Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness

Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ Unexpected night


" Where are you from?"


" From the front, why?"


" You smoke again, huh? your body stinks."


" No, Adi smokes beside me, it smells bad."


" Beware if you lie, remember you promised not to smoke anymore."


" Yes sek."


Mas Nirwan slept beside me, why now my nosy hands, creeping everywhere to wake the junior.


" Eh he's up."


" That's why your hands don't go anywhere."


" Inadvertently, let junior wake up."


" Tumben?"


" Do not know, if you want to come the moon certainly gini, if kepengen it can not be controlled."


" Ooh."


" Daddy?"


" What is sek?"


" Want,"


" Want what?"


" Want it."


" That's what?"


" Yes it is."


" Yes what is it?"


" Tauk ah, sebel."


Every month will come like this, easy lust, if not in a really hurt, want to cry, sebel, want to be angry, sometimes I am also confused with myself, I also want to be angry, why is it like this.


I slept on my back against Nirwan mas, Nirwan hugged me from behind, his hands gently stroking my back.


" This is malem sek. You work tomorrow, right? I'm afraid you're having bad luck tomorrow."


" It'll be just a minute!!"


" Okay, okay, dear, with pleasure."


Mas Nirwan has already started the action.


" Em."


" It's delicious?"


" No!"


" Dong don't sulk,"


" Emh, it's gonna hurt, Ah."


There was a hot event on the bed, I was happy because my wish was fulfilled. As usual I am satisfied.


" Oh, I'm tired."


" At any minute."


" Emh, Ah."


After I finished, I cleaned myself into the bathroom, and we slept soundly.


***


" Mr later malem out yuk, walk - walk." Take Loli from the phone call.


I'm on vacation today, because I'm really lazy to work.


" Where's Lol going?"


" Where is it, it's important to go out the way."


" Okay, eh Isnan send food again?"


" Yes mbak. I'm eating again."


" Here more than a week he send food every day continue, I'm not good Lol."


" She tried to talk to him."


" Tomorrow if he's not busy, I'll talk to him."


" If Loli is seneng - just get free food hehehe."


" But I don't feel good Lol, slalu feels guilty."


" It's actually not wrong, he was the one who was diligent in sending food."


" I'm afraid I'm supposed to give Lol hope, because we always get food."


" Yes the name is also windfall, it can not be rejected."


" If that's different Lol."


" It's up to me, I'll pick up the mallm?"


" I asked my husband first, yes, if I may tell you later."


" Okay, I'm waiting."


" Yes, a real job is not dating a mulu."


" His name is also kasmaran, beware Adi ya mbak, tell me if he is flirtatious with female customers."


" Yes Lol, she can't be that brave anyway."


" Yes assalamualaikum."


" Neylorda."


I'll go ahead and look for Nirwan mas, I want permission to go out tonight with Loli, mas Nirwan gave permission but on condition that I can not go home until night.


***


Loli took me to a very crowded park.


" Just sit here?"


" Watch people passing by, hahaha."


" Basically you."


" Yes out once - mbak times, let's not keep working right bosen."


" Yes, yeah."


Yes, I have not walked for a long time - this road with mas Nirwan, really want to get out of the way - this road alone with mas Nirwan, I miss the time - the courtship period first.


" Eh the madam, but daydream."


" No Lol."


" Keep why from earlier called nyaut."


" What did you call? I mean I'm not horrified."


" Yes because I'm daydreaming."


" Find the yu food, I want the cilok, I think it's delicious, keep the pedes."


" That's where it is!"


" That's where you buy."


" Yuk."


Uh why did I go to Isnan inget huh.


" Em lilok it's delicious Lol."


" Yes, Loli likes it too."


" The pedes are hard."


" Oh mbak, mbak, look over there!"


" What the hell is Lol?"


" That's not it? the same guy that hot chick?"


" Which one?"


" That, the one wearing the blue mini dress has a tattoo."


" Oh that, pretty yeah she."


" Eh mbak, not beautiful but look at the guy next to her."


" That's how rich I know?"


" Who guess?"


" Isn't that Isnan, Lol?"


" It is true."


As usual he was still wearing his shirt, rolled up his arm, and the upper front button was opened. A look that fascinated me.


Seeing him chatting happily and his other arm embracing the waist of the girl affectionately.


Honestly there is a little jealousy in my heart, I can not deny, but as strong as I can.


" Who is he, Mbak? does she have a new boyfriend?"


" It's possible, I'm happy that he's met someone he likes."


" But look at me, the girl smokes, kok mas Isnan can like yes same girl who smokes."


" Yes, maybe he had his own reasons for Lol."


" But cook it anyway mbak, why I'm not sure yes mbak she's a good girl for mas Isnan."


" Of his clothes were so open. Uh he's gone, follow yuk mbak."


" Males is Lol."


" But Loli was curious where he was going, yuk was the loli's friend, hunt him far away."


" Yeah okay, I'm also afraid you're why - napa."


Loli propelled his motor following Isnan's car.


" Where is this going to mas Isnan, why go into a deserted alley like a gini?"


" Where do I know."


" It's not the way to Isnan's house, is it?"


" It's not Lol."


Isnan stopped in front of one of the buildings, he came out with the woman with his friendly embrace. Isnan went inside with the woman.


" What is that place?"


" No idea Lol."


" I'm curious. Enter yuk?"


" Eh don't be crazy Lol, we don't know what place, if it's a dangerous place how, go home aja yuk, it's night too, afraid mas Nirwan angry."


" But I'm curious, mbak,"


" There's someone coming out, we'll just ask him."


" Oh, that's right, I'll wait here so I can ask."


" Okay, don't be long, be careful."


" Yes, yeah."


I waited for Loli on the bike across the building until Loli came back.


" Said it was a karaoke place."


" Oh."


" But it looks like karaoke is a plus - the plusus deh mbak, about the mas was the smell of alcohol."


" It's likely yes, because the place is hidden like this."


" Kok mas Isnan play it to a rich place gini anyway mbak?"


" Oh, maybe there's business, it's his business, don't interfere, we just go back."


" Yes Loli still didn't think it would work."


" No, don't think about it."