Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ Enthusiasm

" I'm finally relieved."

" Looky why?"

" Before I decided to take a pregnancy test, I went to a clinic near my workplace, the doctor said there was a lump in my stomach, and it was probably a cyst, I was given medicine if in three days I did not come to the moon, I should check into the hospital. Good thing I didn't take the medicine first, I chose the test first, if the result is negative means I may have a cyst or other disease, and if positive means I'm pregnant, I'm not sick."

" Why not say?"

" I don't want to say before I know the results, but yesterday I was so scared, my mind went where, where, if I can't give you a son, you'll leave me, right? and marry again?"

" Maybe."

" Nah, I'm right. Basi kek bit, let me tuh seneng, uh but in this way it's good too, at least I so know that mas do not love me."

" You are talking about what the hell sek, malem yuk sleep, do not need to discuss strange - strange."

" It's always like that, dodge."

" Wouldn't you sleep?"

" Yes sleep, fear tomorrow's bad luck also works."

" Don't work? are you pregnant again?"

" Can't do it mas, he said if you're pregnant you can't be lazy, then even his son is lazy, anyway if diem continue there is no activity even not good."

" Yes, but remember? can not be tired - tired, eat the right. oh yes was drunk not yet milk?"

" It's a mas,"

" You don't want to work."

" I don't want our son to be lazy. Would you like to?"

" Not really."

" Be calm, I can take care of myself, I will also be careful. There's Loli there too."

" But I'm the shuttle, I'm afraid that if you bring your own motorbike, what else if you bring a motorcycle like to sleep, not heart - heart."

" Yes, yes."

***

I wake up early as usual cook also for breakfast, I do not nausea if morning and thank God I also do not nausea onion smell. So you can still cook for breakfast.

Notah because it has not, or indeed not ngalamin it, because everyone's pregnancy is different. So it is natural if not the same as pregnant people in general.

By not running I am happy, so I can do activities as usual.

" I'm leaving yuk,"

" Are you drinking milk?"

" It's a mas."

" Not nauseated, are you?"

" No, milk tastes brown, so yeah I like."

" It's good that way."

" Yes, let's go."

" Yes, I got out of the bike first, be patient."

I can't wait to meet Loli and tell her the happy news.

How his reaction to the child if you know I'm pregnant, must be excited yourself.

***

" I'm going in first, right?"

" Yes, don't wander anywhere, his heart works."

" Yes mas, you are also heart-heart on the road yes, bring the bike do not need to speed."

" Yes sek."

After mas Nirwan left, I immediately rushed inside.

" Assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

" Morning Lol."

" Morning is also. Ehem who just came, really really mbak? must be happy again yes, for - for dong?"

" Did it look like Lol?"

" Yes, the lips of his smile from earlier were so wide."

" Well, what if I don't get sick." I said while giving a picture of my USG to Loli.

" Huh, I'm pregnant, is this really?"

" Yes Lol."

" I'm also very happy."

Loli stroked my still flat stomach while saying,

" Hey son of a mother, I want her to be your second mom, I don't want to be your aunt, well - well there, grow up well, baby, I can't wait to hold you."

" Hahaha, it's a long time Lol, a long time ago, it's only been seven weeks."

" Yes, papa, I can wait. This time his work cannot be tired - tired ya."

" Yes, usually it's tired? the work guy just sits back and relax."

" Yes, it is not usual if pregnant people crave, mbak want something no? or will I help you out."

" Thank you Lol, but for now I don't want anything."

I'm happy, because Loli is so enthusiastic about knowing about my pregnancy. Well to me he's my new family.

" So, I'm out first."

" Where are you going?"

" Want to get out for a minute."

Where the heck tuh child, tumben - tumbenan go, usually also if you want to eat choose a message rather than going out alone.

A while later Loli came carrying a bag of crackles.

" What is it?"

" Food dong, I buy rye for mbak, Loli also buy fruit, buy bread, buy biscuits if mbak want to snack, bumil it must eat a lot, so that both healthy, healthy, must eat a lot of vitamins also mbak."

" Thank you Lol. You're good, pay attention to me."

" The mother I've considered like my own mother, I will also take care of mbak if we are again with gini."

I was moved by Loli's kindness, when we just met her, but she's been this good with me.

" His son mami, see this mami buy a lot of food for you, if cravings do not be strange - strange huh? don't be hard to find. Do not fuss too pity your mother, must be a good child, help your mother comfortable working. All right there" Again, Loli spoke while stroking my flat stomach.

I just smiled watching it.

" This is you buy most Lol."

" No papa mbak, let's do it later."

" Oh, how is your relationship with Adi?"

" That's fine."

" There's been progress?"

" There's dong, but we're planning a proposal."

" Wow good dong if so, I'm happy, hopefully soon to be done and everything is smooth yes Lol."

" Amin Mbak, thank you for being known to him."

" Yes, maybe you guys are a match, and I'm just an intermediary, he said that his face looks like a mate."

" Am I similar to Adi?"

" Yes there, the same lips your nose looks the same as her."

" Dry anyway?"

" Yes, may Lol's soul mate."

" Amin, Loli also wants it. Oh yes sir Isnan how mbak? did you know you were pregnant?"

" Yes not Lol, we've never had a contest."

" Yes yes, he must have been heartbroken if he knew."

" What's that about?"

" Yes it's harder if you want to get it."

" Hahaha, you are, don't don't you doain me divorce my husband?"

" Yes end, he's very good same mbak, like a lot of love the same mbak, must be happy with him. Sometimes I like to be sad if I see the eyes wet, surely the night is out crying, and the pain again mbak not want to share my same story."

" Yes the name of the household, there must be a Lol quarrel, sorry because it does not want to tell a story, tomorrow - tomorrow I will tell it to you."

" Are you really, mbak? beware of lying. If I knew it would be sad, I would have told Mr. Isnan to take him away."

" Hehehe, you exist - there is. By the way Sola Isnan, he's moved on you?"

" A is right? the time mbak? same who?"

" As elegant as he is, if he's in that place yesterday."

" God, maybe he's so frustrated times yes mbak, same person as the other he wants to be with elsi."

" His name is also Lol's love."