Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Extra part 1

" Good morning sek," mas Nirwan woke me up.

" Hem," answered me who was still in the arms of Nirwan.

" Ih morning - morning is tempting you sek."

" Tempting what the hell mas, just woke up?"

" Yes, look at your own body."

When I saw it, I wasn't wearing my clothes.

" God forgot, where's my shirt?" I woke up and covered myself with a blanket.

" Noh on the floor, anyways ngapain closed, which should be seen already seen, already held, already in rasain as well."

" It's sane fashion again, so the veins are still full." My answer.

" So yesterday was not sane?"

" It could be, you've got me my shirt, you keep coming out, I want to put on a shirt."

" Later on, still sleepy."

" NOW!!!"

" Yes yes, very bad."

I'm done changing clothes, I asked for anterin to come home.

" Master Anterin's coming home now."

" Will I go home? not later?"

" No, I want to go home now."

" But you just woke up, don't you want to take a shower?"

" No, just take a shower at home."

" okay."

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When I got home, I took a shower and locked myself in my room.

Well my feelings are still mixed about last night.

String, ting, ting.

My phone rang, I thought it was from Nirwan mas, it was a phone from my mother.

Duh how is it? lift it up, right? lift up but afraid. Lift it up, rather than suspicious.

" Hello buk assalamualaikum."

" Waalaikumsalam nduk, how are you, how long did not call my mother?"

" Must have a new girlfriend again, right? why is it in lupain?"

" It's not entirely so buk, if you have a boyfriend yes, already have. But if about not calling mom because it's busy, you know what I do myself."

" Who's the man?"

" His name is Nirwan buk, the village boy next door."

" Semalem has nightmares about you. You're not papa, are you?"

A mother's instincts are great. I had to lie, sorry I buk, I can not be honest with mom.

" I'm not papa kok buk. It's probably because I'm too worried about me."

" If you can be honest, honestly your feelings do not like your current guy. You can't just find another one."

I can't go, I can't go and get him, he has to marry me, because he took my chastity. I love him too.

" It's hard if you want to find another one again, this is just a painstaking loh I open my heart and keep nyantolnya in him, he's good kok buk, understanding love is also the same me, love also me, later if my mother had met I would have liked him."

" Yes, it's up to you."

I'm sorry I'm open, not because I don't obey my mother, but I really can't let go of her, she has to take responsibility for what she has taken away from me. It's very nice if he dapet eneknya continue to want to be left that way. I'm sorry I let you down.

" Yes mother again cook, tomorrow again call, remember the message mom yes nduk, take care of yourself."

" Yes buk, assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

Guilt became so excruciating when I called my mother, well I lied to her. I'm sure I'm disappointed because I didn't know what he said. But what else, the mistake left me helpless. This time I have to force my will on my mother, she has to agree with my choice, maybe this is the only way that I don't feel guilty for making a mistake.

*I hope you can understand, and also forgive my mistakes.

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Hay hay hay, we'll see you later.🤗😘

Still remember me, right? still dong, right?

There are still people who stay, right?😑

hopefully still yes, because it's been a long time ago I'm off,😄

Did I make a new novel, peep yuk? still awaited also like it in my new novel😅

The title is Wizard-bearer.

Don't forget to stop by 😚, I'll wait there.

Love you all😘🤗

Greetings dear always.