Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ Meatballs

I busy myself to help mas Nirwan, so that the time does not feel long.

Until the night was probably because I was too enthusiastic I could not sleep, the night felt very long.

I was scared, but also curious as to what the outcome would be.

I have to go to bed quickly, so that time does not feel long, so that when I wake up it is morning.

I closed my eyes, tired too, and I fell asleep.

***

Before the dawn of Adhan, I was awake.

At what time it seems like it is still dark, the feeling is that I slept for a long time.

I saw the clock on my phone, the clock showed 03.30.

This includes morning, right? no papa time yes I ngetes it now.

Quickly I took the testpack in my bag, then walked quickly to the bathroom, before doing so I read the instructions for use first.

After I understood, I practiced it according to the instructions I read earlier.

I closed my eyes because I did not dare to see the results.

May it be positive, may it be positive, God. It has been a few minutes since it seems like the results have been seen.

I opened my eyes slowly, and I was surprised to see the results.

I can't help but hold back my tears, my smile I can't stand. I cried with a smile - a smile of my own while looking at the two-striped testpack in front of me.

Thank God, thank God, thank you. This is amazing.

I can't describe how happy I am right now. I wanted to keep screaming and jumping up high, to express my joy.

I immediately ran to the room, shaking - shaking the body of mas Nirwan who was sleeping asleep under the blanket. This morning - this morning blind I woke up Mas Nirwan vigorously.

" Dad, I woke up." I said while continuing to shake the shoulder of Mas Nirwan.

" What the hell is sek?"

" Wake up first."

" It's still early in the morning, what's the matter?"

I showed my testpack results to mas Nirwan with pride. I thought Mas Nirwan would be shocked but it turns out,

" That's what?"

" Oh, my God, you don't know?"

" No, what is it?"

" O God my husband, this is a testpack."

" Continue?"

" Look at that line two."

" Yes, continues?"

" Yes I'm pregnant! oh, my god, mas."

" Yes, now sleep again is still morning, later we check with the doctor."

I know that Nirwan is as happy as I am, but the difference is that he is good at hiding his happiness, and behaving normally, unlike me who cannot hide what I feel.

I entered again into the blanket that covered the body of Nirwan mas, I slept in the arms of Nirwan mas, occasionally he pecked the tops of my head.

***

After getting ready and getting tidy, before leaving for the doctor, I called Loli, telling her that I would be late later.

I went to the doctor along with Mas Nirwan.

" Mommy,"

" Yes, what?"

" How will I not get pregnant?"

" He said he was tested."

" Any time I ngetes it wrong or how, for example, later I was told to testpack again and the negative results how?

He said if you are pregnant young gini test should be morning, if not morning is less accurate he said."

" Yes, the USG. If you are not pregnant, then you are not papa."

" Thank you, man."

After arriving at the obstetrician, we took a queue number, yes quite a lot of queues, quite saturated also waiting.

***

After approximately 1 hour, my turn called in, deg - deg a very, restless intervening fear as well.

I was asked a variety of questions before the USG was done.

" Congratulations mbak, soon to be a mother. Please look, what I pointed out was a baby, still very small. If according to the last mbak come months the content of mbak has been seven weeks."

" Are there any other complaints?"

" A stomachache in the lower left buk."

" No nausea?"

" It hasn't been buk yet."

" Doyan ate?"

" Doyan buk, hehehe."

" Good then, eat a lot as long as mbak not nauseous, eat anything can be original in a reasonable portion yes mbak. This I give nausea medicine, drink it if nausea alone yes, and this vitamin is the same plus his blood."

" Thank you buk."

" Oh yeah, don't play it often, still vulnerable."

Blouse, I'm so ashamed, it's the end of this I asked a lot, hehehe.

" Yes buk," I replied with a smile covering my shame.

Coming out of the doctor's room, I felt relieved to be happy too, because my fear finally disappeared.

" Want to eat first?"

" Yes dong."

" What do you want to eat?"

" Meatballs, hehehe."

" Food a lot, there is rice paddocks, there is satay, and others why must meatballs continue anyway sek? ever since you're like I've been eating meatballs."

" It's good to know, among the many foods that I like meatballs it's at the top."

" Are you bosen?"

" No, you don't want to eat every day, you don't get bored."

" Well, where are you going to eat meatballs?"

" I'm everywhere, it's what's important meatballs."

" okay."

While looking for a meatball, I chatted with mas Nirwan, most like anyway if the boncery continues to be alone while curling mas Nirwan, the most important position when sitting behind,hehehe.

After finding the meatballs, we stopped, mas Nirwan who ordered me to find a seat first, hehehe, for the task.

While waiting for the meatballs to come continue chatting.

Doesn't feel like his meatball brother has come carrying a tray filled with our orders.

" Don't wear a lot of sambelnya."

" Yes, yeah."

" I'm here to take the sauce for you, if you take it yourself must be a lot."

A small spoon tip mas Nirwan picked up the sauce, then put the sauce container very far from my reach.

" Why is his face so? less sambelnya?"

I shook my head.

" Continue?"

" It could be mas, the message is a lot of meat, or two servings in one so it's the meatball."

" Where can it be so sek, can't it be the same brother, why? less yet?"

" Yes, this is the pentol why so much?"

" Yes, that portion is. Eat first, later if less added."

" Lazy ah shy."

" How are you going?"

" Why don't you buy meatballs anyway, why buy chicken noodles."

" Yes I'm tired of sek, eating meatballs all the time. Later again if lunch or tomorrow, eating mostly is also not good sek, you are pregnant."

" Yes yes."

" Later dinner meatballa mas aja ya?"

Uhuk, mas Nirwan choked on hearing my words.

" This child is not ashamed. Don't talk loudly in public places, embarrassed if anyone hears, you don't remember said the doctor."

" No papa, slow down."

" No, I don't want anything to happen to you."

" Yes," I said with a frown.

Maybe because the effect of pregnancy is indeed my hormones go up, several times I did the initiative first, even almost every night.