Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 6

... Father changes...

My morning started with a call from her, and it was a new injection of my spirit every morning.

" Assalamu'alaikum, mamak mamas, haven't woken up yet hahahaha? "

" Greetings wa'alaikum. Already awake, if not awake where can pick up the phone mas. How is this hour waking up? I'm ashamed to know, when I built it up." My protest.

" Hehehe, uh gems. It was out of direct subuhan learning deck. Adek the subuhan even sleep again. "

" Cold mas, the blanket is more tempting than his book, hehehe. Diligent mas the girlfriend in the morning - morning already studied. Ajarin adek dong mas how does nahan miss,? "

" If you miss yes miss the deck, wear it on hold everything,"

" Yes the mamas. Missing if I can't see you, it's torturous tau."

" Yes know the deck. Because now I'm tormented, for missing you. "

" Sa ae the mamas. And more dear, "

" lha emang should be so deck, should be more love also hehehe. Yes already sono buruan gih bath, do not help ibuk po dek?"

" Bantuin dong mas, sometimes but, hahahaha. Yes, yes, love you mas, assalamu'alaikum. "

" Love you too dek, wa'alaikum salam. "

Kulirik beside me, it's empty. Apparently, Yani is awake. Must have helped mommy in the kitchen.

And sure enough, Mbak Yani is arranging food on the table.

" Are you awake? here's breakfast first, I want to take a shower first yes, ntar change aja his breakfast, "well mbak Yani.

" Yes, thank you." Answer me, please,

" Buok dad when to go home? " Task my mother.

" Not yet, your father didn't call. What's up, nduk? "

" I don't know how to open your mind. Maybe because I miss." Answer me.

" Yes, the spit in the breakfast. Later try not to call your father." Ibuk.

Finish preparing me and mbak Yani as usual go to school together while chatting along the way.

Upon arrival at school, I was interrogated by my best friend, about my meeting with Afif yesterday. I told you, but I haven't told you that we're dating.

" You have come at last" said Aisyah.

" I can't wait, curious about the results of your hunt yesterday. Cogan(bullshit hunk) no? " Tanya Okta was curious.

" Think we're hunters, yeah, you guys. " Sahut mbak Yani.

" Uhhhh good-looking mbak, sweet again, very maniss," I replied.

" Sweet he said, have you licked it?" said Aisyah .

" Us, in lick, in dipupin continue on ***, satisfied!! candy times ah in **** ." Answer me while chuckling.

They laughed when they heard my answer.

" He's not candy, but sweet, what's more his smile, uhhh make hangers. He's got a rich hunching on Okta.

Among us, Okta was the most beautiful, her body was tiny, her hair was thick black straight waist, her skin was white.

" Is that really Yan? " Tanya mbak Okta to mbak Yani.

" Well, in Ayu Rada how that, his eyes rada sliwer. His taste is strange, all guys are also said to be handsome with him," added Aisyah.

" Yes, this time Ayu, she's sweet Ta, Shah. But Ayu is too happy. He has been hit by the viruses of his love Afif that, " said mbak Yani.

" Oh so his name is Afif, so I was curious to see him, " said Aisyah.

" But don't have a crush? " my words while chuckling.

Such is our useless practice, hehehe. Until the lesson begins.

Time passed, today after school I was surprised by the news that the father of the accident, hit and run in Jogja.

Thank goodness he just sprained, and scuffed - just blisters. No serious injuries or injuries.

I saw my father sitting on a chair.

I immediately greeted my father with a very anxious feeling. Hearing the father of the accident I was very surprised, also wanted to cry, but after hearing that the father's condition was fine, I felt relieved.

" Sir how? where's that sick? how can sir get hit, why not heart - heart ? " Task me worried.

" Bak papa nok, earlier father was heartless, just a motor father who entered the workshop. " Answer father.

" Yes no papa, the important thing is not why - napa. Motor problems can be fixed. Yes, I have rested first at home, let me recover, while waiting for the bike to be." My word.

" Yes nok. Yes, sono's spit change your clothes keep eating."

" Yes sir, "I replied.

I rested while playing mobile, waiting for him to go home from school. Because my school's coming home and she's not the same, because I was first, so I sent her a message first.

📨 Me

Noon mas, jagan forgot maem nggih?.

If he comes home, he will be replied. I murmured in my heart.

While waiting for him to reply to my message, I nyamperin mother who mijitin father, and I also follow mijitin father.

" Where is school? " tanaya.

Indeed you prefer to call me "Nok" different mother who used to call me "Nduk".

" So good, sir, soon for the semester exam, "

" It's good that you don't have trouble, who actually learns it, don't play hp continue ".

" Nggih sir. Yes, you continue to rest in the room, I want to go ahead first."my camel.

I stayed in my room, so I could rest,

📩 Mz Afif.

This just came home deck.

That is the message of Afif.

📨I

Yes, have a rest first continue maem mas, must be tired huh? reply me.

