Mistakes & Selfishness Behind Happiness
Chapter 5

... Have a bad feeling...

Tonight I will stay at my house again.

" Mom why the hell, smile - smile yourself, not kambet right?" I asked in wonder, because we were lying in the room and I saw from earlier Yani playing on her phone with a smile - her own smile.

" Yes kesambet, the demon mas Bima," he replied that made me very surprised.

" Did I hear wrong? did you know that Bima was Afif?" Ask me again.

" Yes Bima the theme is your mas,"

Apparently, without my knowledge, just before meeting, they had exchanged phone numbers.

" Means I managed to dong ya so matchmaker, beautiful matchmaker, "my word while chuckling.

" It would be nice to be a matchmaker Yu, rather than being a drop-in-face drop-off, right serem ihh," ledek mbak Yani.

" Dhh amit - amit. My mother is upset. Mas Afif all day no news, maybe he was disappointed, because I'm not as beautiful as he expected?" ask me.

I do not deny it I feel sad and lost, because mas Afif did not call and did not even send a message.

" My dear adek who is chatty and bring her not kelirungan, horrin yes, do not have to be prejudiced deh. Who said you weren't beautiful? you are sweet, your cheeks are very gushy, only one is lacking, " entertain mbak Yani, while menoel-noel my chuby cheeks.

" What is less? " Task me curious.

" That's your nose less pointed, ha ha ha ha ha ha. So it's not that you're not pretty, but you're kind of pretty" Yani said with a laugh.

" Ihh evil, it's sad notya di amused even brought flying continues to drop."

Answer me, while I sing my lips pura - pura sulk. And mbak Yani increasingly chuckles with my behavior that he thinks is very funny.

And,,, sting, my phone, a sign of a message coming in, I grabbed my phone, and I opened it. A smile suddenly rose on my lips. Happiness I cannot cover. This is the message I've been waiting for all day and miss.

Mz Afif, that's the name of the contact on my phone.

📩 Mz Afif

good night, what else? have you eaten yet?

Am I wrong if this taste grows this fast? Am I being too easy? but, honestly, your attention melted my heart. Even the presence of your message is very much awaited. If if this feeling is unrequited, I would be willing to hold and love you in silence.

📨I

😞

📩 Mz Afif

you know why? kok that? here - here hugged mamas purun?

I read the message from mas afif while smiling - smiling to myself.

" Now this real attachment, ih serem tau, "capple mbak Yani.

" Bariin, I'm afraid of Yani, but I'm happy if the ginian. Just try if the disease is contagious, in ogah, "my answer while chuckling.

" this is why, um Afif sent a message." I show you a message from Afif mas to Yani's mom.

" New in SMS is rich that already rich meng seneng dapet diamond. How if shot must be up to bolsters - bolsters in the streets. "

" He is indeed a rare diamond that is priceless. One and the other, and none. Hehehe. Doain I was shot."

" Dih ngarep's. Don't expect to be disappointed, "

" Yes, I'm self-conscious, just calm down. "

Because I was talking until I forgot to return the message.

📩Mz Afif

The deck? why not in bales, sleeping po?

📨 Me

Sorry for bales again, I have no news all day, I don't want to talk to me.

📩 Mz Afif

Said who? I've been helping you out all day, Mr. Dek, so busy. Not holding the hp.

📨

📩Mz Afif

What kind of person am I in the eyes? can you be honest deck? actually the meeting was less long ago, was keen narik it's his snub nose. Make it so gnarly. But afraid the owner is angry, hehehe.

📨 Me

Can not hold - hold tau mas, later can fall in love, danger.

📩 Mz afif

Without even touching you, you've made me fall in love. Do you believe you deck? I've been interested in you since I first heard your voice.

Udah dong mas do not take me flying as far away, I fear pain when it falls. My inner

📨 Me

Uh,, so sweet, your fighting doesn't work. Haha. (In fact, I'm happy not to play, smile - smile yourself like crazy).

After I replied to the message, Afif did not reply to my message again. And it turns out he called me.

" Assalamu'alaikum, "

" Greetings wa'alaikum" I replied.

" Disrupt the deck? "

" What's wrong?" ask me.

" Want to discuss that earlier, if for example the content of my message was the real thing how? "

" Don't know, because we're new to it, I don't dare to be too hopeful either."

" You know the deck, I'm not the guy who spreads flirting to all women, nor am I a guy who's good at playing with the heart.

You're the first woman I want to have. This feeling, I also don't understand why it appeared this fast, does this feel wrong deck?

This is his mother mas Afif pas pregnant what cravings huh? how can this be so, really make words pinter. It makes me more in love. My inner.

" No mas, love is easy to grow in the heart of everyone. Love sometimes likes to come as it pleases. But sometimes his goals are unexpected." My word.

" Yes and love has grown for you, will you begin to live out our new status? no longer my best friend, but will you be my girlfriend? being the third woman I love, I take care of after my mother and sister? "

Buk can his child not order, wrapped to be brought home. He's evil buk, 😭 already made me fly. What if I forget my way home?

" Are you sure of this decision? I'm afraid of everything in me, making you disappointed after you found out, don't you think it's too soon? we just knew you?"

" Look on the deck, I'm ready for that. However you are, I will still accept and love you, even I have fallen in love through your voice long before we met. "

" Okay, let's carve out a new story together. I'm ready to start with you, say yes, if there's a trait I don't like, having a relationship like this, it's new to me."

" Same me too, we start from scratch, learn together, learn to understand each other and understand."

Honestly, it's been a very happy night tonight. How not, he who gives this taste, a new taste for the first time, yes mas Afif is the 2nd man who is present in my life after the father. My first boyfriend and my second love.

" Yes, it was night. Bobok used to be on deck, tomorrow's school, right?"

" Aren't you going to school tomorrow? "

" Lah School. Yes, I've been going home, I want to sleep, followed by adek. "

" Haa??" I ask who does not understand.

" Mysusul to sweet dreams adek, so I can meet, keep narik's nose. Hehehe, "he replied while chuckling.

" Aren't you sleeping first? See you in the dream.do not sleep malem - malem later even missed so can not meet in the dream. Hehe."

" Well, sweetie, good night deck, good night deck, good dream. I love you, assalamuaikum."

" Love you too mas, wa'alaikumsalam ".

After the call ends. I saw beside me that Yan was already asleep.

Quickly from earlier on, it turned out to have been sleeping. I was called by a fairy tale and she slept a lot, but thank God Yan was asleep so she didn't hear. It could be a shock if he's horrified. I'll be wiped out tomorrow. My inner.

Immediately I move my body to find a comfortable sleeping position, to quickly enter the dream world. I lay down my body, I bring to sleep the feeling of happiness and a heart of flowering - flowers.