Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 39

A new beginning

It's been a few weeks since that painful incident, now my feelings have improved. But I haven't called Afif yet. Not because I was disappointed, but waiting for the right time. Honestly, I'm starting to catch it.

After lunch with the boss. As usual, I cleaned the dishes and put them in the kitchen.

" Your cell phone sounds. There's phone. "

Shouted the boss, because I was in the kitchen.

" Yes, just a minute. "

I hurried to get my phone.

" Hello assalamualaikum, "

" Waalaikumsalam, what's up? "

" Later night to the city of yok, streets. "

" Brother dare to ndak permission same mother? if you can, I want to."

" Yes, I'll take permission tonight?"

" Okay bang."

" Yes already assalamualaikum, "

" Greetings waalaikum. "

After putting down the phone, I sat on the floor next to the boss who was giving the grandpa.

" Om Rian, huh mbak? "

" Yes, yes ,"

" Ciyee now calls him brother, "

" So, don't start to suck."

" Hehehe, what's the call? just by the side of the phone call everything, directly nyamperin can, duh young."

" He took the road. Maybe he knows he's home so embarrassed to come here. "

" This progress. Want a weekly night. I became envious. "

" I don't even remember tonight tonight. Pas dong means the rich way of courting people. Haha. Later that night he wants permission if nda ngebolehin. "

" You guys can date too. Haha.

May walk only original do not malem - malem home her. "

" Can ae si nda.Ya later malem nda who said it's the same ojek maker, hahahaha. "

" Ih the carpenter said. Do you think Rian likes it the same ? "

" Where are you from ? "

" From the reverberation he has heard. His mother is insensitive. "

" Maybe because I haven't been able to open my heart. I didn't pay much attention. "

" Yes, try to open your heart, who knows your soul mate. "

" Look at it later. I am still afraid of starting a new relationship again. "

" Yes mbak. Slow down - just slow down. I will definitely be able to open my heart again. Om Rian is also a good person. No - neko. He's been working here a long time, so I know. "

" Yes, nda. He was good. "

" Well, hopefully tonight will be. Hahaha, ".

" What the hell nda, it's already hours back office. "

" Yes I've left. Nitip dedek yes mbak. "

" Ready, boss. "

Am I trying to open my heart again. But I'm afraid, I still love Afif how to open my heart for others to try. If you do not try to open your heart, want to until this very moment, it is impossible that I will forever be tormented because of my taste to him.

It may be true what you said. I have to slow down - slowly open my heart. Let's not be stuck in this unrequited love forever.

Tonight I have no holiday to study with Rafid. If Sunday night is off, he said, because it is not school either. I can relax.

Oh yes, tonight is not a brother walking so yes? my brother did not tell me what he was doing. Don't - don't even ask permission.

And sure enough when I'm in the kitchen again. It turns out that bang Rian asked permission from the boss and mother.

" Asalamu'alaikum,"

" Waalaikumsalam bang,"

" Quick change deck clothes, brother wait outside. "

" Where are you going? "

" Want to walk" he said."

" His brother has permission ? "

" It's dong."

" Lied, when? how do I not know ?"

" So, hurry up and wait outside. The hunt on the deck will only be a short walk late, "

" Yes patiently. Brother didn't say that from earlier. Yeah, just wait a minute. "

I'm wearing long jeans, wearing a long-sleeved shirt. Black hijab in line with the color of the shirt. Simple appearance that is comfortable for me is simple and not excessive, I also do not dress and just apply lipstick on my lips to look fresh.

" I'm leaving, yes, "

" Yes, heart - heart. Don't go home night - night. "

" yes, come home in the morning, Hahaha. "

" Later your driver who did not ask for responsibility. Hehe. "

" Canda nda, later home cultivated quickly, hehehe yes I have left yes nda, assalamualaikum. "

" Yes heart - heart, waalaikumsalam. "

" Eh says om Rian bring the bike slowly, slowly, usually on a busy Sunday night. "

" Ready, boss. "

When I opened the door, it turned out that bang Rian was still faithfully waiting for me on the porch. With his casual clothes that I think are very sweet in his clothes. Beautiful view at the door.

Duh the handsome brother really tonight.

" I'm sorry I waited so long? "

" Not on deck. Uh you're really pretty tonight. "

" Aren't usually pretty, huh bang ? "

" Yes pretty, but usually just a nightgown. Brother just saw this adek wear rich gini clothes. Beautiful, "

" Ah cook anyway, hehehe, thanks bang. Yes, we are leaving yok. "

" Good princess. Hold tight so as not to fall. "

" Ih want. "

" Let's not fall on deck. Afraid of you why - why, later if you fall brother got scolded also your boss, it is thought that brother does not take care of."

" Yes brother. Onion."

" For your sake, you learn to baffle."

" Yes yes, like yesterday - yesterday pas did not know brother, brother quiet geh, how now baubles huh? "

" But you said, for your sake. It means because - because of you. Haha."

" Why am I anyway?"

" Yes so tell who dong, it's the same close brother just adek."

" Not believing."

" Don't believe it, ask Lili."

" Why don't you deket as many girls? "

" Sister is hard to adapt to the new guy's deck. Not even close to a girl."

" But if the same I'm different, rich brother different people know not. "

" Yes, actually it's like this deck. yesterday pendiem because adek did not know a brother alone."

" It could be."

Such is the conversation that accompanies us along the way. In addition to not being saturated during the trip also because I want to know my brother further. Well as I know when I first saw my impression brother is he is a quiet, polite person, not neko - neko.

But it turns out that when you know your brother is not quiet, he is a bring, but still good, attention, handsome too. Hehehe.

As long as I know my brother I am comfortable. I don't know what, maybe because of his attention. The attention I have rarely received. So I feel comfortable being watched. Which girl doesn't like to be noticed.