📩 Mz Afif

I'm really tired of the deck, but I see the message adek tired his ilang, but,

📨I

Yes, I ate gih mas.

📩Mz Afif

Geh bribe,,

📨I

Ih spoiled,,

📩Mz Afif

It's not papa. The important thing is that it works equally well not with other women.

📨I

Dare to spoil another girl?

📩Mz afif

Dare to be brave, but I don't want to. You are enough to be my place. My heart has everything I give to you deck, there is nothing left to love another woman. I don't want to upset you about any more heartache.

📨I

Always the words can make me happy.

📩MZ afif

Let the more love, the less I can lose.

📨I

I am beginning to fear losing you. Regardless of what I have, I feel inferior and do not pantes for you. I am not beautiful. I'm afraid I'm embarrassed if you know,

📩Mz Afif

I don't care about the deck, I'm not ashamed. Do you want to be beautiful, in my eyes you are the most beautiful. Don't think weird, I love you, love your good and bad, love everything you have.

📨I

Thanks mas. You are the best. I'm lucky to know you, I'm lucky to be loved by you.

📩Mz Afif

So too with me deck. I called ya? kangen sound adek, yes although can not meet, hear your voice can treat my longing.

📨I

Will it be tonight, huh? I want to help you make a drink.

📩Mz Afif

What is the deck event?

📨I

There are neighbors in the family.

📩Mz Afif

What kind of sick deck? how come I don't tell stories?

📨I

Mr. mas accident. I also just found out when I went home from school. Just sprained ama abrasions - abrasions kok mas.

📩Mz afif

Will I be there on deck?

📨I

Uh no need for mas. Far away just walk again, kasian ntar mas nya tired, hehehe. My dad is also better. Yes, yes it was connected later again, assalam'ualaikum, yes,

📩Mz Afif

Yes, that's the deck. May the father of cepet be healed. wa'alaikum salam.

I put my phone in my room. I rushed to help my mother in the kitchen who was busy making drinks.

Almost my new magrib can rest, because no neighbors have come to visit. Soon I cleaned myself up and ate because I was hungry and had not had time to eat.

I continued to study because there was PR from school, after finishing, as I promised, I called the same mas Afif, we talked a long time. It doesn't feel like the clock is 21:00. Indeed, if again chatting with Afif likes to forget time.

After I ended my call, I felt thirsty. When I left the room, I heard my father talking to who in the guest room. I peeked into my mother's room, but she was sleeping.

Ibuk pules really sleep, must be tired all day, kasian ibuk .

I entered my room with my mother's blanket, I kissed my mother's forehead.

" A good weight buk. Have a good dream. I love you, may you be healthy and happy always." I said very slowly so as not to wake my mother.

I continued my steps, to get some drinking water, then I went back to the camp. And will close my eyes, want me to fall asleep soon and to a beautiful dream.

The clock is 23:00 but I can't go to sleep.

I heard my sayup - I heard the voice of the father who was still chatting on the phone.

That's the father who called who the hell, really long from earlier not kelar - kelar. It's usually strange. I know ya? tomorrow morning I ask my mom.

I forced my eyes to close immediately. Because it's getting late, afraid of tomorrow the wake of bad luck.

In the morning at the dinner table, I asked my mother about last night.

" What father's buk? not awake yet? " tanyaku.

" Not yet, just so surely his body is still sick, which fell yesterday." Answer ibuk.

" Last night who's the same phone call? how long, malem - malem again."

" Maybe the same boss, discussing the work nduk, "

This is why there is no suspicion of it, right? no boss in the middle of the mall called her, where long ago. Is not his boss more friendly - friendly with his wife than on the same phone father. It's weird, usually never. Ah, maybe just my mind, he thought positively aka rich ibuk.

Immediately I tepis my strange thinking - strange, because indeed I have been suspicious of the father. After breakfast, I went into the room to say goodbye to my father. And my suspicion is increasing, because usually the father of this hour has not been awake, but now he is awake while staring at the phone screen. It seems like he was exchanging messages with someone again.

I say goodbye as I can, without asking, so that you do not suspect.

***

A few days at home, the more days your behavior gets weird. Likes to be angry - not clear. Almost every night I hear my father fighting in the middle of the night. Maybe they were because, let me not see and hear them quarrel, and in the morning I saw my mother's eyes as swollen as if they were crying. I'm not a kid anymore that they can be stupid i. I know clearly mother's sadness. The father who never put his cell phone even to the bathroom he brought.

Whose all-night calls with. I know, but I pretend I don't know. Let my mother tell me later.

After school, I went where. He said mom, I went to the workshop to get a motorbike. When I rested in the room, my mother went into my nyamperin room with her sad face. I know he's keeping his sadness, it's clearly visible on his face. I always hoped you could share your problems with me. Although I couldn't help much, at least with him telling me, it would reduce the burden in his heart.