Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 25

Reassemble

The sound of my little whiz crying, built me up from my deep sleep.

I looked around and found that my mother was no longer there. Maybe I cooked in the kitchen. I picked up and I carried a sack. I took her out of the house. Enjoy the fresh morning air. I went around the yard holding my favorite little whiz.

It has changed a lot, apparently a few years ago. Now it's more crowded. Oh my god my phone. I forgot, surely Afif waited for my news. Last night I listened to my mother's story, so I forgot Ngabarin mas Afif. Em later on, want to enjoy this atmosphere first.

" Yeah!"

My mother's voice called out to look for me.

" Yes buk."

" Nduk bring here adeknya, want in bathin. Did you wake up from earlier? "

" It wasn't long ago, either,"

" It's appropriate that mom went to your room already does not exist, here you want to take a bath first his sister."

" Yes buk. Tomorrow I learn to bathe ya buk. let me take care of it as long as I have not gone to school. "

" Yes, even seneng ibuk, some help. Mandiin adek not difficult really, here join mother while looking at the mother who bathein, later once see also you can immediately."

" yes buk. Oh yes I know, where will I go to school? "

" Ibuk doesn't know either. Try to ask your father later, because he takes care of everything. "

Honestly, I was afraid, afraid that I would have no friends, or could not follow the lessons, could not adapt, and many more of my other fears.

" Well, I'll ask you, I go to the room first. "

" Yes, don't forget to have breakfast if you still want to sleep again."

" Yes, buk later. Want to find a cell phone first want to ngabarin temen-men if I've nyampe."

I rushed to my room, and I looked for my phone. And I'll reactivate it. There have been many incoming messages from my friends and Afif mas. I replied to my best friend's message. Then call Afif.

" The Assalamualaikum mas, "

" Waalaikum greetings deck, "

" Sorry yes, yesterday my phone matiin. This is just me alive. I have arrived semalem mas, sorry just ngabarin now. "

" Yes dek, thank God if it has arrived safely, mas so relieved. Must be tired, huh? "

" Yes, I was drunk on a bad trip to limp. "

" How now? "

" It's better, but yes it's still weak, "

" Have not eaten yet? "

" I forgot. From semalem nyampe until now I have not eaten, do not feel hungry because, hehehe. "

" Must be because he was too enthusiastic to meet my mother huh? "

" Yes, Semalem was also the mother of the story of Sampek in the morning, I just slept, " and I told what I told to mas Afif.

" It means that the right decision is followed by ibuk. The kasian ibuk dek. From now on adek should take care of ibuk ya. Let your mother not fight alone, there you will be the strength of mother."

" Must be mas. I won't let that happen again. I'll take care of my mother as much as I can."

" good. Do not hesitate if there is anything - what is the story of the deck. Yes, although far away mas can not be there, at least mas can help love the solution, and also so adek always remember, there I am here deck, which will always be there for you. "

" Must be mas. Thank you for everything, take care, always there for me. "

" Yes the same deck - oh yeah, what kind of school, huh,? "

" Yes, maybe the list will be the same."

" I'm afraid of you."

" Why fear?"

" Fear of not being able to follow the lesson here later, fear of not having a friend, fear of not being able to adapt and many things."

" So don't think of anything weird. If the lesson is the same. Surely you can adapt there, you have to be confident. I'm sure I can."

" Well, yeah."

" Must be confident dong. It's pretty, hehehe"

" Apaan the hell mas,"

" Hahaha, you can do it, I'm sure of it."

" Mum?? "

" Yes deck, what? "

" I miss you, Hiks, "

" I am too. Right now I close my eyes and imagine as if you were talking in front of me. The deck can not cry, later I will know. I've been missing for a while too. Don't cry dong, ntar I was scolded by ibuk you know, thought my daughter was anything ."

" Yes, I'm the one who makes me cry, because of your kangen, even though it's only been a while but it's been a long time ago mas."

" May be a mother, hehehe. Same deck I also miss the same. But yes, this is a test for us, who are patient on the deck."

" Yes, but it's really heavy. Why stay away."

" If the deck continues later even do not miss the deck. Later even bored. Haha. Don't be sad, don't like it. Don't make it mind. Mas already very seneng you know, adek can gather again the same mother. Mas seneng if adek seneng."

" Yes mas. Yes I have closed the phone, want to help mother, just want to wake up father first mas."

" Yes, don't forget the breakfast deck. It will even hurt, from Semalem has not eaten."

" Yes later."

" Don't lie, I'm afraid I'll get sick."

" Yes, my boyfriend, so nice."

" For your sake."

" Yes know, yes it has been connected later, yes, do not forget to eat too, must take care of health as well, do not get sick I am also worried. Assalamu'alaikum mas girlfriend. "

" greetings waalaikum, mbak girlfriend. I love you, miss you."

" Love you to. Miss you to mas."

I ended my call, because honestly I wanted to cry. Hearing her voice made me so long, it hurt. Makes me want to run home and hug her.

I hurried to wake up my father. Then have breakfast with mom and play with my little whiz.

I am happy to finally get together again like before. I hope yesterday's dark events don't happen again.

You can change for the better.

I also hope you can love each other like you used to.

Raising my sister lovingly in the midst of a complete family.

I don't want my sister to feel, like what I felt yesterday.

It's enough that I feel it, the impact of family quarrels and father's mistakes, it's really incredible.