Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 51

**New atmosphere**

Morning time.

Early in the morning, Yani woke up. When I woke up, Ms. Yani was well dressed, seemed to be leaving for work.

" Wake up Yu is already noon."

" Yes, I'm still sleepy. You're so tidy, so fragrant again, where are you going?"

" Yes, it's Yu's job."

" Don't you take a day off work? "

" Yes, it's not Yu. Wh why? "

" No papa mbak, only if there is no temen I am confused do not know what to do, saturated if at home do not do anything - do not say. I also need to find a job."

" Yes while this rest first at home, done - done the house cake what do, your house is not to take care of rich gini, at least clean and clean first. Cook until you want to go again, sewah also still miss you."

" Yes, yes, too. Yes, I finished the house first. But while looking for a job ya mbak."

" Yes later while not looking for locker info. Or tomorrow, you come with me just me, later we will get a job that is just as expensive, how? "

" May I mbak, all right let me know the atmosphere of the city, hehehe."

" All of you will not know my friend, my friend many people."

" Heh did not want to think that soan mbak, aja work has not been dapet. "

" Try to open your heart slowly - slowly while walking."

" I'm not afraid of humming, hehehe."

" Eat it while looking at the road geh."

" Hehehe Iya Mbak. In the middle, calm down."

" Yes, I went to work first, it was my friend. You rest first. The day after tomorrow don't pick me up. "

" Okay, heart-heart on the road."

After the departure of Mbak Yani. I'm back in bed again. The rest of the trip was still tired yesterday.

Lord, I do not know what kind of plan you have prepared for me. Whatever it is, it must be the best thing I've planned. You are the One who is heart-pumping, so help your servant to open his heart again. If he is not my destiny then help me to stay away in a way that is not too painful. If he is my destiny, then bring him closer and show him which path I should take to be with him. I was wrong to love her so much that it was very hard for me to let go.

The phone surprised me. Apparently a call from my mother.

" Assalamu'alaikum. "

" Wa'alaikumsalam. Not nyampe yet? "

" It's buk. Sorry I haven't had a chance. "

" Aren't you papa nduk?"

I understand the meaning of mother's question. He was worried that I would get sick again when he remembered the memories. This is a silent witness to the story of our love journey.

" I'm not sorry, just don't worry."

*I am not good - either buk, in fact the heart that I have prepared is not able to block the memories come again.

So that it scratches the wounds I've been trying to cover up.

I'm sorry I can't tell my real mother, I don't want to make my mom worry*.

" Yes good, then. Waste how nduk, healthy right? "

" Yes, healthy cesspool."

" Yet you are far from your mother. Take good care of yourself - well yes nduk. Take care of the waste as well, do not bother the waste. Always remember your mom's message. Keep your honor. I believe in you. "

" Yes ibuk. I will always remember your message. The day after I want to join mbak Yani ngekos in Jogja buk, as well as all nyari work. Doain is buk. "

" Always son. I always pray for your happiness and safety."

" Thank you buk. Buk I miss, tomorrow It's holiday I can't go home buk."

" Yes, no papa nduk. The important thing is always take care of yourself."

" Yes later, I want to cook first. Assalamu'alaikum."

" Na'alaikumsalam."

After the call ended, I ventured to send a message to Afif.

📨I

Assalamu'alaikum mas, how are you?

I'm back, when will you be home?

I want to see you mas. Although only for a moment.

I really hope to meet him again. I was so sure this time that I could meet him.

After the message I sent, I rushed up to start cleaning the house immediately. Because the day after tomorrow is about to go, so before leaving the house must be clean and tidy.

My message wasn't answered like he was working. Let me deh, sorted out first, later if he is not busy will be replied. That's if he wants to answer. Tau ah, lazy to think, in reply yes thankfulness not in reply yes already. Don't wanna get dizzy.

***

Later that night, there was a message from Afif.

📩Mas Afif

Wa'alaikumsalam. Thank goodness good news. Maybe before the fast I go home if the contract is not extended. When did Adek get back there?

Although our relationship is not as close as before, Afif is still polite and gentle to me. It is in her nature that way.

📨I

Just nyampe last night mas. Yes, tomorrow when I go home.

📩Mas Afif

Yes deck.

I did not reply again, I was confused about what else to reply, considering our relationship is not as close as before. I want to send a message at length like I used to. But I remember our relationship, I knew enough myself and where to put myself.

I chose to pack my mind so as not to keep thinking about him. I pick and choose what clothes I should bring.

***

As Yani said, even Yani came to pick me up with his red matic motorbike.

" Are you ready Yu?"

" It's mbak. "

" Yes already gone yuk, mumpung is still morning. "

" Bentar pamit sumbu first. "

After leaving, we set out on a path that I had never crossed. I was taken to some places to buy food and other necessities. Until noon just arrived at kosan mbak Yani.

" Where? don't think - think in my room? narrow you know? "

" At home, mbak. Thanks for bringing me here, this new atmosphere I love it. Hehe. "

" Yes good then. Later tonight we walk - the same way to find food. You see tomorrow I'm already working, maybe we can go home from work while looking for job vacancies.Don't papa will I stay in the boarding house alone? "

" No papa mbak. I've been a lot of times."

" Don't wander anywhere but."

" Where to go also mbak, here do not know the way. Motorcycles are also brought to work."

" Yes yes too. Hehe. I slept all day in Kansas."

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