Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 32

****Returned yourself****

My morning routine was chatting with brooms, mops, and other cookware, before the grandpa woke up.

" How can you not work here? " said nda.

" Anything at home. "

" Thank you mbak. Play - play mbak to the house next to where kak Lili kalo mbak saturated at home. Surely saturated yes there are no rich people in the village?

" Not also, sometimes you like to talk to Lili on the front porch. "

The house I live in is far from the residential area. His house in the office yard, and who lives there is only a small family with Lili. Lili's husband remains in the office.

I think the house is comfortable. Although far from residential residents, but the atmosphere is rame, there are workers and vehicles that go in and out of transport the same between loads.

" If there is a need for what, or what to say yes, do not bother. "

" Can be arranged it's mah nda, hehehe. Yeah, I didn't take a shower first, did I?"

" Yes mbak. Cook it, let me do the nerusin. Here the cooking is just a little more, and then it's done too. "

" yes, thank you."

I picked up a grandpa who was playing with his father. I'm kind of a bit shy, boss, not too familiar.

" Excuse me sir, if I want to take a shower, "

" Oh yes, please."

I immediately bathed her, put on clothes and continued to feed her. I really enjoy this job, maybe because I like kids. I'm happy to see every stage of his development, every day with him makes me love him so much. There was just the surprise of his anxious behavior that he showed every day.

" Hay father's son, it's handsome. Eat a lot yes, do not be naughty yes same mbak, father work first. " Said sir boss while taking a hold.

" Well, don't forget this? " the new nda came from the kitchen while carrying a box of supplies for her husband.

This is what I like about them too. They are an amazing young couple, who love their husband very much, rarely fight. If there is a problem they discuss it together. If it is not in line, they are deliberation to find the middle way. They like to joke, if they're joking I like to be envious. I wish it could be like that too.

" Here well mommy wants to change the hold. Here the champian sama mama. Mother work first yes. Don't be naughty at home. Same with my dad working first, huh ?" as if understanding what his mother said his grandpa laughed.

" Here it is, it is noon. Later, "my word reminds me.

" Oh yeah. Yes, we worked first, ma'am. Later if you are fussy phone or immediately take it to the office aja ya mbak. "

" Yes nda. "

Distance home same office where nda works it really decket. So when - time fussy adek I can not nenangin, can go directly to the office nyari ma'am boss.

After eating, the grandpa slept again. Maybe because of the satiety so pules really boboknya.

The sound of my phone ringing shocked me, who was again cool looking at the poor old grandpa.

" Hello Assalamualaikum buk, "

" Waalaikum salam nduk. How do you feel working there? "

" Well the mother asked her to the point so much, don't get stale first cake, what cake,"

" Want to talk stale how, mother from yesterday to mind nduk, I was worried that you did not feel at home, and did not dare to say. "

" I'm at home buk, ma'am boss sama sir boss is also good. Oh yes buk how I miss. "

" Healthy nduk alhamdulillah, it adek you also miss you, like to your room nyariin you. "

I immediately cried. It's hard for me to be away from my little one. From the baby he's used to me. Because I took care of it from the baby so we're very close.

" Yes yes buk, I want breakfast again later connected again. " Without greeting I immediately disconnected my call. I don't want you to know that I cry. In the middle of my cry my phone rang and it was a call from Afif mas.

" Assalamualaikum deck? "

" Waalaikumsalam mas, "

" Any cry?"

" Hey, you can't lie if you're the same, "

" Yes don't lie deck, it's not a good hobby. Try to tell me why it cries? "

" Kangen house, kangen ibuk, kangen adek, same kangen mas also, hehehe."

" Yes the risk of regional children is so deck, patience huh,? "

" It's always mas, eh mas not working? what else? had breakfast? "

" Hehehe. Must not have taken a shower? ihh. "

" I just woke up deck, his life has not collected all. Boro - boro shower nih still while brimming, hehehe. "

" Well, why call, if you're still sleepy? "

" Yes, yes, kangen. Wh why? can't i? "

" That can be. What kind of kangen? I miss you too. "

" i'm lying."

" no yeah. "

" What kind of kangen? "

" That was my question. Why turn to me? "

" Yes answer me first geh dek? "

" Well the rule is to answer first, the person who gives me the first question."

" Yes yes. I miss the deck, if anything?

" I, I miss it. Hahaha, "

" Deck, turn yok,? "

" Ehh what mas? repeat, not dread, "

Ehh backan? I didn't hear wrong, did I?

To make sure I told him to repeat what he said. I was afraid I heard wrong.

" Reverse yok? want no? "

" When did we break up? "

" There is no breaking the deck, but it is adek deket same other guys. I guess I'm breaking up. "

" Just temen mas. "

" Yes whatever it is. I don't like being rich yesterday anymore. I still love the deck. "

" I'm the same, too, "

If you knew it. How I love you. I can't explain it to you. I'm also afraid you won't believe it. Even though there are a lot of men coming in they can't be comparable to you. How many of them, none of them can replace you in my heart. I hope you can feel without me describing and revealing.

" Hello deck? kok diem's? "

" Yes sorry. "

" why? isn't it baby?"

" No, not that mas, still shocked. "

" You're my first girlfriend on deck. Which makes me feel the thrill of love and the joy of longing. All this time I was just silent, not demanding clarity on the attitude you did. I'm trying to understand your situation. But now I can't hold it anymore deck. I still love, even very dear, and want to knit a love story with you again. Will deck, then,? "

" Yes mas. I'm sorry, I ignored you. This time I will try not to disappoint you again. "

" Thank you deck. "

" I am grateful. I still keep that taste to this day. "

" This flavor is always for you deck. "

" uhh so sweet, I miss your dreadlocks mas, hahaha. "

" When did you deck? "

" Since we knew him. "

" That's not a deck dreadlocks. The truth is so. Every word I say is not a joke, but a reality I feel.

I talked to Afif until lunch. Spend time exchanging stories.

I can't deny, he's back

makes me very happy.