Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ Baby

I'm happy because I'm now holding a white boy, a puff and very funny. I cradled him with heart, with pleasure and happiness, I also gave him Asi. The joy and affection in this child, it felt so real. But that's just my dream tonight. When I woke up, back to reality I became sad, because it all turned out to be just a sweet dream. I'm very disappointed.

It was just a dream, why should I wake up now? maybe if I hadn't woken up I could've stayed with the kid longer. If I sleep again, I will not dream the same thing again.

I miss having a baby. But when would Nirwan want and agree to have a baby? the debt is already paid off.

O Allah forgive me, I have to postpone it for so long, hopefully when we want it, you do not make it difficult because we have delayed it for so long. We also postponed because we had to. Sorry about Rob.

Well at least I can feel happy to have a baby even though only in a dream, if reality may feel happier.

***

" Where in Nirwan?"

" I don't know the boss, it's his wife."

" Just came out of the room, I thought he was here."

" To the bathroom maybe."

" Oh, it could be."

" Haven't checked into the bathroom?"

" Not yet, I didn't think of going there, because I thought I was here."

" He's not here yet."

" Yeah I told you I'll leave."

" Why don't you tell yourself, boss?"

" Wait for him to leave the bathroom must be a long time ago, kasin tuh the Loli, afraid he waited later."

" Don't bring the boss's bike?"

" No, I'm leaving with Loli."

" Is Lah Loli here?"

" Yes, it's in front."

" Why not get asked to come in boss."

" No, enjoy you, later even cool dating so do not work - work."

" Yeah the boss, his name is also dating."

" Yes, if you want to see me tonight, go play there. Yeah, I'm leaving late, assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

Today I left to be picked up by Loli, I was lazy to bring my own bike.

***

" Thank you Lol has come to pick me up."

" Same - same mbak, even more cool to know on the road there is a meeting chat."

" Yeah yuk keep going in and we have breakfast, I bring stock."

" Duh mbak you're very good, you know that Loli has not had breakfast."

" Yes, we have breakfast."

" Ayok, it happens that Loli is also hungry, thanks for bringing breakfast, mbak Ayu very good deh."

" Same, you too."

" Oh mbak, I'd like to ask, but don't take it personally?"

" Yes, what the hell would you ask? how serious is it?"

" how are you not pregnant? haven't you been married for a year?"

" Yes Lol, deliberately postponed, because yesterday still has a lot of debt."

" Continue?"

" Alhamdulillah is now paid off. But I don't know yet Nirwan hasn't spoken about children."

" Ooh."

" I thought you'd ask me what Lol was, but I was just asking this."

" Don't you want to have a baby?"

" Cheat is Lol, really want in fact, until sometimes I dream, even when I dream of having children, carrying children. Continue to wake up so sad because it's just a dream, maybe because it's so cool to have children, yes Lol?"

" It could be mbak. Yes try mbak, later mbak talk again with husband mbak, the debt is also paid off, mbak already better right?"

" Yes Lol, it's been a few days. How can I be angry with him for a long time, angry for two days at most."

" Yes good then mbak, old marahan - old is also not good."

" Yes, maybe he's the one who's so mad."

" It could be."

" Sir, yesterday I saw Mr. Isnan again the same sexy woman again, but different from yesterday."

" Do you know where?"

" On the street when I'm going to drop off shopping. It just so happened that across the street from my mom's shopping place there was a restaurant, and it looked like they had eaten there."

" It's good that Lol if she moves on, I don't feel so guilty."

" Absure? will there be no more attention Loh?" fashion Loli.

" Well, Papa Lol, if he keeps his attention I'll even be more afraid he can't move on, and he'll be tormented."

" Yes yes mbak, it's hard if you have fans who love her so, hehehe."

" Kali artist ah who has fans."

***

As I was getting ready - ready to go home, my phone rang.

" The Assalamualaikum mas."

" Waalaikumsalam. Not done yet, is it?"

" It's been, it's sorted out."

" I'm in front of the boutique, right,"

" Oh, what's the matter?"

" Yes get you."

" What is tumben, what is it?"

" Yes I've been waiting outside, come out quickly."

" Yes, I said yes to Loli."

" Yes." Yeah."

***

" Lol, I'm first, okay? I'm not with you, I've been picked up by my husband."

" Cie, what a romantic. I became jealous, who got along well, hehehe."

" Okay, I'm assalamualaikum first."

" Neylorda."

***

" Tumben picked up? what's up?"

" Nothing - what."

" Where are you going? I don't think it's the way home?"

" Want to buy something first."

" Tumben I'm invited?"

" Yes why? you don't want to?"

" Want, even seneng, I am not complicated mas, you take a muter - this is also like I am happy. You are the only one who if you refuse to continue, if the same just go straight away. Am I ashamed - ashamed to go out?"

Mas Nirwan just kept quiet, he didn't answer my question.

" So, I want to have a child."

Duarr, I was immediately surprised, I was so happy that finally mas Nirwan said this word. I'm so happy to hear that.

Finally after a long wait. Thank you, you finally want to get married. You know, I'm so happy to hear this.

" Yes, I have to make it."

" Later we make it in overtime, let's be fast, hehehe."

" Yes easy - hopefully launched mas, because we postpone it a long time and I also if the moon comes irregular, I fear it will be difficult or even long."

" It's important we try first."

" Yes, um."

After we agreed to have a baby, I immediately found out on the internet about pregnancy, how to calculate the fertile period, to have good sex in order to get pregnant quickly a week how many times.

Every time I have free time to study and find out information about pregnancy.