Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Season 2 ~ See it live

" Sir Ma'am you're finally coming."

" What is Lol, the tumben that came you first? you're usually late."

" Hehehe, don't do that. Eh no sir Isnan nungguin mbak."

" Why is he here in the morning?"

" Ajay kangen mbak, tau tuh sir Isnan has not moved on a year from mbak."

" Sttt don't date - kenceng later talk he denger loh?"

" Yes, that's the truth, isn't it?"

" I'm samperin he used to be Lol."

" Yes, yeah."

***

" What's up Is, tumben here morning - morning?"

" Oh, nothing, it's just stopping by to give me food."

" Why don't you go to Loli? you can, don't wait for me, you can be late for work."

" I just want to make sure that you're okay, about the tumben you're late, I think you're sick."

Duh Is, if you are rich, I can really fall in love with you.

" Okay, because now I'm no papa, you're tired of going to work, and thanks for the food, next time plis please don't do this."

" Yes, yes I've left first, assalamualaikum."

" Neylorda."

" I wonder the same mbak, how could he mbak, not fall in love with a rich man he, already handsome, good, tajir, loyal again, less what try?"

You don't know Lol, I'm trying so hard to hold my heart back from falling for her.

" Which woman is Lol, who does not melt if loved to this extent? But not necessarily he can accept me like mas Nirwan who accepts all my shortcomings and ugliness. Hem, maybe he's more attentive, but not necessarily when he knows my shortcomings he still wants to accept me, if only if you know I sleep ngorok and continue leran he became ilfil, hahaha."

" Yes, too, mbak, hehehe."

" Marriage is not a trivial bond Lol, I want to marry only once in a lifetime. I want to be a good wife, too."

" It's true, mbak, I also want to be like you mbak."

" Amin, hopefully soon be granted and you can soon marry Adi."

" Yes to Amin."

***

I rode my motorcycle leisurely at a pace that was not too fast.

Arriving in front of the stall I parked my bike. I did not get off the bike yet, my eyes caught a very painful sight.

The deg!

When I look casually at Mas Nirwan smoking with Adi and his friend who knows who I don't know.

There is pain, disappointment, anger, sadness. My tears just escaped, describing an unexpressible pain.

I restarted my engine, and leaving the shop, I headed for the park. Arriving at the park I called Loli, so she would follow me to the park.

Fortunately, he was ready.

I know you've been lying all this time, but why it still hurts to know it directly with both eyes.

" Sir, why?"

" Eh you've come, sorry I didn't know that you've come."

" Bak Ayu why, the story of dong with Loli?"

" You remember Lol I told you and I'm so proud of my husband because he doesn't smoke?"

" Yes, remember mbak."

" Even I boast in front of my parents.to me he doesn't smoke it's a pride in itself."

" Yes, continues?"

" Maybe if I were a mom, I'd be disappointed, too. No matter how small the promise, if it cannot be kept it will also be disappointed mbak, what else if we have put great trust in him. I don't know how to calm down, because I know what it's like to be disappointed."

" By telling you I'm relieved Lol, thank you for listening to my story."

" Yes mbak, next time if there is a problem do not hesitate to share it with Loli?"

" It must be Lol, thank you very much."

" So how if we just look for food, if again the heartache is good to be ventured with the food we like."

" Yes yuk."

" Stomach full, heart also happy mbak, hahahaha."

" It could be you."

***

After hunting for food, I decided to go home.

Well it's already night time, I went with Loli too long.

" Eh just got home boss? Overtime huh?"

" No."

" Why just got home?"

" Main."

" Buset deh, very funny, again kesambet huh?"

" Thou ah!!!

I went straight to the room. Somehow if I see Adi I remember again with the incident and become upset.

When I finished the bath, Nirwan was in the room. I did not greet him, changing clothes in front of him considered as if he did not exist.

I am still upset with Nirwan.

" What do you want to eat?"

I just kept quiet and didn't answer.

" What would I eat?" ask her again.

" It's full."

I then went ahead to help Adi.

" The boss wasn't it you went home, just went back and forth, huh?"

" yes. Did you know that I was able to go home?"

" Tau, I told you about him, I thought he was the overtime boss."

You must have known if I was angry because of what, but to just apologize you do not want to. Is it really hard for you to say sorry?

It seems that lying to me is common for you.

I really did not expect that small thing just can not you keep it, what else is your big promise.

Although you lied to me this is just a trivial and small thing, but if it repeats - over and over again also becomes big.

It feels to believe again the same you completely, it's quite a difficult thing to do.

I'm really disappointed in you.

" Your boss rests, don't help. It's also night."

" I'll be lazy in my room."

Mas Nirwan followed me forward.

" I'll go here first."

" Did he say later?"

" Lazy here, hot."