Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Extra part 2

Yesterday's problems made me really dizzy. That momentary delight made my mood random - a scramble. Until - until I was lazy to go to work. I finally got a holiday and just locked myself in my room.

" I'm not ready yet, I'll pick you up?"

That's how Nirwan sounds over there. Well he called, wanted to take me back to work.

" I'm not back from work. It was my permission that I couldn't get back to work."

" You sick sek?"

" No, just lazy."

" Are you really not papa?"

" Yes." Yeah."

" Why are you deck? are you angry with me?"

" No."

I don't know who I am and how I feel, I'm disappointed I want to be angry, but I don't know who I want to be angry with.

" What happened to yesterday? if I told you that I would be responsible, I would marry you, sorry if I did that to you before marriage, honestly if I had difficulty holding it, then, not that I want to benefit you, but I really can't stand it, want pleasure from you. I promise to marry you."

" Truly yes? will marry me? won't leave me? Promise huh?"

" Yes, I promise, but give me a little more time, your marriage will cost you."

" Yes, but not for long."

" Yes, it's also a business. Don't sulk anymore, okay?"

The thing he promised made my feelings slightly improve. Makes me a little relieved.

" Yes mas. Yes, I've left if you want to work, be careful in the street mas."

" When are you going to work?"

" More or so tomorrow."

" Yes, I'll pick you up tomorrow."

" I will ask Yani first mbak deh mas he came home no, if mbak Yani come home let tomorrow I leave with mbak Yani aja. Let's not go back either."

" Yes, if so, I'll tell you if there's no friend back."

" Yes, yeah,"

" Yes, we're leaving first."

" Em, be careful on the road, if you've heard?"

" Yes sek, assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

And finally I went to work together mbak Yani happened to mbak Yani home.

I work as usual, to reduce my guilt, I do not call my mother often, even this month I did not call her, well with the reason that I was busy working, to curate the longing that whack I just exchange messages.

This Saturday I want to go home, but mas Nirwan is busy not being able to pick me up to my workplace, I also asked to pick up Mbak Yani but I asked him to take me to his workplace mas Nirwan. Mas Nirwan kekeh so we can go home together.

I haven't talked to Yani for a long time, before we got to her workplace, we stopped by to enjoy meatballs while talking.

" A long time ago, didn't we go out together?"

" Yes, I'm busy."

" You're busy with your boyfriend, too."

" Not really mbak."

" Oh, how is he? so far he's been good, isn't he?"

" OK mbak, we rarely fight at least a debate of small things."

" Oh, thank God that's it, well that's itung someone help me take care of you."

" Hem, yes, yes."

Take care of what mbak? if you know what we've done, you will surely go berseruk - bersamukan like me.

" Oh yeah, I want a fiancee."

" Mbak seriously?"

" Yes next week. You have to come yes. Well even if it's just a fiancee but I want you there."

" I'm trying to make it, mbak,"

" It must be yes."

" Yes my dear brother."

" Now that's dong."

" Uk yuk mbak way, later even kesorean return."

" You really don't want to be with me?"

" No way, I want to be with mas Nirwan aja, mas Nirwan already waiting."

" Okay, again kasmaran, again anget - his angel, would want to keep nempel ya. Hehe."

" Yes, I must have frowned too. Hehe."

We soon returned to continue the journey to Lesehan mas Nirwan.