Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness

Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ Invitations


Today, Loli's off and I'm in to work alone. It feels lonely if Loli is not there, there are no friends talking.


" Assalamualaikum."


" Neylorda."


" Hey how are you?" ask Isnan to me.


" well, thank goodness. How are you?"


" Good too. Oh, is Miss Lidya not here yet?"


" No, I don't know if he's coming here, what's the need?"


" Want to drop off my sister's wedding invitation."


" Owh Bu Lidya doesn't exist,"


" Yes, I'll be back later. I told you that Lidya ma'am has come."


" okay."


Why child, huh? go straight away, do not say hello. Oddly enough, just an invitation, right? can it be tipped to me, why should I come here again? it's going back and forth, not necessarily Lidya's mom here. It's so weird today.


" Assalamualaikum."


" Waalaikumsalam eh ibuk."


" Yes, how's Yu?"


" Thank God be healthy."


" Loli's on holiday again?"


" Yes buk, oh yes, there was Mr. Isnan here looking for ibuk. He said he wanted to give the invitation directly to my mother."


" Continue?"


" Tell him if my mother comes."


" Auh son must find a reason to meet with you."


" Yes not buk."


" He likes you."


" I've married buk."


" Well, dear, when he's good, saucy, and dirty again."


" Not yet a soul mate."


" Yeah later if you come here just accept the invitation."


" But buk?"


" His mother called my mother, her mother invited us all to her wedding."


" Good buk. This is why I'm going to hunt back?"


" Yes, I just finished shopping just stopped by to give this food to you, just want to tell you, mbaknya who keep the night of the holiday permit, you can today not overtime?"


" Can I buk."


" It's good then, just calm down the overtime money is there, if you're afraid you can get Loli to accompany you."


" Good buk, thanks for the food."


" Same - same, you're saying yes?"


" Yes heart - heart on the road."


" Assalamualaikum."


" Neylorda."


After Lidya's mother left, Isnan just arrived.


" Mrs Lidya isn't here?"


" Here you were, but you're home."


" Yes, late dong."


" Well, no invitation?"


" I'm going to send it to you."


" Why not from before!"


" Why are you today so sensitive to me?"


" Oh cooking? how did you feel this time?"


" No, your people are not as usual, again come the moon huh?"


" No, it was finished yesterday."


" Why is the sensation still?"


" That. Oh yeah don't send right keep yeah, I'm not good with you, I can still buy my own food."


" Not every day."


" why? afraid I'm broke, right? take it easy my money won't run out just to buy you food."


" Songong, mentang - mentang tajir."


" It's the truth, isn't it?"


" yes, yes. I know you must be very hurt, just like me?"


" No, why even talk like this?"


" I'm sorry, but can't you go there again?"


" What place?" ask Isnan.


" When I walked with Loli in the park, I saw you hugging a pretty girl, and I followed you."


" Ooh."


" Don't get hurt because of your heartache, you vent it so, I don't have the right to interfere, but I also don't want you to damage yourself. Don't you know if she has any infectious diseases? what else if you don't use safety."


Isnan pinched my forehead.


" A sick bambang."


" Let your mind not be so perverted. I can't go that far as Yu, I know the limits. It's just for fun, not because of you, but because I'm tired of working and need entertainment."


" But not to a place like that is also the time."


" Yes there I can hug right left, beautiful - beautiful smooth."


"No, you're a pervert too."


" Kidding yu, kidding. I think it's that place that can make me be myself, let go of the stress of thinking about work problems."


" But it's not the right place, it's not a good place."


" It is true."


" Mom Ayu!! Uh there's Mr. Isnan. It's been a while, sir?" greeting the new Loli, I did send a message to Loli to accompany me overtime today, and luckily she was willing.


" It's been from morning. Then why are you just coming now?"


" Loli's off today, but Ayu said tell him to let him overtime."


" You're late till night?" ask Isnan to me.


" Yes." Yeah."


" Don't overtime too often, you'll get sick."


" No, just this time."


" Oh yeah, I said yes."


" Are you going home, sir? not later?" ask Loli.


" No Lol, this is important business. Assalamualaikum."


" Neylorda."


" Lol ate yuk earlier Bu Lidya brought food."


" Happy, eh mbak already ngabarin husband mbak not if you want to overtime?"


" God I forgot."


" Will I have a conversation with Isnan?"


" Yes Lol, hehehe."


" Love hearts, love can come because it's used to mbak."


" Yes." Yeah."


I was already interested in Isnan, I did not deny it, the sense that it had started to exist. I know this is not true as much as I can suppress this sense of not growing, I guess all this time I just admired him, but when I saw him with someone else, I felt jealousy in my heart. I don't want to hurt my husband Nirwan. I know boundaries, right now I'm a wife, and feeling like another man is not good.


" Which woman will not fall in love with her charm? it's handsome, it's dirty again."


" It would be fine if that were so."


" No mbak, I already have Adi, I'm the type of person who is loyal tau mbak. But do not know if I met the same Mr. Isnan first definitely yes smitten with him, hahaha."


" It's not necessarily that she wants to be with you."


" Yes, too, my mother, he's caste, he's way above us."


" Yes for sure, the marriage standards of his family are also high, at least the cast is the same level as him."


" It's also true, mbak, what is our power that is only a crumb of biscuits in his house."


" Hahaha, could you. You told Adi that if you want to overtime?"


" Us dong mbak, it was who brought him here."


" I'm envious, so I want to be on the shuttle too, hahaha. Did I call my husband first?"


" Yes, yeah."