not be prejudiced, if you two must have been in bed, right Ko?", Haidar immediately asked for Riko's approval sitting next to him.

And Riko immediately agreed with a quick nod.

" Bed relationship how, do not ngaco you guys, later in the month I'll tell you how it relates to the bed, okay?", said Bian deliberately teasing his friends.

I saw Yoga just silently not commenting. His eyes kept staring at me who had been silent since then. His eyes seemed to want to convey something, but he could not express it because of the situation and conditions that were not possible.

" It's getting late, I'm sleeping first, Bi.., isn't it early tomorrow morning we have to continue the journey to the top of Rinjani?", I said as I took off Bian's hand that had been coiling around my body since.

" Is it sleepy?, yes already if it is sleepy, just sleep first, if there is anything or need anything you to the tent that is all, just that, me and Steve sleep next to your tent".

I nodded at Bian's explanation, I wanted to straighten my legs inside the tent, it turned out that the journey up the mountain made my legs start to feel sore.

After entering the tent, I put my body beside Utari who was sleeping soundly, but still holding her phone.

I saw his phone screen still on because it touched his thumb since earlier. I took Utari's phone and when I was about to put it, I accidentally saw a WhatsApp message that was already open on the phone screen.

Chat Utari on Yoga who asked where he was. Means that when entering Utari not directly sleep, but send a message to Yoga and ask where it is. And it turns out that not only in the real world, in chat chat Yoga was so short to answer a very long question Utari.

If Utari had not slept, then he also heard about the habit of Yoga that broke away in order to look at the stars and take pictures of the stars because he remembered me. I'm sorry Utari, even if you don't know who that person is, first love Yoga, but I know and I must still apologize to you.

I laid my body beside Utari and began to close my eyes.

In the middle of the night, I woke up because I was urinating. But in the mountains like this want to pee where?, I remember Yoga also had urinated, could there be a public toilet around here?.

I got out of the tent and headed towards Bian and Yoga tent. Outside was already deserted, everyone was already sleeping inside the tent. Instantly I felt creepy and afraid to walk alone.

" bian...Bi...", I called Bian from outside the tent, trying to wake him up. But what came out was yoga.

" Why do these nights come out?, Bian has just slept, he will get dizzy if he is woken up" said Yoga.

Actually I want Bian who accompanies me, but how else, I can not bear the desire to pee. Nothing Yoga that accompanies, rather than bedwetting.

" I want to pee, but where can I do it in a place like this?", I asked while crossing my legs because I felt that I could not bear to go to the toilet or bathroom immediately.

" Follow me, I will take you to a place that is used to urinate" said Yoga, while closing the tent occupied by him, after taking a bottle of mineral water that is still full, and I walked slowly through Yoga, because I really couldn't stand it.

" Hurry up a little, the place is a little far away, if you walk slowly then you will go out on the road" said Yoga.

" But I can't go as fast as you, it can't stand" I said in a slightly trembling voice.

Yoga suddenly twisted my body and carried my body so easily, "Don't scream, I just want to help you get there quickly", say Yoga while carrying my body to a place that is commonly used to urinate.

At first I wanted to protest, but it was true that Yoga said, sooner until, I was relieved.

" Here is the place, when it's done call me" said Yoga as he lowered me among the thick, very dark bushes.

" Use this to clean up", Yoga gave me the bottle of mineral water he had brought, then he walked away from my position.

" You, not too far away, are there!", cried, who was afraid to be left alone in the dark thickets.

Yoga really stopped where he stood, after feeling relieved because he had a little water bung. I got back up and walked towards the place where Yoga was standing.

" This, your bottle, thank you", I said in a flat voice. " Are we now able to return to the tent?", I saw a dim light far enough away from the rest of the bonfire that was still burning. That's where the tent is.

" Do you not want to realize your desire in the past?. I know where the best point to see the stars, want me to show?", Yoga offers to accompany me to see the stars.

Actually, if I agree, it means I have succeeded in realizing my dreams in the past. But the present me is not the former me. It's appropriate for me to go with Yoga to see the stars, while both of us are engaged to someone else.

" Now the circumstances are different Ga, I cannot follow you to that place. We better go back to the tent, before anyone else wakes up and realizes you and I are not in the tent" I refused to call Yoga.

" Nobody's gonna wake up, all three of them just went to bed, anyways the place I want to show you isn't too far from here, come on Ra... I know you'll really like that place. This time alone, follow my wish, this may be the first and last chance of the Akita together here", a little pleading Yoga pinta.

" All right we go to the place you said earlier, but not for long" I said while walking to follow Yoga which became a guide.

Right, the place is not far from the location earlier, on a large rock that is near the cliff. Almost all the stars showed themselves tonight. " But how I perpetuate this beauty, I don't carry my cell phone, my cell phone in the tent" I murmured

Ccr....

Yoga took a few pictures of me against the backdrop of a very beautiful star-studded sky.

" I have captured it, I will send it to you" said Yoga.

Since when did Yoga have my number?, didn't he just say he would send me that photo?.