Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 16

School holidays

I slept well when I heard my phone ring. I opened my eyes, I fumbled next to my pillow to find my cell phone that was still ringing, I saw the clock showing at 4 am. It was Afif who called.

" The Assalamualaikum mas, "

" Greetings waalaikum adek, it's 4 hours gih wake up."

" Yes, it's waking up. Thanks for waking up."

" Are you still sleepy?"

" Yes, this hour is still delicious - good to sleep mas, still very cold. Very diligent at this hour have been awake."

" Will wake up adek, if not masukin definitely not learn."

" Yes, still pull the blanket. Hehehe, thank you for waking up, so good, until you wake up early just to wake me up."

" Ih Grnya, mas people every morning also wake up in the morning really."

" Tau ah not very romantic, diyakan kek let me get romantic for the spirit of learning later. It's even in Gr katain, make males wake up."

" Duh woke up still reeleran already crabbing. Yes, for your sake, what the hell is not for you."

" LATE!! it's already gone."

" Eh if you're looking beautiful."

" Not beautiful yet, people are still waking up."

" It could be a child."

" Bodo is great."

" Geez, why is this really the story?

sorry that deck was joking. This is already noon lo deck, later if the snack later not so learning. "

" Oh yeah, if that's what I learned first."

" Yes deck. Buruan wake up continue to learn, learn it want in temenin what alone? "

" On your own. Later if it is even can not be consent. If while calling even chatting, not so learning.Tau yourself if you have been chatting so forget everything, hahahaha."

" Okay, the deck. But really learning, right? don't go back to sleep. "

" Yes my brackish mas. This is more than his mother's caramel, hehehe. But I just became more and more affectionate.

" It doesn't mean to suck anymore, does it?"

" Not where can I snack with you mas, I've been assalamualaikum."

" Yes, hail waalaikum."

After I end my call. Yani is also awake. Maybe he was distracted by my phone earlier.

" Wake up, noisy? sorry to disturb his good sleep."

" No, I have to wake up.Yes, learn yuk, keep making breakfast. Uh you're still fasting Yu?"

" No mbak. I only wish Monday was the same Thursday. Later if you do not take breakfast, breakfast in the cafeteria."

" There's pocket money? "

" No, hehehe. Maybe it's been tipped to the chest."

" Tomorrow we bring supplies, let's take the pocket money. We'll talk about it later - temen."

" Good idea, ma'am. "

After we learn, continue with another routine. Continue to breakfast, this morning waspah made breakfast for us.

***

After several days of fighting with various questions that make the giddy seven roving, Finally the exam was over.

Thank God the test went well.

If it is finished, plong it feels but there is still something stuck, which is about value.

Still curious about what the end result will be, satisfying or disappointing.

I hope my grades this time don't disappoint again.

Even though it's still in the pressure circle sharing the problem hopefully it doesn't affect my value later.

Hopefully as I expected.

***

The day of the report card division.

The nervous and curious become one. There are worries that keep on running through my mind.

After the book of value report was in my hands, I carefully read it.

Thank God I went up to the next class and yes my grades are good. I was ranked 4th, after Aisyah, mbak Okta and mbak Yani.

There's an incredible sense of relief I feel.

Well, to be a champion is a difficult thing, to go beyond the thin-brained ones is not an easy thing.

At this point alone, I am very grateful. My struggle did not betray my efforts.

I can fix the value, in my present condition.

At least I didn't disappoint my mother again.

Because tomorrow is off, as usual we decided to talk before going home.

" Go on vacation again, "I said with a sigh.

" It's good, don't keep learning. Puyeng tau learning continues. "cock Aisyah.

" But if at home later bosen Shah. Usually there are you guys there are joking, chatting, if the holidays are only at home. I'm lonely" I said.

" Why do we get together sometimes? " mbak Okta's proposal.

" So good too. Do you have a holiday event? if I'm probably going to Jakarta to my mother's place and don't know how long it's been there." Said mbak Yani.

" Don't know yet. I usually like to take an impromptu picnic." Said mbak Okta.

" We're going to tell you when there's time." Aisyah.

" he, um." My word.

I can not deny, I envy them, who can spend vacation time with family. Can meet with family. I want to be like them, too, but fate gives me something else.

Hopefully there will be a time when I can regroup with them as before.

Long vacation at home no mother, can not go on vacation too, kebayang how lonely I will be.

" Go home!! " take me.

" hayuk. I was hungry, too, and my stomach was filled, hehehe" said Aisyah.

" See you in a new class. I must miss you guys." Said mbak Okta.

" We all miss. Do not forget to take care of your health, often - often tell me," said mbak Yani.

We went home together, and separated in front of the street alley to their homes.

Arriving home. I used to go straight to my room doing my routine, then fall.

I'd like to call my mom to tell her my report. I must have been waiting for news from me. This time I am proud because at least my grades are not so disappointing.

" Hello buk, assalamualaikum,"

" Waalaikum salam nduk."

" Why are you doing it again?"

" Let's rest just finished a few houses."

" He's healthy, right?"

" Yes, thank God I'm healthy, how are you, healthy too, right?"

" Healthy buk."

" How did you get to class?" ask her enthusiastically.

" Alhamdulillah buk ride, I rank 4 buk. Sorry I can't be a buk champion yet."

" You go up to class, I've been very happy, what else rank 4 is already making you proud. I know it's not easy to lose your friends."

" It's really buk. Their brains are watered down, hehehe. When do I come home? "